Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

"...I've always been here. I've always understood everything. I understand your pain. I'm sorry I didn't know how much suffering you've endured. I only knew about your recent situation and what you were busy with, thinking there were more important things to do... But I was so wrong..."

I was so wrong. I thought I could get something important by relying on these most basic things, but I forgot that there was none at all.

“I don’t want to hear this. I just want to say that I’m in so much pain… I want to go home, but there’s nowhere for me to go home, you understand? The home I wanted to have is gone, I have nothing left…”

Everything I wanted is gone. Why do so many inexplicable hardships befall me again and again? I thought my mother could shield me from almost all suffering. I admit my thinking was naive and childish, but later I discovered that there is so much sadness and pain in this world that should not be discussed…

Bruno Brienz hugged his knees and slowly squatted down on the muddy ground. Mud clung to his clothes. The long-term mental pressure had long since driven him to the brink of collapse. He was just living for the sake of living.

"I'm back. I'm back now, so I have a home again. Don't worry. I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's Mom's fault. Mom left without saying goodbye, causing you pain..."

"What would you do if I never woke up again? What would you do if I died?"

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...?

...!

Why do I say that? Why do I say that?!

"...Don't say that, you're not allowed to say that, you can't say that!"

"Why can't I? I've been holding everything in for too long, I've been prepared to lose everything for too long, why can't I speak out? I just want to say it, I just want to express my emotions, I don't know why, I don't know what the reason is..."

God, am I a sinner?

If I am innocent, why did I come into this world in such pain?

"...No, you are Mommy's precious treasure. You are the beautiful thing Mommy gave everything for. Mommy will always love you, and Mommy always wants to be by your side. But Mommy can't do that. Children have to grow up, and they have to take root and sprout after leaving Mommy's embrace..."

Children must take root, sprout, blossom, and bear fruit, just like flowers. Everyone's needs are different, but the first step is to leave their mother. This is painful, but necessary. If they cannot leave their family and their mother, it means they will never grow up...

You are my child, but you are also yourself.

You are a seed destined to take root, sprout, and leave home, so I have always understood that love is not a burden of entanglement.

Love is something that brings you happiness, not pain.

You can't understand all of this, so you can't truly become a human being. It's hard for you to understand, and many people can't understand it either, so they aren't truly human and can't truly become human.

"Love will set you free, my child. You should live freely, not confine yourself because of love. That's not love; that's control, manipulation, domination. That's wrong..."

"I don't want to know what's right or wrong. I only know what's beautiful and what's painful for me. I can tell the difference..."