Ex-husband kneels, son begs, she vows not to look back after divorce

Ah!

He asked indeed.

Su Luo put the remaining purified water on the bedside table and was silent for a moment. When Gu Xingchuan thought she would not answer, she answered calmly and sincerely:

"Because I know very clearly in my heart: Lu Qiaoling and I can't have a future. Lu Qiaoan—Lu Qiaoling's sister—died on the operating table, and I was the lead surgeon. I told you about this, but I didn't mention who specifically did it.

"I was once scolded by Mrs. Lu—Bai Xuan—to the point of questioning my own life. She took her anger out on me for being incompetent, yet arrogant and conceited, having ultimately killed a perfectly good girl. Right in front of my teacher and me, she used the most vicious language, cursing me that I would never be happy in this life.

“When you first met me in the country, I was at the lowest point in my life.

"At that time, I knew very well that my love would never be my destiny. I had to let go of my obsession and look for another possibility. My happiness could not be ruined because of someone's curse.

“I firmly believe that happiness must be created by oneself.

"Seven years ago, when I met you, I thought you were the best choice for my life. My mother was divorced, so I longed for a perfect, loving marriage.

"Being together for life was my ultimate goal. Turns out, I was too naive...

“You’re not at all…

"You are my disaster, bringing me into another kind of darkness in life. I once wanted to seek relief through death.

"Yes, I once thought about dying. I felt that this world was really boring.

"The happiness of my childhood has vanished; the person I long for most is no longer close to me; I tried so hard to rebuild a warm home, but the man stabbed me all over... I lived a clean life, but ended up in court...

"Is there anyone in this world more unlucky than me?

"Gu Xingchuan, I wanted to die several times in prison, but in the end, I survived.

"My motivation to get through this was that I wanted to get out and find my son. I wanted to get away from you. I could still be happy. I couldn't believe my life was cursed.

"I just didn't expect that in two years, I would also destroy Dandan. In the end, my world was left with nothing. This is the result of everything I gave.

“Ever since I left Haishi, I’ve been thinking about cutting off ties with the past.

"My happiest times were all spent in the capital. I returned to Beijing to gather my strength and start my life over again. When I met Lu Qiaoling, I was at a loss.

"But in his own way, he aroused the deep-seated feelings in my heart—

“Maybe you feel torn.

"Seven years ago, when I was at my most desperate, you made me feel the beauty of life; seven years later, you severed my last ray of hope for you, and it was Qiao Ling who rekindled my yearning for life...

"I have had two relationships. One was a secret love. The other was when the secret love ended, I fell in love with you, but it ended up being destroyed. Now the secret love has come true.

"Gu Xingchuan, today, I am speaking to you calmly and I hope you understand that our relationship is completely over...

"I've let it go, so should you... Go back and find someone who loves you and live the rest of your life well... It's not difficult to fall in love with someone else..."

Romance novels glorify love. The idea of a couple being together for a lifetime is a template of love that makes young girls feel that one should only love one person in their lifetime.

This kind of love is pure.

In fact, people can accept having several relationships in their lifetime.

And every relationship can be sincere.

Su Luo's first relationship was just hidden deep in her heart. When she thought it was impossible for it to have a result, her second relationship quietly sprouted. It became passionate and unforgettable because of the mutual devotion of each other.

Until the deep love turned into heartbreak, until the flower of love died completely, she spent seven years, tasted the bitter fruit, and understood that being together for a lifetime was just a lie.

"I'm sorry." He apologized bitterly: "I'm really sorry!"

After knowing her mental journey, he felt more and more like a jerk, even though he was also innocent.

But he did hurt her.

It was his immaturity and lack of care that ruined their future.

The more he agreed, the more desperate he became.

There was once an opportunity, he seized it, but in the end he lost it -

"You've said it many times. No need to apologize anymore." Su Luo replied calmly: "You saved Keke once, and saved me again. We owe each other nothing!"

"No matter how many times I do it, it can't make up for the damage you've suffered..."

Gu Xingchuan looked at her deeply. She now looked at him with neither love nor resentment. Her eyes were calm.

"There's one thing I must clarify... What I said this morning wasn't my intention... Right now, I want you to be happy more than anyone else..."

Su Luo had a blank expression on his face. He looked at his watch and said nothing, "Your sister hasn't come over yet. Now that you're awake, just look after the saline solution yourself. If you feel nauseous or want to vomit, ring the bell for the nurse... I have to go back to the office..."

"you do not believe?"

Gu Xingchuan asked anxiously.

"Since you saved my life, I'll go and listen to what your mother wants to say... After that, it's best if we never have anything to do with each other again..."

If you want to break up, break up completely. I agreed to him because I don't want to owe him a favor.

But the words "never see each other again until we die" still stung him, and he hesitated for a moment before replying with a single word:

"it is good."

"I am leaving."

She's leaving.

"Wait a moment."

"What else?"

She looked at him.

He hesitated for a moment:

"I want to go to the bathroom first. Can you help me... I feel a little dizzy. Or, can you help me find a male nurse?"

Su Luo was startled and ran out to call the male nurse to come in for help. He looked everywhere but couldn't find the male nurse. The female nurse was also busy. When he returned to the room, he saw that he had gotten up and wanted to go to the toilet. It seemed that he was in a hurry.

She hurried to help.

"Thank you for letting me try it myself... Although I feel dizzy, it's not a big problem."

"Don't be so arrogant. You just woke up, so you're very responsive and can't stand up straight. That's normal. You're a patient now. You can act a little sick and weak. No one will laugh at you."

She knew he was very strong.

Gu Xingchuan looked at her in a daze. She was still as considerate as ever.

Unfortunately, he lost her completely.

Tears almost welled up in my eyes, and the regret was beyond words.

But he could only endure it.

Gu Xingchuan was indeed very weak. After taking two steps, his legs went weak and he almost stumbled.

Su Luo hurried to support him, and he leaned against the wall to hold on. She was carried over by him, her forehead hitting his chin, and her hands resting on his chest...

She looked up, and he lowered his head, his lips brushing across the tip of her nose.

The soft touch startled him, and she was inexplicably shocked.

The door opened at the same time, and this scene happened to fall into Lu Qiaoling's eyes...