Ex-husband kneels, son begs, she vows not to look back after divorce

On the other side, Su Luo gave Coco a bath and blew dry her hair.

Lu Qiaoling took over and started telling stories to Coco.

When Su Luo came out of the shower, Keke was asleep and Lu Qiaoling was gone.

She went downstairs, came to the yard, sat on the swing, and looked at the starry sky.

A floor fan was brought out and blew towards her, and then Lu Qiaoling sat down next to her.

"Come, rest your head on my thighs."

When she was a child, she was always like this, lying on the swing in the middle of summer, with her head resting on his thighs, chatting with him incoherently.

Seeing that she didn't move, he added:

"I love it when you snuggle up to me like this."

He let her lie on the swing chair, with his head resting on her thighs - he had just taken a shower and his body exuded a faint mint scent.

She smiled and snuggled up to him, smelling the familiar fragrance, feeling very at ease.

"Little book."

He looked down.

"Ah."

"Do you want to know how Gu Xingchuan became my cousin?"

Lu Qiaoling took the initiative to mention this matter.

Before, they almost avoided talking about Gu Xingchuan.

In fact, now, she didn't want to mention him, so she said directly:

"No. We're divorced, and I don't want to know about his affairs. I have nothing to do with him anymore. If you hadn't invited me, I wouldn't have let them into the house..."

"What do you think? You don't mind at all and you bring him home?"

Really, she was really curious about what he thought of her first marriage.

Under the light, his eyes were reflected as particularly gentle.

"If I mind, can it erase the fact that you were married? No."

He stroked her short hair and said softly, "When I first learned that you had given birth, I felt very sad. I felt that you and I had missed each other in this life and would go in two different directions in life from now on..."

"During those years, I really wanted to forget you...but I couldn't..."

He lowered his head and kissed her forehead. His lips carried a hint of tea fragrance, making it irresistible.

"You are like a shadow, always occupying all my time besides being busy.

"The longer we're apart, the more I miss you when I receive messages about you. I always feel like a big piece of my complete life has been taken away... and no one else can fill this piece...

"During the two years you were married, I was completely despairing and stopped asking about your news. I was busy with work every day. Only by being busy could I cut off my longing for you.

“Until I heard you were in jail.

"I know you were in jail in June, last month. By then, you had already contacted your teacher, and your sentence reduction documents had been issued. I know there's nothing I can do to help you.

"At that time, I was very busy. I wanted to come and see you, but I was afraid you wouldn't want to see me. I just wanted to finish the work as soon as possible and see you again after returning home..."

"The thought of marrying you had already taken shape in my mind at that time. Knowing you were getting a divorce, I waited for you to meet me again. I told myself that this time, I would definitely keep you...

“I don’t care if you’ve ever been married or had children, I’m going to keep you in my life forever!

“I don’t want to live like a walking corpse anymore.

"I've always been jealous of Gu Xingchuan and have always cared about him, but it's okay. Now and in the future, you will belong to me... I naturally have to face this past with you calmly..."

As he spoke, he smiled, a very frank smile: "There are many people in this world who marry for the first time and then remarry, and there are also many people who become stepfathers... Anyway, I can't have children, so I can treat your son as my own child, I can accept it..."

These words were spoken slowly, describing the bitter experience he had gone through after missing out on her, explaining why he didn't know about her situation during the two years she was in jail, and stating the purpose of his return to China, as well as his attitude towards her remarriage, expressing his feelings.

From being dejected to catching up and accepting the current situation calmly, all of them reveal sincere emotions.

She pulled his face down and kissed his lips:

"Lu Qiaoling, thank you for always being so tolerant of me..."

"No thanks, but there's something I need to bring up..."

He tapped her nose, but his expression became a little more serious.

"what?"

"Isn't your attitude towards Dandan... a little too... excessive? I know that you were hurt by him, but I also know that you never gave up on him..."

She doesn't speak.

"The other day, I used your computer and saw you researching his illness. Your desktop was filled with relevant case data from abroad. You were even emailing with foreign experts to discuss the issue..."

Tsk, he actually saw it.

"I just want to research this man-made disease. Besides hematopoietic stem cell transplantation, are there any other options? I've done some research before, and while there aren't many cases of this kind in China, there are many abroad. As a doctor, I have to thoroughly research its treatment methods. Not just for that heartless brat..."

She answered calmly.

"You are just hard on the outside but soft on the inside. You have been like this since you were a child..."

He couldn't help but poke her forehead gently.

Well, she just didn't want to admit it.

Even though she was heartbroken, deep down she still longed to find other options for her son's treatment. She didn't even want to look up information in front of Lu Qiaoling, so she did it quietly in the dark.

"Lu Qiaoling, do you want me to forgive him?"

"You gave birth to him, you raised him. You care so much about your family and love him so much. How much more can you hate him? When the wound in your heart gradually heals, he should still be the most important person in your life... I don't want you to regret it in the future.

"The point is..."

He pointed at her chin and said, "Children nowadays are prone to emotional disorders. You have to teach them a lesson, but you have to control the degree. Don't overdo it, or it will cause too much psychological trauma and affect the rest of their lives..."

A trace of emotion flashed across Su Luo's face. He suddenly sat up, took a deep breath, and when he looked back, his eyes were already misty:

"Whether he can survive is still a question. I'm indifferent because I'm helpless. I don't want to face him because I don't want to suffer again in the future. Lu Qiaoling, I want to save him, but I can't save him now. I want to let go completely... I don't want to endure the pain anymore...

"But he kept coming, and I couldn't save him. I felt an indescribable hatred in my heart. I was going to have a second child, and I dreamed of using that child to save Dandan. We three mothers could live happily together...

"This was my new vision for life after I was released from prison, and he personally shattered it to pieces."

She couldn't speak anymore.

It seems that I shouldn't tell him these emotions.

If Lu Qiaoling had not been included in the original life plan, a stingy man would definitely feel uncomfortable.

Finally, he hugged her and soothed her gently, "Yeah. I know. You're feeling bad. It's all my fault. If I hadn't missed you at that time, your life wouldn't be so bad."

"Lu Qiaoling..."

"Ah."

"If I take care of Dandan's illness and meet Gu Xingchuan from time to time, would you be unhappy?"

This question is absolutely a torture to human nature.