All the members are good people, only the host is a pervert

After they separated, Lin Ruan never visited Lin Shiyi again, just like she never went to see Mia after rescuing her.

For so many years, the system has watched the people around Lin Ruan replaced one by one, from the 11th row to the 19th, and then re-covered, from the 11th row to the 19th, and has repeated this for countless rounds.

She is not someone who can establish a stable connection with others, and she really can't be alone.

Only seventeen were left empty.

Seventeen, seventeen, it turns out to be itself.

"Boom, boom, boom."

"Sister, someone is knocking on the door." A sweet female voice came from inside the door.

"Really? Then go open the door." said another female voice.

The door opened, and a man and a woman looked at each other, and because of some secret overlapping magnetic fields, they became confronted.

"Excuse me, who are you looking for?" the girl asked.

The man suddenly smiled, his delicate eyebrows curved slightly, revealing a well-behaved smile, but his words were not polite, mixed with jealousy and malice.

"My name is Lin Shiyi. Who do you think I should look for? Lin Shiba?"

Lin Shiba was not surprised. She said, "Excuse me, it's you, Senior. Did you tell me you were here?"

of course not.

Lin Shiyi couldn't contact Lin Ruan at all. He could only keep recalling the fragments of their conversation and asking questions along the way.

He searched for a long time before he found this place.

sister.

fraud.

Lin Shiyi's eyes were fixed on the girl in front of him. He took a step forward, closing the distance between them.

"I just want to see her." There was a hint of pleading in his voice.

Lin Shiba frowned slightly, but before he could say anything, another female voice came over. "Let him in."

The two of them immediately put away their sharpness and responded obediently.

Lin Shiyi walked into the room, looked around and saw Lin Ruan.

Sister, she doesn't seem to have changed much.

Lin Shiyi suddenly felt confused and a little aggrieved.

For so many years, he just wanted to ask Lin Ruan why she abandoned him, but it seemed to be meaningless.

Just like he meant nothing to Lin Ruan.

"11? Sit down." Lin Ruan said.

"Sister...sister, do you still remember me?" His voice was very dry.

"Yes, I remember." Lin Ruan said.

Of course she didn't remember which Shiyi it was, but the feeling made her know at a glance that it should be the Shiyi type.

That’s right, Lin Ruan divided the names into nine categories from one to nine. You thought she was naming them in order, but in fact she was looking for people according to their names.

System: I will obey you even if I don't lean on the wall

Lin Shiyi sat down, but his eyes couldn't help but look at Lin Ruan. He had a lot to say, but he didn't know where to start.

He didn't know, but Lin Ruan knew.

No matter which Lin Shiyi he is, the seeds planted in his heart have finally sprouted.

She first motioned Lin Shiba, who was sitting next to her, to go out, then closed the door and asked, "What's the matter with you coming to see me?"

"I... I just want to ask, why are you..." Lin Shiyi paused and didn't say the rest of the words.

Lin Ruan seemed to have guessed his thoughts. She sighed softly, "I think the reason many things are beautiful is because they only exist in memories. Shiyi, wouldn't it be nice for us to keep the beautiful memories of each other?"

Lin Shiyi lowered his head and said nothing, feeling a little lost.

"Shiyi, you should have your own life." Lin Ruan continued.

As if stung by Lin Ruan's words, a surge of anger rose in Lin Shiyi's chest. He swallowed his anger and grievances, and still said in the same voice: "Sister, you said I am unique."

Lin Ruan felt no guilt at all. She nodded in agreement and said, "Yes, each of you is unique to me."

System: "Unique? Then how do you categorize it? Hei-tui!"

(.?`w′?)

Lin Ruan confidently spread her hands towards the system in her mind. She tried very hard to be an honest person, but lying was an instinct engraved in her disease.

Just right.

Lin Ruan burst into tears. "I don't think I've ever told you that I'm sick."

She said, "Ever since I became an offensive guide, I've lost control of my anger and desire for destruction. I really want to cherish each and every one of you, but I can't. You've already suffered every bit of abuse and humiliation in the bandit den. How could I bear to repeat those methods on you? But even if I could endure it, I could only endure it for so long, so I hurriedly sent you to the Guide Academy."

She said, "I know I hurt you by leaving without saying goodbye, and I know you're not the only one I've hurt, but what can I do? Rather than letting you suffer both mental and physical torture here, I'd rather break your heart. At least your body won't hurt, right? The mental side effects won't go away, and I can't control myself from hurting you."

She said: "So, Shiyi, go away, go far away, and live your own life."

She said, "She was by my side, but I just threw her away again. My spirit body is getting stronger and stronger, and my violent impulses are becoming more and more unbearable. You can find me here, so I must have investigated me. Haven't you noticed that the children around me are changing more and more quickly?"

"It's true that I promised to never leave you, but I'm also willing to leave you."

"Later, there were many people around me named Lin Shiyi. They all had your shadow, but none of them was as good as you."

Lin Ruan seemed to have exhausted all her strength and forced a smile: "But it doesn't matter, Shiyi. I'm very happy to see you grow up to be so outstanding."

She said: "I also once imagined that under my guidance, you would become excellent and polite, and then what?"

She said: "Then I can't help but think, then, you are so outstanding, kneeling in front of me every night, surrendering to me, and thanking me for the wounds I inflicted on you."

Lin Shiyi was stunned. He thought of many reasons, but he couldn't react to what Lin Ruan said at this time.

Lin Ruan said in a trembling voice: "I'm sorry, I scared you, but this is the truth, I can only do this."

"Sister... this is not true, right?" Lin Shiyi's voice trembled.

Lin Ruan closed her eyes, tears streaming down her cheeks. "I'm sorry, this is true. Leaving me is the best way to protect you."

Lin Shiyi pursed his lips and said nothing.

What can he do if the target of the blame is helpless?

Can we only blame fate?

He murmured softly: "If, if I said I don't mind..."

Lin Ruan shook her head. "No, Shiyi, you don't understand. I don't want to hurt you..."

Seeing that Lin Ruan's emotions were becoming more and more unstable, even if Lin Shiyi wanted to say something, he could only leave temporarily.

Lin Ruan closed the door, wiped away her tears, turned on her laptop and continued browsing the gossip on it.

It seems like nothing happened.

The system was amazed by what it saw. It took a look at its own task world and came up with an idea.

"Host, should we run or start the next mission?" it said.

Anyway, it has absorbed enough energy for traveling across time, and it can't wait for the next world.

Lin Ruan was unmoved.

"Why are you running? I'll be going to the front line soon."

She had it all planned out.

Go to the front line and get rid of these two guys. Anyway, I have killed enough Zerg and star bandits. Pretend that my mental body is damaged and retreat from the front line and hide in the research institute.

She was envious of the technology in this world.

At that time, Lin Shiyi would come back, and it didn’t matter if he didn’t come back. Lin Ruan had planted so many seeds in the hearts of so many people, and some of them would always take root and sprout.

She doesn't like to ask for things actively. She likes them to come to her, then lower themselves, kneel at her feet, offer her a sincere heart, crush even their own dignity with their own hands, spread it on the ground, and beg her to trample on it.

She only likes good kids like this.