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"That miracle doctor that Imperial Physician Lin mentioned back then who saved my mother..." At this point, Xu Jinghuai's face showed a hint of disbelief, and a faint smile, "It was actually the Queen."

"Queen?! Yan Yunshu?!"

The Queen Mother was even more shocked.

She turned around and thought for a long time, still finding it incredible. "Huai'er doesn't need to go to such lengths for the Queen. In fact, I have always loved her and would never do anything to embarrass her..."

"it is true."

Xu Jinghuai said as he walked up to the Queen Mother. "To be exact, she may not be the miracle doctor, but it was indeed her who chose to save my mother."

"Huai'er?" The Queen Mother looked at him in confusion.

He said with a moving smile in his eyes.

"Mother, it was the Queen who went through countless hardships before she mastered that set of acupuncture techniques and came to you and me."

The Queen Mother was still confused, but Xu Jinghuai was unwilling to say more.

After talking for a while, Xu Jinghuai left.

On the way back to Weiyang Palace, Xu Jinghuai still chose to walk.

He measured the road with his footsteps.

He stepped on the large stone bricks beside the palace wall, listening to the dull rustling sound coming from the soles of his feet. He looked up at the watery moonlight pouring down, and his thoughts of Yan Yunshu surged in his heart.

He quickened his pace and soon returned to Weiyang Palace.

At this time, the autumn wind blew the thin green gauze slightly.

The cool and peaceful night enveloped the earth.

He gently pushed open the door of the hall and came to Yan Yunshu's side. As if he had never left, he continued to look at her and gently stroked her cheek.

Another kiss, and another.

Yan Yunshu, in this life after life, it is you who finally makes this life the best one.

You are tired. From now on, I will walk the rest of the way. From now on, I will block all the wind and rain for you.

……

The next morning, when Yan Yunshu woke up from her sleep, she was still a little bit in disbelief.

Another dreamless night. Her sleep had been unusually sweet for the past few days, as if fate was making up for its past wrongs to her, allowing her to finally sleep peacefully.

Finally, she no longer had to wander in that hazy and confusing dream, and finally, she no longer had to look back on the past filled with blood and tears in her dreams.

She walked in the back garden filled with the fragrance of fallen leaves, looking at the dreamlike beauty before her.

Listening to the joyful singing of birds, the depressing atmosphere that had been carried over from past lives was finally swept away.

The warm sun is shining in the sky and the autumn is in full swing.

Xiulian came from a distance and stopped in front of Yan Yunshu.

He presented the brocade box and a letter in his hand.

"Your Majesty, this is a gift from Prince Nan'an, along with a letter."

Yan Yunshu's face froze. She took the brocade box and the letter and sat in the middle of the pavilion.

After dismissing the palace maids, she opened the letter.

The words are written in a flowing style, jumping off the paper, and exuding a strong scent of ink.

It should have been written not long ago, why? Yan Yunshu remembered Xu Jinghuai's hostile attitude towards Xu Yichen yesterday.

He hurriedly continued reading the letter.

"Yun Shu:

But I still remember that day at the Chrysanthemum Festival, you asked me which life I liked best. I know the deep meaning of your question. You wanted me to stop looking back at the past and look at the present. Your mind has always been clear and has not been disturbed by worldly affairs. This is something I have seen in my life after life, and it is also one of the reasons why my heart is always lost.

Yunshu, I am grateful for your kindness and trust in me in these two lives. These are not what a sinner like me deserves, but you gave them to me. I think I should be content. I should no longer covet things that do not belong to me, and I should not sink into the past, thinking that in the cracks of time, you can look at me more and stay by my side for even a moment.

But I finally realized that I was not worthy.

I'm sorry Yunshu, there are some things you have forgotten, and I don't want you to remember them again, but sometimes, time is a lie. You thought it was moving forward, and kept moving forward, and finally one day, everyone would get what they wanted and find their dreams in front of them, but this is not the case. Sometimes time is just a circle, it goes around and around, and finally stops at the original starting point. Cause and effect eventually form a closed loop, which will always bring us back to the beginning of memory.

Yunshu, I'm sorry. I lied to you and hid things from you. In fact, the cause of everything, the starting point of everything, is your first life, which you are the only one among the three of us who has forgotten. It is also the beginning of the matter.

I made the biggest mistake.

In order to get the one I love, I took advantage of your father's idea of supporting the concubine and destroying the main wife, and let your father use your hand to harm his mother, the queen mother, and separate you and him. I also used the military strategy I obtained by all means to get rid of him who was standing between you and me.

But in the end, things went against your wishes. In a long and miserable border battle, you paid with your life for him.

And he also destroyed the entire world for you.

Yunshu, you asked me what happened. I don’t know the details. I only know that in my crazy obsession and plan, I was able to spend more time with you, but it hurt you.

You will suffer torture every day and sleepless nights.

It also made you die under the misunderstanding and hatred of the people you loved, and it was not until your death that you were cleared of all charges.

So...Yun Shu.

When you read this and know the truth, are you still willing to continue to show me kindness?

Perhaps, your kindness is a manifestation of your personality.

But do you know how much faith and light your kindness has brought me? It is the only motivation that keeps me alive throughout my life.

Yunshu.

That day at the Chrysanthemum Festival, before leaving, you told me that if you hold on to some people and things tightly, you will have nothing. It is better to let go and gain something. I have also thought about letting go, but even if I let go, I still couldn't get it, because what I wanted was not meant to be mine.

Even in that sinking dream, it shouldn't belong to me.

And I have tried hard to truly let go.

But no matter what, I can't do it.

Yunshu, I admit that I lost, and I lost completely.

He loves you. I always thought that his love might not be as strong as mine, but now I know that his love cannot be surpassed by anyone in this world, because, you know, at your wedding banquet with him yesterday.

What did he say to me?

他 说:

In fact, he is the only one who is reborn in all these lives.

These words shocked, confused and puzzled me. I thought that rebirth was a secret between you and me alone. But later, when I recalled the countless past events, I suddenly realized that we were just dragged into the cycle of reincarnation by his obsession, and he was the one who dominated this endless cycle.

It was also him who crossed countless timelines, looking for the possibility of happiness between you and her.

and so.

Yunshu, I wish you and him happiness.

For generations to come."

……