I'm the heroine of a love game in a comic book

The person in his arms was fast asleep. From the second half of the night, Yuecheng Xuejian became less conscious. She cried and pushed him away, but was dragged back by the tentacles that entangled her hands and feet.

He put the black bear skin under his body, but perhaps he felt the fur was too hard and uncomfortable, so he simply sat up to accommodate it.

Losing sight instinctively makes people feel uneasy, not to mention at this time, Yuecheng Xuejian clung to him tightly, like wisteria entwined around a flower trellis.

After falling asleep, he became much more obedient, and his brows relaxed, unlike the previous few days when his limbs were huddled pitifully in the quilt and he couldn't sleep well.

The monster was in very good spirits. Naraku propped up his head and looked at the sleeping Tsukishiro Yukimi, putting his fingers into his mouth and biting them as a consolation.

The candle burned all night, leaving only the wick inside. Only the circle around the candlestick was still lit, and it couldn't illuminate the two people. Fortunately, after the beginning of summer, the sky was dawning at the hour of Mao. The dim sunlight shone on Tsukishiro Yukimi's eyelids through the gauze of the partition. She groaned and moved, and Naraku quickly covered her face with his hands.

I don't want to look into her empty eyes, and I don't want to hear her ask why I ignored me during this period of time.

*

Even though he was blind and couldn't see himself, Naraku was unwilling to appear in front of Tsukishiro Yukimen.

Whenever I see her, I will remember my stupidity and underestimation of the enemy that day. I will remember watching her fall in front of me, blood all over her face, and her fragile look as she cried out in pain in my arms.

Humans are still too weak. Even if they possess tremendous spiritual power, they will only get hurt if they cannot fully utilize it.

Even the powerful witch fifty years ago eventually died because of love.

So from the beginning, she should have been killed. Even if she was allowed to live, she should have stayed in Renjian Castle and lived under his control, instead of being brought out to face the monster directly. One wrong step led to another, and eventually it became the current situation. She would still die and slowly stop breathing.

Don't want her to die.

No matter how angry he was before that she was still in contact with her lover, Naraku didn't want Tsukishiro Yukimi to die now.

Naraku summoned all the doctors in the city, but the black bear demon's poison could not be cured by humans, so priestesses, monks and exorcists also came to Hitomi Castle one after another and finally stabilized the disease.

[The remaining poison has not yet been cleared, and has penetrated deep into my lungs. I am afraid I will not live long.]

After hearing the doctor's diagnosis, Naraku sat by Tsukishiro Yukimi's bed for a long time.

If she really can't be saved, if Yuecheng Xuejian is really about to die, who does she want to see most at this moment?

Fifty years is not even a blink of an eye for a monster, but it is enough for Naraku to see through the ups and downs of the human world.

The ones that left the deepest impression on me were Kikyo and the dog demon.

Before her death, Kikyo tried her best to seal Inuyasha and saw Inuyasha for the last time.

The person Yukimi Tsukishiro loved the most should be Toukichirou. That stupid and lowly human being, as a commoner, actually wanted to pull the princess off the throne. How foolish!

It's like a sacred priestess is actually in love with a dog demon, or even a half-demon. It's really disgusting and self-degrading.

Make him jealous, jealous to the point of madness. Fifty years ago, he was jealous of Inuyasha on behalf of Onigumo, and fifty years later, he himself was jealous of Toukichiro who took away Yukimi Tsukishiro's love.

Naraku put aside the idea of ​​summoning Tokichiro to his mansion.

Yuecheng Xuejian could only die in his arms.

*

Surprisingly, Tsukishiro Xuejian quickly accepted her blindness and adapted well.

Naraku was a little surprised at first, but soon felt relieved.

She was a woman who went with the flow. Eloping with Fujiyoshiro was probably the most outrageous thing she had ever done in her life. When the elopement failed, she cried and then got married according to her parents' wishes, serving her husband and being at the mercy of others all her life.

But a person who has always abided by the rules would dare to have private transactions with the peddler. The more Naraku thought about it, the angrier he became.

If he had not replaced Renjian Yin Dao's identity, and the person who married Yuecheng Xuejian was the real Yin Dao, they would have lived in harmony and treated each other as equals.

She was no different from anyone else. Whoever had the status of "husband" would get Yuecheng Xuejian's attention and receive her wholehearted service.

It's just that I married him, Naraku, so I paid more, and my eyes are not bad either.

The black bear skin that he peeled off with his own hands was used to cover Yuecheng Xuejian's body as a comfort to her, but now it seems that she doesn't need it.

In Yukishiro Xuejian's heart, she no longer cared about anything after losing her lover, so after learning that he was a monster, she still boldly approached him, stayed with him all night on Sakuya, and worked hard to become stronger and kill monsters to please him.

Is that so? In the darkness, Naraku's tentacles wrapped around Tsukishiro Yukimi's neck and limbs, pinching her cheeks and silently asking her, if my Naraku took you away before Fujiyoshiro, after you married Hitoshi Inoto, would you still follow me without regrets like you do now, saying that you only want to be my Naraku's wife?

The person who was fast asleep after taking tranquilizers would not answer, and Naraku did not want to hear her reply.

But when Naraku disappeared the next night to see Tsukishiro Yukimi, he found that she was not asleep.

Just like sitting leisurely in the corridor as usual, she sat on the bed, with her hair tied with a ribbon and a jade flute in her hand, as if waiting for someone.

...She heard what she said yesterday and wanted to reply to him?

Naraku didn't dare to see her.

She began to regret for the first time in a long time. Was Yuecheng Xuejian planning to question him on why he hadn't shown up during this period of time, why he hadn't apologized, and why he had the shamelessness to imagine that she was willing to be with him and would go with him if she had other options?

Or maybe she just wanted to talk things out, regretted wanting to leave him and asked for his permission.

No, I won't allow it.

When Naraku thought of Tsukishiro Yukimi leaving, he could hardly control his tentacles and wanted to wrap them tightly around her, wanting to swallow her up, wanting to stuff her into his stomach and merge into one with her, so that she would truly belong to him.

Wait a little longer, wait until Yuecheng Xuejian falls asleep and then appears again.

The other person sat there persistently all night, and now he was sure that he was really waiting for him. He tucked the quilt for him and left in a hurry.

Today is Sakuya, and Naraku has been hiding in the basement of the main hall all day.

It was customary to leave an open space in the middle of the room full of tentacle remnants.

In the past few months, Yuecheng Xuejian would sit there on this day, either playing the piano or chatting, accompanying him through the most humiliating day for a half-demon.

Often in the second half of the night, Yuecheng Xuejian would feel sleepy and fall into the pile of tentacles without worrying about getting her clothes dirty.

Then the next day, I would return to normal and carry her back to the house, watching her sleep the whole day.

It was clearly Shuo Ye's fault that she was the one who made her exhausted.

Humans are such a nuisance.

*

Li Zi told Naraku that Tsukishiro Yukimi has been in a bad mood and depressed recently.

It turned out that she had walked out of the inner room alone this time and had fallen while pouring tea. The scalding tea from the table and the teapot spilled onto her calves, leaving blisters and bruises.

How slow you are! You just realized now what blindness means.

After grinding all the sharp places that might collide into arc shapes, Li Zi began to lead Yuecheng Xuejian to find the way according to his instructions. They walked around the small house over and over again, and finally similar incidents did not happen again.

But she was still unhappy.

Doramaru yelled and asked if he was afraid to see her, and Kuriko also mentioned it vaguely, but Naraku still didn't dare to appear in front of Tsukishiro Yuki, and didn't want to hear her say that she regretted it and she wanted to leave.

Why not? It's not that he doesn't dare, but Yuecheng Xuejian is still useful. If a blind man leaves, he will be eaten by other monsters, so it's better to stay with him.

I'm doing this for your own good, Naraku feels at ease.

*

The wisteria flowers were still lush and green. Naraku was not interested in flowers and plants, but Tsukishiro Yukimi didn't seem to dislike them. She didn't look ugly sitting under the wisteria playing the piano and flute, so Naraku let her do what she wanted.

The person sleeping under the flowers is beautiful.

The snow-blue kimono had several extra wrinkles because of the lying posture. After rolling a few times, the jade-like legs and calves were completely exposed to the air, dazzling in the sunlight.

Taking advantage of the fact that the other person couldn't see, Naraku's gaze fell on her unscrupulously. Finally, after the other person's breathing became steady and she fell asleep, he could no longer hold back and walked forward.

First, she tidied her hair up. Naraku had long discovered that Tsukishiro Yukimi was not very good at combing her hair. Without Chestnut, she could only tie a hairband behind her head and could not even put her hair up in a bun.

Although she looked very beautiful when she had hair, it was enough to make the silly bird on the tree almost fall to the ground, and then it was chased away by itself.

With his bare feet on his knees, Naraku was about to help Xuejian put on her tabi when he was suddenly kicked in the sole. Naraku made a "tsk" sound and pinched the naughty sole of the foot in his hand. After a while, he pinched it again.

I'm a little abnormal.

She ran her fingers from the instep all the way down to the calf, feeling the cool and smooth touch under her hands. She used her demonic power to warm the calf and then put it back under the hem of her skirt. Then Naraku slowly put on the tabi on her feet as planned.

Think about it, if Yuecheng Xuejian woke up at this time, what would you do?

Naraku fled in panic.

After a while, Tsukishiro Yukimi woke up. After sending Li Zi away, she returned to her room to practice alone. She was so stubborn that Naraku had no choice but to follow her.

While counting, move forward carefully step by step. When turning a corner, stop to think and then count again.

Naraku didn't even dare to breathe and followed closely behind.

Fortunately, all the unnecessary furnishings in the house have been put away, so there will be no more bumps or collisions.

Just as he finished speaking, he saw the scroll that sealed Doramaru fall to the ground. It must have been thrown here by that stupid bird when it flew out to vent its anger.

I will pluck all the hair off Doramaru when I get back!

The tentacle quietly and quickly took the scroll on the ground, and Xuejian walked over steadily and finally reached the destination.

Naraku breathed a sigh of relief.

He had never thought that such a careful and caring attitude would happen to him before.

He was also very troublesome during meals. He silently dismissed Li Zi and served the food to Xuejian himself.

While eating, Naraku kept looking into her lifeless eyes.

During this period of time, Naraku has been avoiding Tsukishiro Yukimi's eyes. The pair of eyes that used to be as dazzling as the sun are no longer there. Whenever Naraku thinks of this, he feels inexplicably irritated.

How can I calm my anxiety?

Kiss her eyes and ask her if it still hurts.

We have to do what we didn't finish under the wisteria flowers just now, skin to skin.

Ask her to hit or scold herself to vent her dissatisfaction, and then tell her that she doesn't have to keep silent, because she knows she feels bad.

I developed a human desire for her.

I want to have her, want to take care of her.

It's not because of her spiritual power, nor is it the monster's desire for power, but because he, as a member of the opposite sex, wants to possess her.

Naraku fled again.

How could this be possible? This is disgusting.

How could I feel regret and guilt towards the tool and stand there stupidly with her every day?

Because of the filthy desires of the spider demon, I was born. How could I be so superficial, even better than the disgusting robber, and really have feelings for a human being?!

Naraku immediately ordered Taramau to bring Toukichiro over and let him meet Tsukishiro Yukimi, and it would be best to take Tsukishiro Yukimi away, the farther the better.

I will not indulge in hypocritical and dirty emotions. My goal is to become a big monster and make everyone crawl at my feet.

Naraku warned himself not to do anything unnecessary.

*

But Yuecheng Xuejian did not leave.

There were still traces of tears on her face, but she kept saying, "I am Naraku's wife and I must fulfill my responsibilities as a wife."

That's what you said.

Joy and satisfaction overwhelmed reason, and instinct pressed people down.

The instinct of monsters is to plunder and possess. Why should I restrain myself?

I gave you a chance and let you go, but it was you who wanted to stay.

So even if you regret it in the future, you must stay with me.

Just like you have been quietly guarding in the courtyard for the past four years, waiting for me to come to you with the sound of the flute on a whim one day, and you turned around to look at me, your eyes saying that you have been waiting for me for many years.

Just like you playing the piano under the wisteria, the sound of the piano tells me that you like your current life and like being with me. You will cross this path and come to me with the wind.

There is no need to figure out how Tsukishiro Xuejian sees me, nor do I need to understand why I hate it when Tsukishiro Xuejian mentions other men. Monsters just want to do whatever they want.

He wants to get Yuecheng Xuejian.

So what if she's blind? She's a human being and can be kept alive with just some care. I'll take good care of her and let her just chat with the little monsters and play with musical instruments every day.

But Tsukishiro Yukie must stay with Naraku.

*

[Congratulations to the host for achieving the second achievement: No sincerity]

Awakened by the system prompt sound, Yuecheng Xuejian woke up in a daze, and then was embraced by the person above.

"woke up?"

"Ah."

My throat is so dry and uncomfortable.

As if he heard her thoughts, Naraku quickly handed over a glass of water. Xuejian drank it all in one gulp and lay down comfortably again.

She's a little hungry, but her hands and feet are sore and she doesn't want to move. Could Naraku be more conscious and serve her food in bed?

The other person touched her eyes with his hand and said in a low and careful voice:

"Xuejian, I will heal your eyes."

Should I say it’s okay or I believe you?

Before she had time to think about it, a tentacle slid under the quilt and wrapped around her thighs.

Xuejian groaned in grievance instantly, grabbed Naraku's hair and pushed it down until their heads were against each other and their lips were touching.

This kind of gameplay is still too much.

But Naraku ignored her pleas and moved the kiss from the corner of her mouth to her eyes.

He had loved kissing his eyes last night.

Xuejian moved, pulled her arms out from the quilt and hugged Naraku's neck, relaxed her body and sobbed, allowing the tentacles under her to move.

"I'm fine, Naraku-sama. I'm not afraid of the dark. You don't have to blame yourself."

She was responded with more passionate kisses and some other small actions.

Why is it dark again?

After who knows how many days and nights had passed, Naraku whispered to Tsukishiro Yukimi, who was finally able to rest:

"Call me husband. Call me husband from now on."

No matter who Tsukishiro Yukimi was originally going to marry, the person who owns her now and is regarded as her husband is me, Naraku.

I won.