Marrying Gold and Jade

Lin Yu never expected that his subconscious action was to turn his head away and pull the curtain again.

After a while, he said, "Change into pajamas."

Lin Yu really couldn't help it!

Isn't she beautiful? Doesn't he like this light and thin coat made of Hangzhou silk?

It’s still the same thought, they are husband and wife, husband and wife!

Food and sex are human nature, not to mention he is a man! Doesn't he want to be close to me?

For the first time in Lin Yu's life, he began to doubt his appearance.

There was no sound for a long time. Lin Ji opened the curtain again and saw her sitting there in a daze, with a look of loss on her face.

He sighed softly, took the initiative to reach out and cover her with the quilt before explaining, "I heard from your nanny that you shouldn't be reckless when you're newly married. It's not good for your health."

He always said that he was doing it for her own good, and Lin Yu believed that his real intention was also for her own good.

But even though she was dressed like this and took the initiative to show her goodwill to him, Lin Ji treated her like his own brother, looking straight ahead and covering her with a blanket as if he was afraid that she would be cold!

Grabbing the man's wrist fiercely, the girl said in an angry and aggrieved tone, "But I said this morning that I'm fine, not feeling uncomfortable at all."

Why would he rather believe the experience passed down by outsiders than listen to the feelings of a living person like her!

In the past, Lin Yu would never have thought that the first conflict she would have with her newlywed husband would be about sex.

Lin Ji was not stupid and could hear the dissatisfaction in her words.

He took his hand back, took off his boots, got on the couch, embraced her, and kissed her forehead as usual.

Then, just like last night, he gently placed her on the pillow and kissed her along the bridge of her nose all the way to her lips.

However, Lin Yu held his face in time and did not let the two continue their romantic act.

"Why are you willing to do that again?"

After being kissed a few times by Lin Ji, the anger in her heart was suppressed a little, but she didn't finish her words, and she was not in the mood to talk anymore.

The man's handsome face had a familiar blush, he stood up and told her: "Didn't Ayu say that you want to."

There was no problem in respecting her feelings, but the strange feeling in Lin Yu's heart surged up again. She pushed the man in front of her and wrapped herself in the quilt and sat up.

Suddenly he asked again: "Am I the only one who thinks so?"

She seemed to have found the source of her discomfort, and with her eyebrows furrowed, she said, "Lin Ji, I will still call you brother, but I am not your sister anymore, you don't have to..."

"At least you don't have to be so careful about something like this on the bed. If you do this, it will make me feel that you don't like me."

She spoke intermittently, and when Lin Ji heard the word "don't like", his expression became serious.

Then she said, "You are my husband, don't you want to... want to be close to me? Sometimes you are so restrained that I can't tell whether you love me or..."

Lin Yu paused for the last few words before saying, "You still don't want to get close to me, you just indulge me."

Does Lin Ji like her? Lin Yu would nod confidently.

But when it came to such matters in the bedroom, she really couldn't figure out Lin Ji's thoughts, as if she had returned to her childhood. She had never understood his silence and alienation, and would slide into misunderstanding again.

But now it's different. Although Lin Ji likes to hide things, she will tell them all.

Lin Ji didn't expect that his restraint would lead to such a big misunderstanding.

He is not a saint, and saints also have emotions and desires. He is just used to suppressing them.

It has been like this for twenty years.

The "not showing emotions" that he had learned since childhood also taught him this: don't express your desires. He is not like Lin Yu, who can easily express what he likes and dislikes. Suppression is his instinct.

Especially when it comes to things like this in the account, he not only consciously puts the other person's feelings above everything else, he even has the pedantic idea that carnal desires are dirty and he can't let Lin Yu think that he is indulging in this matter.

After all, he has his own platform, and he is afraid that if he comes down from there, Lin Yu will find out that he is just an ordinary man with mortal body.

"I was wrong, I..."

He is willing to admit his mistakes, but doesn't know how to correct them.

Lin Yu was wrapped in quilt, listening to him for a long time without any useful explanation, and her eyes were red.

"Say it."

Lin Ji speculated again and again, and could only explain seriously: "This is my personality. Maybe you will think I am dull in the future, but I seem to be used to it. In this kind of thing, I only think about making you feel comfortable, so..."

Lin Yu listened patiently and nodded.

The two of them sat on the bed and looked at each other. She opened her eyes wide and asked, "Nothing?"

Lin Ji thought he had reflected thoroughly. He first stated his position and admitted his mistakes, then brought up his own problems and possible conflicts between the two in the future. It was simply a perfect policy paper, and he didn't know what else he should add.

Lin Yu sighed heavily.

What a stupid person! Her husband is really stupid!

Letting his hands loosen up and let the quilt slide off his shoulders, Lin Yu threw himself directly into his arms, wrapped his arms around his tight waist, and his voice came muffled from his chest.

"Lin Ji, why don't you say you like me?"

It was such a simple thing. She couldn't see his "desire" as a husband and had a little doubt about his feelings. He just said he liked it, that's all!

Hold her, coax her, kiss her, and say "I love you" more often. Is this difficult?

You have to write a long article, as if you are dealing with a difficult case in the government office, but you skip this simplest and most effective sentence!

The more she thought about it, the more she felt something was wrong. "From the time you said you wanted to marry me to now that you have really married me, why have I never heard you say that you like me?"

They were not in a blind marriage arranged by their parents or matchmakers. They were clearly a loving couple. Lin Yu thought about it again and again, and except for the one time when he spoke too quickly and caused misunderstanding, there was really no other misunderstanding!

The man was held in her arms for a long time in a daze. His arms were warm, and he kept pondering Lin Yu's words.

When he lowered his head, he saw that her shoulders and neck were bare, with only a belt tied at the back of her waist. His lips and teeth immediately felt hot, and his throat became dry.

"Lin Ji..."

Not brother, not even husband, she was calling his name.

From the wedding yesterday to now, Lin Ji seemed to have truly felt at this moment that the person in his arms was his wife.

"like."

The voice was too soft and a little hoarse. Lin Yu pretended not to hear it clearly. She deliberately raised her head along his body, kept a few inches away from him and asked, "What did you say?"

What he said just now was one thing, but being stared at by Lin Yu was another. Lin Ji's throat was rolling, and his heart seemed to be filled with warm water, and his chest was incredibly hot.

"Ayu," he paused before saying seriously, "I like you."

The words "I am pleased" that he had swallowed down when he proposed to her were finally spoken out at this moment, under her persistent questioning and guidance.

Lin Ji felt relieved, as if he had let go of a worry that had been weighing on his mind for years.