Marrying Gold and Jade

Why? I'm afraid even he himself can't explain it clearly.

He only knew that the palace was different from the boat. He would think of his childhood, and cry bitterly when he thought of his mother being locked up in the palace. He would think of those fictitious things, and apply them to him and his mother one by one.

My mother’s appearance has become blurred, but the powerless hatred is still real.

Damn it, they all deserved to die.

Even his mother once pointed at him and said that he should not have come into this world, so she should die too.

He was so empty that he had to grab onto something, rely on something, to briefly find his existence.

The coming-of-age ceremony was postponed, and the marriage contract was also forced to be postponed; the palace also gave him a surprise. His seventh brother who came back from the dead turned out to be the "benefactor" that Lin Yu had mentioned.

The only thing he could hold on to was in danger.

He already knew that the little thing cared about "chastity", so he took possession of her just like that.

This way, she shouldn't be able to escape.

"Because you are mine."

Lin Yu waited for a long time before he spoke, like a ghost whispering, "It doesn't matter if you feel uncomfortable that day, we will try slowly, and next time I will make you feel comfortable."

Shameless.

Lin Yu's face tingled and he turned his eyes away with gritted teeth.

The palace maid came in to bring water and a bathtub. It was clearly Xu Jinxuan who was stabbed, but it was herself who was unable to lift her strength.

Turning around, she saw the man still leaning quietly against the table, his eyes looking at her. She warned, "I'm taking a shower, you're not allowed to come over."

Xu Jinxuan's lips turned pale, and he only said, "Ask your maid to serve you."

Lin Yu didn't call anyone over.

Sitting alone in the bathtub, she hugged her knees, curled up her back, and thought carefully about what she had experienced.

She could feel that after stabbing Xu Jinxuan and voluntarily giving up on killing him, her hatred for people was diluted.

But this won't work. Who knows what Xu Jinxuan will take away from me next time on the precondition of "being punished".

Do I have to lose everything and be driven crazy and kill people by him?

The hot water lingered around his body. Lin Yu shook his head, and he couldn't stop the chills that came over him.

She cannot be assimilated by Xu Jinxuan, absolutely not.

Xu Jinxuan kept his promise today and waited for her to come out of the bath without disturbing her.

The new wound in his abdomen caused a dull pain, but it was nothing compared to the pain from the poison that had been acting up for twenty years. The trouble was that he couldn't take a bath.

Lin Yu refused to let him stay in the side hall on the grounds that he was not clean and smelled of medicine.

So the next moment, the man stripped off his robe and removed the gauze.

The scarlet bloody wound that had been sprinkled with medicine powder was dotted with white spots, and the bleeding had not even really stopped.

"what are you doing?"

"Take a bath," the man answered calmly, "After the bath, I won't use any medicine."

The wound was caused by her own hands, but it was still horrifying and would give her nightmares if she looked at it for even a second.

"I don't want it, I don't want it!" she yelled again, "You have such ugly wounds on your body, do you still want to lie next to me!"

She found the energy to make a fuss, even if it was unreasonable.

Xu Jinxuan dropped the hand holding the gauze. He didn't care who caused the scar and started to think seriously for her.

He had a way to speed up the healing process, but it was late today and it was impossible to remove it before going to bed.

"Okay," he compromised, "Wait until you've tested it first."

Lin Yu thought he would leave, but the man just dragged the beauty couch in the hall to the bedside and said, "I won't lie next to you tonight."

The bedside curtains were lowered, and she lay inside while he lay outside. This was all right.

Lin Yu couldn't find any fault with it.

This was destined to be an unusual night. It was dark and the tent separated the two of them. She suddenly remembered the night she stayed in Yunwu Mountain.

If it was Xu Jinxuan, just Xu Jinxuan, that would be fine.

He seemed to have a bad temper and a sharp tongue, but just because she was scared, he would stay up all night talking to her during a thunderstorm.

Even though he thought she was troublesome, he would still peel sweet potatoes for her carefully.

In fact, at that time, it was only the second time we met.

How could that pale yet clean-looking boy be a madman?

……

Lin Yu was used to waking up before him. It was such a cold night in late winter, but he just covered himself with a piece of clothes and went to sleep.

His brows were slightly furrowed in his sleep, and his breathing was not steady. It seemed that he had injured his abdominal angle, and even exhaling was painful.

As soon as she leaned out from behind the curtain, the man opened his eyes.

He had a pair of very charming eyes. Even when he looked at people normally, there was a hint of a smile, not to mention that there was a small mole at the corner of his right eye.

When passionate, it is very alluring; when cold and fierce, it is like the eyes of a python, ruthless but also dangerous.

Lin Yu didn't dare to look at him for too long, nor did he talk to him. He called Zhu Lian Qing Dai in and helped him change his clothes.

But when it came time to dress up, the man behind her said, "I'll do it."

Previously, Lin Yu had allowed him to comb her hair and put on makeup, but after seeing the quarrel between the two yesterday, Qingdai still gently called her "girl" to inquire.

After a long while, the girl's delicate neck gently closed and said, "Let him come."

Lin Yu didn't know what the point of combing her hair was, it was just a matter of serving others. Her hair was soft but thick, and before she met with disaster in her previous life, the most troublesome thing she did every day was getting up early to comb her hair.

The sandalwood comb fell along the back of the girl's head to the ends of her hair, but Xu Jinxuan obviously didn't think so.

He was patient and his movements were extremely meticulous. He thought that this was his beloved pet and he would take good care of it with his own hands.

The two of them were silent for a quarter of an hour, each with their own thoughts. Only when he took the ink did Lin Yu say, "No need to draw eyebrows. I'm not going out today."

Xu Jinxuan did not respond. He had not taken care of these things for her for some time. He walked around to her and looked at her long, unpainted eyebrows again and again.

Finally, he said, "It's okay not to draw."

He stood up, then remembered something and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

There were two maids nearby, and although his question was vague, Lin Yu understood it immediately.

She didn't pay special attention to it, although she felt as if she was torn into two pieces that night, but after she was fed a cup of Xu Jinxuan's blood and applied medicine, she never thought about it again. She thought she had recovered.

"Don't worry about it."

Subconsciously choking him, Lin Yu lowered his eyes and saw the faint scarlet blood seeping from his waist.

The knife he had stabbed had done a pretty deep wound. He could make poisons but couldn't treat illnesses, yet he didn't call a royal physician to treat the wound carefully.

Speaking of which, he now has a lot of wounds on his body, not only on his waist and abdomen, but also on his arms where there are knife wounds and bleeding, and his eyebrow bone was bruised by himself, and he might even break his eyebrow in the future.

"I smell blood." But after thinking about that, she only started to find fault with people.

Xu Jinxuan indeed lowered his eyes and took a step back silently.

"It will be taken care of."

He left on his own, and Lin Yu didn't know how he would treat such a deep wound.

She just called Tanfang again and asked, "Will the princess go to the parade ground on such a cold day?"