Marrying Gold and Jade

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The jade-white porcelain box was thrown up, but the man did not dodge, allowing his right eyebrow to be hit heavily.

After a while, it swelled up again and a clot of blood accumulated.

"Xu Jinxuan, why don't you kill me?"

She wasn't speaking in anger; she was asking the question sincerely.

When he was only good to herself, Lin Yu could forget his bad side, and even fall into his gentle embrace for a long time, and even forget the pain of killing.

But once he revealed a little, she remembered everything.

The bloody past and reality intertwined, and she woke up from her numbness and completely collapsed.

The man in front of the bed was unusually calm. He raised his hand and pressed on his brow bone, and his fingertips were stained with blood.

It hurts a lot, and I wonder if she felt more pain last night.

Putting his hand down, he simply said, "I broke my promise, you can punish me however you want."

His order was unbreakable, so before last night, he was ready to be "punished".

The only thing was that he didn't dare to look into Lin Yu's eyes.

I remember telling her that I was not afraid of her hating me.

But today I ask myself, are you really not afraid?

Or maybe she had never truly hated herself before.

"Go away." Lin Yu shook his head and lay back on the couch in despair. "Don't let me see you."

Behind her, Xu Jinxuan looked at her quietly for a long time.

In the end, he chose to leave her alone and turned to walk out of the palace.

The palace maids in the hall were waiting for their master to summon them. When they saw Xu Jinxuan coming out, there was a high swelling on his eyebrow bone, as if it was a bruise caused by being hit.

Thinking of the noise he had just heard, he immediately lowered his head and kept quiet, not daring to breathe.

Xu Jinxuan came out, but didn't know where to go.

His eyes looked around and settled on Lin Yu's two maids.

"Go in and see her."

This was the first day that the two of them moved to the main hall. Qingdai noticed the coldness around him. She was not afraid of him, but was worried about her own girl, so she hurried in.

"……girl."

Lin Yu was clearly just lying on the couch, but she didn't dare to speak loudly, as if she was afraid that she would scare her.

Following her in came Zhu Lian and Tan Fang. After spending some time together, Tan Fang was already able to take over Lin Yu's affairs with them, so she naturally followed them into the hall to check.

Qingdai walked in front, lifted the veil and walked in to ask, "Is the girl awake?"

Lin Yu couldn't sleep for a long time.

She tossed and turned thinking about what happened last night, thinking about Xu Jinxuan, and even more about herself.

I have sunk and been confused, except at the end.

Sometimes an inappropriate thought would pop up in my mind: Maybe I am willing to do it.

But she could not forget the powerlessness and pain she felt at that moment, and told herself that people should not lie to themselves.

Then I discovered the most desperate thing.

She seemed to have fallen in love with Xu Jinxuan.

It wasn't a false palpitation caused by the love poison. She really had hope in the man, and then she placed her trust in him, naively thinking that he would love and respect her.

How stupid.

After admitting this, despair rolled in like a heavy tide, engulfing and drowning her.

Lin Yu thought uncontrollably that even if it was earlier, even if he forced himself to do this on the first day on board the ship, he would not be as desperate as he is now.

He deceived her trust, hurt her proudly, and then said hypocritically: You can punish me.

How could she punish Xu Jinxuan? Their statuses were not equal.

But knowing all this and knowing that he could kill her without mercy, Lin Yu couldn't deny that she had fallen in love with him before.

Qingdai was really worried, so when she leaned over, she saw that her eyes were red and swollen, but she didn't even blink.

"girl……"

Qingdai sat by the bed as she always did at home and touched her forehead.

Not hot, not sick.

But just looking at her like this, Qingdai's eyes became shallow and sore.

"So how did the Fifth Prince bully you? Tell me, girl. I...I will go and argue with him!"

Zhu Lian immediately walked behind her and patted her on the shoulder.

I heard from the palace servants that water was passed through the main hall last night. She just picked up a broken jar of ointment on the ground. It was cool and refreshing, but she was not sure where to use it.

The only thing I know is that the bruise on the man's brow was probably caused by it.

Qing Dai had already lost her composure. Seeing that Lin Yu still had no reaction, she felt a lump in her throat and continued to say, "Even if you don't want to say anything, it's good to cry. Zhu Lian and I are here."

She has never been the type to keep things to herself since she was a child. When she feels wronged, she will find someone, cry loudly in her arms, and then feel better after a good sleep.

It's so unusual to have red eyes and no sound. How can one not be worried?

The murmuring of concern in her ear continued and finally reached the girl's ears, causing her to close her eyes and leave a line of tears.

After raising his hand to wipe it, Lin Yu still sat up, pulled the corner of his lips and said: "I'm fine."

It’s not that she doesn’t want to open up to others, but she knows that it’s useless to speak out.

In the imperial capital, in this Chonghua Palace, I am their reliance.

Does Qingdai really have to go find Xu Jinxuan to argue?

It's useless. Speaking it out will only add to your troubles.

"Xu Jinxuan made me angry, so I hit him." She avoided the main point and comforted Qingdai instead, "Don't worry about it."

Qingdai stared at her without saying anything, and Zhulian saw that she really didn't want to say more, so she just asked, "Are you hungry, girl?"

Lin Yu nodded and said, "Yes, there are some."

"Today we have camel-milk porridge and oven-roasted meat. I'll go get them for the girl."

Before leaving, she did not forget to look at Tanfang, who had been staring at Lin Yu without saying a word.

Tanfang came to her senses and said, "I'll go with you."

Qingdai watched the two of them leave, but she still didn't give up and held the girl's hand tightly which was lying on the quilt.

"I'm not as smart as Zhu Lian, and I can't judge the situation for the girl, but I know that this time is different from the past. The girl is really sad, even sadder than when she left home."

Ever since leaving the Lin Mansion and making a living under Xu Jinxuan, Qingdai was well aware of Lin Yu's protection of them.

She was not a reserved person, and when Xu Jinxuan casually asked her to kneel, it was Lin Yu who fought for her and protected her tightly.

"Now that there is no one else around, I won't ask you about your past. Just tell me what you want to do next."

Tell her, Qingdai will help her even if it costs her own life.

Lin Yu was well aware of this, his eyes became sore again and his nose twitched slightly.

"Really not," she even managed a smile, "Qingdai, don't worry, I'm fine."

In the end, I couldn't find out anything.

When the breakfast was served in front of him, Lin Yu couldn't muster up an appetite even though his stomach was empty.

Seeing Tanfang beside her, she suddenly asked, "Does the princess usually go to the training ground?"

Tanfang knew that she was no match for the two people she brought from home, so she only answered when she asked, "The eldest princess is a martial artist. She has been training in the military training grounds with the princes since she was young."