When I opened my eyes, I went back to the night when I forced my husband to give birth to a son.
Chapter 98: Speaking out what has been hidden in my heart for a long time
"Xiao Beiguo, maybe you do like me, but this love is not enough for you to trust me unconditionally."
"The road of life is so long. If we spend our lives in constant suspicion and quarreling, one day, we will become enemies."
This is not what Su Xiaowan wants to see. She hopes that Xiao Beiguo can live a healthy life and have a good life!
Seeing him sulking, she was very worried that he would get hurt because of it.
His early death in her previous life was like a thorn in her heart.
Xiao Beiguo's lips moved, but he didn't know how to explain his previous angry behavior.
At that time, he did doubt Su Xiaowan and did not trust her.
"Think about it carefully. I hope we can live a good life together, provided we can trust each other."
Su Xiaowan said frankly, "No matter whether there is affection between you and me, at least we have to trust each other, and only then will this family be happy."
But they couldn't do it, and they kept quarreling these days. She didn't know if she would lose control and have a big quarrel with him one day.
This was the last thing she wanted to see, and what she was unwilling to see.
"So you think I don't trust you enough, right?" Xiao Beiguo felt uncomfortable.
"Do you know why there is a lack of trust?"
Facing his puzzled look, Su Xiaowan said bluntly, "Because you still have doubts about me subconsciously."
"But you can't be blamed entirely for this. After all, the things I did before really made it hard for you to trust me."
"Xiao Wan, I know I shouldn't question you, but I don't know why, seeing you being cold to me but so enthusiastic towards Song Nancheng, I feel very uncomfortable."
"Also, when I wanted it before, you refused several times and were reluctant. Then you asked for a divorce, and I thought you had another man in your heart."
"So you think I like Song Nancheng?" Su Xiaowan was speechless.
Xiao Beiguo looked a little unnatural, and hummed, "I do think so. After all, you have always been very cooperative in this regard."
"Then do you know why I rejected you?" Su Xiaowan really didn't expect that he would doubt her because of this.
"I don't know." Xiao Beiguo's face turned red. He really didn't know the reason.
"You left home early and came back late every day for the past few days. You stayed at Zhiwei's place for two nights. We had a fight again at that time. I guess you must not have slept well that night."
"In the following days, you and I were both so busy. I was worried that you were working too hard every time and that your body wouldn't be able to handle it. I wanted you to take a rest."
"Are you rejecting me because you're worried that I might get tired?"
Xiao Beiguo didn't know what to say for a moment. He sulked alone, and in the end, he realized that he was just overthinking.
"Of course. Don't you think about the fact that you have lost a lot of weight these days? You have been busy day and night. Even a body made of iron can't stand this."
Su Xiaowan's tone was quite helpless. Xiao Beiguo was always ruthless every time. She tried to stop him from doing it too often, but he wouldn't listen at all. Instead, he became more interested in this kind of thing.
"I'm sorry, Xiaowan."
Xiao Beiguo blamed himself and felt annoyed. He held her hand and said, "I thought you wanted to divorce, so you didn't want to accept me. That's why I was so angry."
"I know it's wrong for me to do this. I wanted to tell you, but I was worried that you would be unhappy if I told you, so I could only keep it in my heart."
Looking at him hanging his head like a child who had done something wrong, Su Xiaowan felt angry and amused.
For a moment, she didn't know how to talk to him. Finally, she could only helplessly say, "Can you please stop keeping everything in your heart? If you don't tell me, how can I know what you are thinking?"
It was like this before, and she thought that after their relationship improved, he would not be like before.
"Xiao Wan, I'm sorry, I've never liked anyone. Every time I see you and Song Nancheng chatting and laughing, I feel uncomfortable. I don't like the way you talk to him about everything."
"But we are talking about work. Even if we occasionally talk about other things, there is nothing that cannot be discussed."
Su Xiaowan didn't know why Xiao Beiguo had such an idea.
"But I will feel uncomfortable. I hope you can talk to me more instead of him."
Xiao Beiguo was like a child, at a loss, looking at her with anxious eyes.
"But I'm already your wife, can I still leave?"
Su Xiaowan really didn't understand why he was so insecure.
"But you will file for divorce, and I will be worried that you will really get divorced."
The uneasiness in Xiao Beiguo's eyes was very obvious, "Xiao Wan, I don't know what love is, and I don't know how to express it."
"But I know that I really want to possess you and be with you. When I see you being nice to other people, I feel uncomfortable because I'm afraid someone else will take you away."
"Xiao Wan, if this isn't love, then tell me what it means to love someone."
"Xiao Beiguo, you said you like me, but do you know that your behavior bothers me a lot?"
"And you're showing off your expression. Have you ever thought about what Song Nancheng would think?"
Su Xiaowan paused and explained patiently, "Although we have a cooperative relationship with him, if we don't have this relationship, why should he look at your face?"
"I...I'm sorry, Xiaowan. I was wrong this time. I won't do this again."
Xiao Beiguo regretted it very much. He had always had good interpersonal relationships.
This time he really lost control.
"Okay, let's talk it out. Don't do this again in the future. After all, we are doing business and will come into contact with all kinds of people. Not everyone can be like Song Nancheng."
Xiao Beiguo nodded, took her hand and went into the house. It was just past two o'clock.
"Would you like to sleep some more?"
Su Xiaowan originally wanted to take a nap, but now she was no longer sleepy.
"Lie down for a while. We'll go check out the greenhouse later."
"Okay, then you lie down for a while, I won't bother you." Xiao Beiguo's depressed mood also dissipated, and he hugged her with satisfaction.
"Xiao Wan, let's live a good life, okay? If I did something wrong, please tell me and I will definitely correct it."
"Okay, go to sleep. There are bruises under your eyelids."
Su Xiaowan slept until after three o'clock. She woke up, washed Xixi's face, changed her shoes and prepared to go out. Su Ting came running over in a hurry.
"Xiao Wan, it's bad, something big has happened."
Su Xiaowan had a bad thought in her mind, "What's wrong, Sister Ting?"
"Someone pulled out the vegetables in the greenhouse, and all the ones we planted have wilted!"
Su Ting was almost crying with anxiety. She would go to the vegetable garden every day to keep an eye on it, thinking that the weather was not very hot and nothing should happen. But she never expected it to turn out like this.
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