When I opened my eyes, I went back to the night when I forced my husband to give birth to a son.

Su Xiaowan's heart was beating very fast, and she clenched her hands tightly on her pants to prevent herself from losing control.

"You tell me, I'll listen."

"Li Qian and I are childhood sweethearts. I just treat her as my own sister. She has been following Zhiwei and me since she was little, and we are from the same village, so I take extra care of her."

Xiao Beiguo also noticed that Su Xiaowan didn't seem to like Li Qian very much.

"Okay, I understand." Su Xiaowan's tone remained the same.

If he really just treated her as a sister, why didn't he make it clear to Li Qian?

And made her have those thoughts about him.

Su Xiaowan felt uncomfortable and didn't want to pay attention to Xiao Beiguo. She felt that he did not handle the matter decisively enough.

"Are you still angry?" Xiao Beiguo was puzzled. He had explained everything clearly, so why did Su Xiaowan look even angrier than before?

"No."

Xiao Beiguo approached her, stood right beside her, looked at her very seriously and said, "Xiao Wan, you are angry!"

"Don't you want me to take care of Uncle Li's business?"

"No, you did the right thing."

Su Xiaowan did not avoid him this time, but looked directly at him, "You said that Uncle Li was kind to you, and he taught you like an old father."

So she didn't think he did anything wrong, but she couldn't approve of him and Li Qian.

But she didn't know how to say it. Xiao Beiguo thought he treated Li Qian as his sister, but Li Qian didn't think so!

"Since it's not Uncle Li, then it must be Li Qian."

Xiao Beiguo's tone was very firm, "Xiao Wan, you don't want me and Li Qian to get too close, right?"

So she was angry with him and Li Qian?

Does that mean she cares about him?

"No." What Su Xiaowan cared about was that he liked Li Qian, but said such words in front of her.

He could just tell her directly, and she would help them!

Instead of being close to Li Qian and saying such things to her.

"Xiao Wan." Xiao Beiguo wanted to say something when someone came over.

He had no choice but to let her go, stood up and gave his seat to someone in need.

Su Xiaowan was upset, and the three of them left the hospital only after her mother had finished her treatment.

Standing at the hospital entrance, Su Xiaowan said, "Mom, can we take a bullock cart back?"

She originally came here by bike, but she had never brought anyone with her and was afraid that Su's mother would fall.

"Xiao Wan, didn't you come here by bike?" Xiao Beiguo was a little surprised.

"I rode it. I don't dare to take my mother with me. When will you go back and bring the bike back?"

Su Xiaowan pointed at a bicycle not far away and said, "The bicycle is over there."

As he said this, he helped Su's mother out, and Xiao Beiguo quickly followed, "I'll go back with you."

"Should we go buy some food and some clothes for Mom?"

Mother Su hurriedly said, "No, no, I'll just wear Xiaowan's old clothes."

"Mom, go buy some. My clothes are probably too long."

Su Xiaowan felt very uncomfortable when she saw the pale clothes her mother was wearing.

I have been wearing this dress for at least ten years.

"It's okay, just roll it up, why waste the money."

"Mom, let's just buy a cheap one. It won't cost much." Xiao Beiguo advised.

"Just buy me one set, mom. You'll be staying at home for ten days or so. You can't wear mine every day."

Mother Su looked at the two of them and nodded, "Then buy a cheap one."

Su Xiaowan nodded, and took her to buy a set, a pair of cloth shoes, and some film paper.

On the way back, she rented a ox cart and Xiao Beiguo followed behind her on a bicycle.

When they got home, it was already noon, and Su Xiaowan made a simple meal.

After dinner, Su's mother was arranged to rest in Su Zhaodi's room. Su Xiaowan asked her to take medicine and chatted with her for a while before returning to her room.

Xixi had fallen asleep. Xiao Beiguo lay beside her, staring at the little girl's sleeping face.

Su Xiaowan didn't say anything and lay down on the bed. She didn't sleep well last night and was very sleepy now.

As soon as she closed her eyes, Xiao Beiguo held her in his arms. Su Xiaowan struggled and said, "It's hot, you sleep by yourself."

Xiao Beiguo didn't let go, but hugged her tighter and asked in her ear, "Xiao Wan, why are you angry?"

"Didn't you say before that we need to talk it out and communicate if we have anything to say?"

Su Xiaowan didn't move, but she didn't open her eyes either. She just said, "The first day Li Qian came back, she asked me to divorce you. She also said that if she hadn't insisted on leaving, you would have gotten married."

"I know it wasn't your original intention to marry me, so if you want a divorce now, I will agree, but Xixi has to be given to me."

"Xiao Wan, please listen to my explanation." Xiao Beiguo said in an urgent tone.

"You don't have to explain. I don't mean to blame you. After all, I wasn't a good person before."

Su Xiaowan didn't want to listen, and was also afraid to listen. After all, it would be a lie to say that she had no feelings for Xiao Beiguo during the time she spent with him.

But she couldn't let this go on, otherwise their relationship would go back to how it was before.

"Xiao Wan, Li Qian and I are not what you think."

Xiao Beiguo tried to make her understand.

"So what she said about you guys getting married if she hadn't gone out is true, right?"

Su Xiaowan still had some expectations in her heart, but Xiao Beiguo did not deny it. He hummed, "Uncle Li did want to marry Li Qian to me at the beginning."

At that time, he was not averse to Li Qian, and he didn't know what so-called love was.

I just feel that I am not disgusting, and I will get married sooner or later, so I just need to find the right person.

"So you did have this thought at that time, right?" Su Xiaowan felt very uncomfortable.

"Xiao Wan, I don't want to lie to you. I did think Li Qian was suitable to be my wife, but I didn't like her."

"Did you not like it before, or do you not like it now? Or, who do you like?"

Su Xiaowan spoke in a low voice with a hint of crying in it, and her heart seemed to be blocked.

"It's you that I like, Xiaowan. Haven't you noticed it after spending all these days together?" Xiao Beiguo was very puzzled.

Su Xiaowan suddenly opened her eyes and looked straight at him, "Xiao Beiguo, we have been married for three years. Think carefully, how have you treated me in these years?"

"I'm really not good, so I understand why you don't like me, but now you suddenly say you like me, have you thought clearly, do you like me or my body?"

Xiao Beiguo was stunned by the question and for a moment he forgot to answer or think.

"You don't even know it yourself, but you told me that you treat Li Qian as your sister. Xiao Beiguo, you have known each other longer than I have. After such a long time together, can you tell what love is?"

Su Xiaowan originally didn't want to say this to him, but if she didn't say it, misunderstandings would arise between them.

Even though she was reluctant to let him go, she still hoped that he could find his own happiness.

"You keep saying you like me, but have you ever realized that maybe you just like my body?"