When I opened my eyes, I went back to the night when I forced my husband to give birth to a son.

Xiao Beiguo looked a little unnatural. He really didn't expect that his own daughter would dislike his cooking skills.

When he was cooking it, he tasted it and it seemed...it wasn't that bad, it just had no flavor.

Su Xiaowan couldn't help but laugh when she saw him like this, and just said, "Cooking also requires some thought, the heat, seasoning, and so on are very particular."

"Then teach me, I will definitely learn it well."

Xiao Beiguo felt very distressed when he thought about how she had to cook for the whole family every time she was exhausted.

It's okay for him, a grown man, to be a little tired. Like today, when she had such a stomachache, he still cooked for them.

"Okay, if you want to learn, I'll teach you later." Su Xiaowan didn't think much about it and just thought he was just saying it casually. After all, he usually ran back and forth.

Because she was not feeling well today, she stayed at home and asked Zhaodi to go over to help.

For several days in a row, Su Xiaowan was very busy, but she didn't do any heavy work, just some light work.

After finishing her work that night and taking a shower, she took out the planting book that Song Nancheng had someone find for her and began to read it.

Looking at the detailed explanation above, it was almost the same as the experience she had accumulated from planting in her previous life.

While reading, write down the important things in a small notebook.

During these few nights, Xiao Beiguo and Zhang Zhiwei went there to sell goods almost every night.

She would always wait for him to come back and open the door for him. She didn't know how long she had been watching until her neck was sore.

I stretched my neck, stood up and poured myself a glass of water. The clock in the living room had already rung.

It was already twelve o'clock in the night, but Xiao Beiguo had not returned yet. Usually, he would have been home by this time.

Thinking about what happened a few days ago, Su Xiaowan felt a little uneasy and went to the door looking at the dark night.

The village dogs didn't even bark, so it was obvious that they hadn't returned yet.

Su Xiaowan stood there for a long time, the uneasiness in her heart became more and more obvious, and she paced back and forth at the door.

She didn't know how long it had been before the dogs in the village started barking. Her eyes lit up and she looked over through the night.

In the dark night, a flickering light is particularly obvious in the darkness.

Su Xiaowan looked at the light, and her uneasy heart turned into anticipation.

She wants to see Xiao Beiguo!

Realizing the thoughts in her mind, Su Xiaowan was stunned for a moment, her eyes full of shock.

In her past and present lives, she had never felt this way towards Xiao Beiguo when he was away from home.

She didn't know when it started, from the beginning she just wanted Xiao Beiguo to live well, to now she would worry about his safety and miss him.

Su Xiaowan was a little surprised by the sudden change of emotions. It seemed that her feelings for Xiao Beiguo, from the beginning, were just husband and wife, but gradually they developed feelings between a man and a woman.

Thinking of this, Su Xiaowan's heart was a little flustered. She seemed to like Xiao Beiguo, but he already had someone he liked in his heart.

When the woman comes back, he will agree to her proposal to develop in a big city.

By that time, he and that woman would meet every day. Would she still be able to keep him?

Su Xiaowan fell into deep thought. In her previous life, that woman had said this to her more than once.

She was not worthy of Xiao Beiguo, and she shouldn't have forced him to stay by her side, making him live in pain for the rest of his life.

In her previous life, the more than ten years that Xiao Beiguo spent with her were not only painful, but also tormenting, both physically and mentally, until his death.

She couldn't and would not let Xiao Beiguo suffer anymore. If that day came when he really wanted to leave, she would dignify him by letting him choose the person he loved.

As long as he is well, she can raise Xixi by herself.

"Xiao Wan!" When Xiao Beiguo entered the yard, he saw the woman standing at the door waiting for her to come home.

All the fatigue from the night disappeared after seeing her.

He strode forward and hugged the person tightly in his arms, feeling extremely excited and even more satisfied.

He thought she didn't care much about him, but at this moment, he felt that she cared about him.

Su Xiaowan was almost choked by the sudden hug and whispered, "You're almost strangling me to death."

Xiao Beiguo let her go, pulled her into the room, and asked, "Why don't you go in and sleep?"

With Old Man Xiao at home, he would tell her to go to bed early when he went out and not to wait for her, but she would wait these past few nights, and tonight she was waiting at the door.

Su Xiaowan looked a little unnatural, and pretended to tidy up the book on the desk. "I was reading a book on planting, and it was a little late. I didn't see you come back, so I went to the door to take a look."

"Well, don't wait in the future, go to bed early, staying up late is harmful to your health." Xiao Beiguo's tone was obviously a little disappointed.

He thought she was waiting at the door because she was worried about him.

"Well, do you want to get some midnight snack?"

"No, I'm not hungry. I'm going to take a shower and go to bed." Xiao Beiguo said as he handed her the wallet.

"This is what I earned tonight, keep it."

Su Xiaowan handed him the underwear she took out of the closet, took it, and urged, "Go take a shower quickly, and go to bed early after taking a shower."

Xiao Beiguo hummed, took the underwear and left the room.

When he came back from taking a shower, Su Xiaowan was already lying down. He quietly turned off the lights and went to bed.

Su Xiaowan suddenly turned around and looked at him, "Why did you come back so late tonight?"

I have nearly two thousand dollars in my wallet tonight. I don't know what he sells, but it must be very difficult.

"I met a foreign businessman who was very picky and valued our goods. It took a long time to negotiate the price."

Xiao Beiguo said it casually, but only he knew the twists and turns that took so long.

They went early tonight, but after waiting for several hours, they didn't meet anyone who knew the goods.

Thinking that I only made two or three hundred yuan in the previous nights and I hadn’t made any money in those days, I thought of waiting a little later.

Fortunately, I waited until almost half past ten. Although it took a long time, I gained a lot.

"Every time you go there, you make a lot of money, but it's not very safe."

Xiao Beiguo's eyes brightened, his gaze fell on her face, and his tone became much lighter.

"It's okay. If you encounter patrols, just avoid them. Generally, nothing will happen." If something happens, it will be troublesome.

But he and Zhang Zhiwei always discussed it in advance, one selling while the other kept watch.

So every time it’s a close call.

Su Xiaowan felt very uncomfortable after listening to this. They had to avoid the patrols, and obviously the business they were doing could not be known. The consequences could be imagined.

"Do you have a lot of goods on hand?"

"Not much, what's wrong?" Xiao Beiguo was a little surprised.

She never asked these questions before, but she asked a lot of them tonight.

"I think your business is quite dangerous. Otherwise, don't sell these goods."

He is busy during the day and has to walk such a long distance at night. His body cannot withstand such hard work.

Xiao Beiguo held her hand, hugged her in his arms, lowered his eyes and asked, "Xiao Wan, are you worried about me?"

"Need I say this? You are the father of my child. If anything happens to you, what will happen to our family?" Su Xiaowan lowered her eyes slightly, not daring to look at him.

"Then leaving Xixi and this family aside, will you worry about me?" Xiao Beiguo asked again.