When I opened my eyes, I went back to the night when I forced my husband to give birth to a son.

Xiao Beiguo took her hand and said with a smile, "Xiao Wan, life is a journey. When we reach the destination, we have to get off."

"Whether it's Xixi, Luoluo or Chenchen, when they reach the age of starting a family, they will all have their own families, just like we did back then."

"But no matter what, as long as they are happy, we will feel happy, right?"

He knew that Su Xiaowan had invested a lot of effort in the children, and he also knew how much she loved these children.

But he hoped that her life would be for herself rather than for the children again and again.

"Xiao Wan, the children have grown up, it's time for us to let go."

"Well, it's my own problem. I always thought the child was still young, but I forgot that we were already supporting a family on our own at that time."

In fact, Su Xiaowan was not unable to let go, but thinking of the regrets of her past life, she always hoped that things would get better and better, more perfect and more complete.

"I understand you. If you feel bored staying at home, let's go out for a walk. When we were young, we were all busy with work. Now there are not many things for us to deal with. I will accompany you more."

Su Xiaowan looked at Xiao Beiguo's handsome face. He was almost fifty years old, but he looked more mature and stable.

Apart from the traces of time left on his face, he had not changed much from when he was young. The only change was that he loved her more and more.

She smiled at him and nodded, "Okay, after Xixi comes home, we'll go out and see the world."

"While we can still walk, we should go out more often. In another decade or so, when we want to go out again, we probably won't be able to walk anymore."

"Okay, I'll go wherever you want to go, and I'll hold your hand as long as you want." Until the end of life.

"Beiguo, the happiest thing in my life is marrying you. Thank you for your tolerance and trust in me."

If she had had the same awareness in her previous life, those tragic events would not have happened.

"Silly boy, we are husband and wife, and it is my job to treat you well. If I can't even do this, how can I be worthy of being a husband?"

Xiao Beiguo didn't know why Su Xiaowan was so emotional, but he knew that there were some things in her heart that he didn't know.

Although he really wanted to know and help her calm down, if she didn't want to say it out loud, he would respect her decision.

"Whatever you want to eat tonight, I'll make it for you."

Su Xiaowan leaned on his shoulder, looking satisfied, "Let's eat noodles. I want to eat the egg noodles you made."

"Okay, then you watch TV for a while, I'll go downstairs."

Xiao Beiguo stood up and took a blanket to cover her legs, then went into the kitchen.

Su Xiaowan didn't turn on the TV. She lazily curled up on the sofa, watching Xiao Beiguo busy in the kitchen, as if she saw him when he was young again.

She watched him busying himself quietly, and decades of memories emerged before her eyes bit by bit.

When I came to my senses again, Xiao Beiguo brought out two bowls of egg noodles with two fried eggs on top and some chopped green onions sprinkled on them. They smelled very fragrant.

"Xiao Wan, come and have something to eat."

Xiao Beiguo took off his apron and hung it on the hook, then walked over and took her to the dining table to sit down.

Seeing that she was staring at him, he handed her the chopsticks and asked with a doting smile, "What's wrong with you today? Why are you staring at me?"

"I just want to see you more and imprint all our memories in my mind. When the day comes, when death comes, I will slowly recall every little bit of our time together. That way, I won't have any reluctance or regrets.

Xiao Beiguo pinched her face, helpless but doting, "Silly girl, what are you thinking about? We are still young and have a lot of time."

Even if that day really comes, he will accompany her to the end of her life and will not let her leave alone.

Su Xiaowan smiled at him. At this moment, she was like a little girl who had not grown up. "Then you must hold my hand well and don't let me go alone."

"Okay, I will hold your hand tightly for the rest of my life and will never let you leave me."

Xiao Beiguo looked at her and smiled, then sat down with satisfaction and ate noodles together.

The two of them had a simple dinner and sat in the living room to watch the news. Xiao Beiguo was still sitting there, and Su Xiaowan nestled in his arms, just like when they were young.

Xiao Beiguo held her in his arms, chatted with her from time to time, and fed her her favorite fruits.

Without the child around, Su Xiaowan was like another child, and Xiao Beiguo put all his thoughts on her.

After watching the news broadcast, the two went to take a shower and returned to the sofa in the living room.

Su Xiaowan's TV series has begun.

Putting the melon seeds prepared in advance aside, Xiao Beiguo looked at Su Xiaowan wrapped in a blanket, revealing a pair of eyes, and couldn't help smiling.

He didn't say much. He sat next to her and started peeling melon seeds, looking at her from time to time to observe her emotions.

When he saw the exciting parts, he would also discuss the plot with Su Xiaowan.

While watching TV, Su Xiaowan ate the melon seeds peeled by Xiao Beiguo. She enjoyed watching TV and also enjoyed being pampered by Xiao Beiguo.

At half past nine, the TV series ended. Xiao Beiguo fetched some water for Su Xiaowan to wash her hands and face, then he carried her back to the bedroom and asked her to rinse her mouth.

In the blink of an eye, it was the day for Xixi to return home. Su Xiaowan got up early in the morning to prepare the dishes for today.

Xiao Beiguo looked at Su Xiaowan, who usually got up at eight o'clock, but now got up at half past six.

"Xiao Wan, you should sleep a little longer. It's still early. I'll just go to the market to buy some vegetables. It's cold in the morning."

"I'll go too. Go early so you can buy fresh vegetables. Xixi likes chicken soup and boiled fish. I'll pick out some good ones later."

Su Xiaowan changed her clothes while talking.

Looking at her attitude, Xiao Beiguo knew that it was impossible to stop her from going, so he could only take out the scarf and tie it on her.

After washing up, they drove to the vegetable market. Xiao Beiguo carried a shopping basket and held Su Xiaowan's hand tightly.

Although it was still early, there were quite a few people, especially some elderly people in their sixties and seventies, who were everywhere.

Xiao Beiguo was worried that people would squeeze her, so he kept her close to him to prevent anyone from bumping into her.

When she arrived at the place where chickens and ducks were sold, Su Xiaowan looked at the chickens and chose a big one with bright fur.

In order to keep it fresh, he specially asked for a live chicken and prepared to let Xiao Beiguo process it when he got back.

After buying the chickens, they turned to buy fish. There were so many people buying fish at this time that Su Xiaowan couldn't care less.

With her petite figure, she kept squeezing forward. Xiao Beiguo was helpless but worried about her, so he could only follow her closely.

Looking at her and those people in their forties choosing fish, Xiao Beiguo felt extremely happy.

He seemed to see them when they were young, and Su Xiaowan was the same as she is now.

By the time they finished buying the vegetables, Su Xiaowan's face was already flushed with heat. Xiao Beiguo held the basket full of vegetables in one hand and held her hand with the other.

"Xiao Wan, what else do you want to buy?"

"Almost done. I bought all of Xixi's favorite dishes, and also some other dishes. There are twelve dishes in total, which should be enough."

Although Su Xiaowan said this, her eyes were still patrolling the vegetable stall.

"Would you like to go see it again?"

Xiao Beiguo knew that she wanted to buy some more, even if she couldn't eat much, but Su Xiaowan would feel that it was not enough.

"Okay, let's go outside and take a look. If we find something suitable, we'll buy some."

As Su Xiaowan spoke, she went outside and took a look around, and saw a few more turtledoves.

By the time we got home, it was almost nine o'clock.

Su Xiaowan was so hungry that she saw the soy milk and fried dough sticks being sold outside. She pulled Xiao Beiguo and said, "Beiguo, I want to eat soy milk and fried dough sticks."

"Okay, let's go get something to eat."

Xiao Beiguo was so doting on her that he wrapped his broad palms around her hands tightly.

When he arrived at the stall, Xiao Beiguo ordered two bowls of soy milk, selected four fried dough sticks and four meat buns.

Su Xiaowan couldn't wait any longer. As soon as he put down his chopsticks, she handed him the chopsticks, picked up a fried dough stick and took a bite.

The crispy and fresh taste made her very satisfied. "I can't remember how long it has been since I last ate this. It still tastes like when I was young."

"If you like it, I'll bring you here often." Xiao Beiguo looked at the oil stains on the corners of her mouth and wiped them clean with a tissue.

Watching her take a sip of soy milk, her satisfied look was like a child eating her favorite food.

"Why are you looking at me eating? Try this soy milk, it's really delicious, and the taste is authentic, just like the one I have back home."

Xiao Beiguo smiled, scooped a spoonful and drank it, "It's really delicious." When he was with her, no matter what he ate, he was very satisfied.

After they finished eating, they drove back home and immediately started working in the kitchen.

At half past ten, Xixi and Zhang Zhian came, and they brought back a lot of things.

As soon as she entered the door, Xixi shouted, "Mom, Dad, we are back."

Hearing the sound, Su Xiaowan hurried out without caring about the water in the faucet.

I was so happy to see Xixi, whom I hadn’t seen for a few days.

When the eldest girl saw Su Xiaowan, she rushed over and hugged her, "Mom, I miss you so much."

Su Xiaowan choked up and her eyes turned red. She hugged her and smiled, "I didn't see you call me when I missed my mother. You just coaxed me with your mouth."

Xixi was amused, "You're just worried that you'll be sad if you miss me but can't see me."

Zhang Zhian put the things he brought on the table nearby and rushed over to Xiao Beiguo, shouting, "Dad, Mom, these are what Xixi and I bought for you two elders."

"Come here, why are you buying so many things?"

Xiao Beiguo took a look and found that these were all good things, which showed that the young couple had put a lot of thought into them.

"Dad, these are bought by Zhian through his overseas friends. You and my mom often have back pains. There is a very good thing inside. When you are free, you can wear it to massage. It is very effective."

"Okay, you guys are thoughtful. Come and sit down. Your dad and I are cooking. They are all your favorite dishes."

Su Xiaowan pulled Xixi to the sofa, but she said, "Mom, let me help you."