When I opened my eyes, I went back to the night when I forced my husband to give birth to a son.

Through the dim light, Su Xiaowan saw tears in Xiao Beiguo's eyes.

He actually... cried.

In an instant, Su Xiaowan's heart was gripped tightly and it hurt so much.

In her impression, Xiao Beiguo was always calm no matter what happened. He never cried or even complained.

Regardless of past or present life, she believed that he was a man with a terrifyingly strong heart.

At this moment, she deeply realized that she had never truly understood the man beside her.

Guilt and self-blame filled her at this moment. It was bad enough that she was not loved by her parents, but after they married her, she could not feel the joy of having a home at all.

On the contrary, she was the one who caused trouble for him every now and then, making him suffer in various ways.

Even so, Xiao Beiguo endured it silently and never thought of divorcing her.

How much he wanted to have a home that he had to endure all her mischief and behavior in her previous life.

She held his face in her hands, her eyes determined, "Of course it's true. We have Xixi and our own family, so we must love each other."

Xiao Beiguo stared at her in a daze, but tears couldn't stop flowing out of his eyes at this moment.

The dead silent place in the deepest part of my heart seemed to awaken completely at this moment.

As far as I can remember, my father didn't love me and my mother didn't care about me. As soon as I became an adult, I was kicked out to start my own family.

Xiao Beiguo's heart was broken, and the various tortures Su Xiaowan had inflicted on him over the past few years had made him physically and mentally exhausted.

The only thing that supports him is Xixi. He wants to give his child a complete family and doesn't want her to be himself.

Su Xiaowan's words were like a refreshing rain after a long drought, giving him hope for his future life.

"Thank you, Xiaowan." Xiao Beiguo's voice was choked with sobs, but tears fell uncontrollably and his body shook uncontrollably.

From despair to the hope at this moment, it feels like a heavy burden has been lifted, and it also feels like there is hope for the future.

Su Xiaowan looked at this grown man leaning on her shoulder and crying uncontrollably, feeling distressed and a little helpless.

She patted his back gently to comfort him, "If you have any problems in the future, just tell me. I may not be able to help you solve them, but at least I can listen."

The simple comfort only made Xiao Beiguo cry even more uncontrollably.

It seemed as if he wanted to vent all the grievances and sufferings of the past twenty years at this moment.

Su Xiaowan panicked and pulled his head away, “Beiguo, don’t be sad, it’s not good for your health.”

He had comforted her in the same way before.

But it was of no use. Looking at his red eyes and the aggrieved look, Su Xiaowan suddenly leaned close to his face, kissed his lips, and blocked his crying in his throat.

Xiao Beiguo's body stiffened slightly, and the next moment, he pressed the person into his arms and deepened the kiss, as if he was venting all the emotions in his heart in this way.

Su Xiaowan, who originally just wanted to comfort him, had a momentary blank in her mind.

But it was only for a moment before she took the initiative to hug him and responded to his kiss. If this could make him feel less uncomfortable, she was willing to do so.

The room, which was originally dull and depressing, gradually became full of charm. Su Xiaowan was kissed until her whole body became limp, and Xiao Beiguo's low breathing was heard in her ears.

Amidst the ups and downs, she vaguely remembered Xiao Beiguo whispering in her ear over and over again.

"Xiao Wan, don't leave me."

Su Xiaowan felt distressed and depressed when she heard the almost humble plea. She could only obediently agree to him and rise and fall with him.

That night, Su Xiaowan didn't remember when it ended. She only remembered that Xiao Beiguo was like a wolf that could never be fed, doing it again and again.

When the sky outside the window began to turn pale, she could no longer hold on and fell asleep.

After finishing, Xiao Beiguo got some water to wipe Su Xiaowan's body, cleaned up the mess in the room, and then lay down and held her tightly in his arms.

Looking at the dark circles under her eyes, he kissed her forehead with satisfaction and heartache.

She whispered softly, "Xiao Wan, you said that you and Xixi would always love me, you can't break your promise."

Xiao Beiguo had never thought about what kind of feelings he had for Su Xiaowan, but she was his wife and the mother of his children, so naturally it was impossible for him to leave her in this life.

He closed his eyes, and gradually let go of what happened yesterday, and he no longer cared about it.

Perhaps Su Xiaowan's words gave him hope.

After sleeping for more than an hour, he let the person go, covered him with the quilt, and got up to go to the kitchen to do some work.

Su Xiaowan slept soundly and was woken up by Xixi.

She opened her eyes, the room was brightly lit, and the sun outside was scorching.

"Hee Hee, what time is it?"

She sat up suddenly, feeling sore all over, but she didn't care and ran to the kitchen with her shoes on.

"Mom, Dad has already prepared breakfast. We are all full. Don't worry. Dad said you were too tired last night and he didn't want Xixi to bother Mom."

Xixi staggered and shouted behind him. In fact, she had come in many times, and every time she lay beside the bed and looked at the sleeping Su Xiaowan.

But she didn't move. The little girl thought something had happened to her mother, so she reached out to pull out her eyeballs.

Finally, after many attempts, Su Xiaowan was woken up.

Before Su Xiaowan reached the kitchen, she ran into Xiao Beiguo's arms as he came out of the kitchen. He instinctively hugged her in his arms.

Facing her panicked expression, he lowered his eyebrows gently and said, "Don't worry, it's all ready. After you have breakfast, make the houttuynia cordata salad and we'll go to the market."

Su Xiaowan's face was almost pressed against his chest. The familiar smell and feeling made her think of the hot scene last night, and her face suddenly turned red.

He tried to retreat in a hurry, but he wasn't careful and almost fell.

"Be careful." Xiao Beiguo easily supported her and looked at her blushing face, with a deeper tenderness between his eyebrows.

He lowered his voice and asked, "Does your waist still hurt? Do you want me to rub it for you? We'll have dinner later?"

Thinking of last night, Xiao Beiguo's eyes darkened. At first, he just wanted to vent the emotions that were suppressed in his heart.

But later on he lost control, he got addicted to it, and he became completely indulged after not having sex for some time.

Whenever Su Xiaowan cried and begged for mercy, he would deliberately make trouble for her so that she couldn't bear it and would cling to him.

It went on and on all night, and it was really exhausting, but in the morning she looked like a freshly picked peach, making people want to pick her.

Su Xiaowan glared at him unhappily, "It's you, you're just like a brat."

Although she enjoyed it very much, her small body could not bear Xiao Beiguo's physical strength.

"It's my fault. I'll be more restrained next time and stop being angry, okay?"

Xiao Beiguo touched her waist and rubbed it gently, his eyes becoming more and more gentle.

"You said the same thing last time." Su Xiaowan pouted. It wasn't that she was really dissatisfied, but she was a little unhappy because she was being tossed around so hard.

Suddenly she thought of something, her face changed, and she asked anxiously, "Didn't you wear that last night?"

At that time, she was so overwhelmed by his kiss that both of them couldn't control themselves.