When I opened my eyes, I went back to the night when I forced my husband to give birth to a son.

"I'm not worried about telling you this, because then I'll be worried about it again."

Su Xiaowan looked at her mother. She thought that she would look haggard after not seeing her for some time, but she did not expect that she looked very energetic and much younger than before.

"You kid." Su's mother said.

Looking at Xiao Beiguo, he could not hide his distress, "You have a rosy complexion, but Beiguo looks not only thinner, but also more haggard. Maybe you are too tired recently."

"Mom, I'm fine. I just didn't get enough rest these days, so I came back to stay for two days. I'll be fine after a rest."

After Xiao Beiguo came back here, he felt a lot more relaxed.

"Take a break. You two are only thinking about making money every day and don't care about your health."

Mother Su muttered, holding Xixi in her arms, and walked into the house, saying, "I'll make you your favorite braised duck at noon. The ducks we raised last time are in good shape now."

"Grandma, Xixi wants to eat big duck legs. Grandma cooked them very delicious last time."

The little girl hugged Su's mother's neck, extremely excited.

"Okay, I'll make you two big duck legs. Xixi will grow taller after eating them."

"Why didn't you call your father?"

Xiao Beiguo said, "Dad is packing at home today. We will be going back to the city in two days. He is worried about the things at home, so he wants to pack everything up."

"Your father is the same. He rarely comes home but never comes to eat. Go back and catch two ducks."

"Mom, no need. The farm has a lot of chickens and ducks. You can keep these for yourselves."

"Beiguo, just take what mom gave you. The duck meat is delicious. When they were young, mom gave them earthworms to eat. Usually, I put them in the pond outside to eat snails."

These are completely different from what they raise.

Seeing her mother like this, Su Xiaowan couldn't help but say, "Just take what your mother gave you. The ducks she raises are big, not fat, and have firm meat. They are very delicious."

"You don't really like it, I'll make you a beer duck when I get home, I guarantee you'll like it."

Xiao Beiguo nodded, followed Su's mother into the house, and the family sat and chatted for a while.

Mother Su stood up and said, "You guys go to the room to have a break. I'll go catch a duck and kill it later so that I can cook it for lunch."

"Mom, let me help you." Xiao Beiguo stood up.

"I don't need your help. Go and take a rest. You're tired outside and you're still tired when you come back. What are you doing here?"

Mother Su stopped him and said, "Go upstairs with Xiaowan to rest for a while. I'll ask your father to kill the duck later."

Looking at Su's mother's expression, Su Xiaowan pulled Xiao Beiguo and said, "Let mom and dad do it. You've been tired enough these days. Relax."

Xiao Beiguo nodded, and returned to their room with Su Xiaowan. Xixi followed Su's mother to catch ducks.

Lying on the bed, Xiao Beiguo looked at Su Xiaowan's bulging belly, caressing it and whispering, "Xiaowan, are you tired?"

"I'm not tired. I slept well last night and got up late this morning. What's wrong? Want to go out for a walk?"

Su Xiaowan knew that he was in a bad mood, so she sat up and looked at him, "It's still early, how about I take you for a walk?"

"Okay, go out for a walk and get some fresh air."

Xiao Beiguo stood up. He just wanted to relax and think about his future path.

The two went downstairs and saw Su's father killing ducks in the yard. Xixi squatted beside and watched with great enjoyment.

"Dad, Mom, Beiguo and I are going for a walk and will be back later."

"Go ahead. You're still young, so you can walk more."

Su's mother looked at Su Xiaowan's pointed belly, and the smile on her face never faded.

This time, she will definitely get what she wants.

Su Xiaowan took Xiao Beiguo to the reservoir. At that time, everyone was busy working in the fields.

As she walked, she said, "When I was a kid, every time I got beaten by my dad, I would run here alone and yell at him to vent my negative emotions."

Although nothing can be changed after venting every time, she will not be so sad in her heart.

"Beiguo, learn to shout like me, and you will feel better after you shout."

Su Xiaowan put her hands on both sides of her mouth and shouted at the endless reservoir, "Ah!"

Looking at her profile, Xiao Beiguo also imitated her and shouted loudly towards the reservoir.

After shouting several times, he stopped.

Su Xiaowan looked at him with a faint smile on her face, "How is it? Do you feel better?"

"much better."

Xiao Beiguo held Su Xiaowan's hand and said, "Xiaowan, thank you for always finding ways to make me feel better when I'm upset."

"Why thank me? There are some things I can't help you with. The only thing I can do is to let you vent the emotions that are suppressed in your heart."

"Beiguo, I know that you have been under a lot of pressure to get to this point. I also know that forcing you to do business with me is also a challenge and pressure for you."

“But I don’t regret this decision.”

Su Xiaowan looked very determined, "Because I believe my man will definitely overcome those difficulties and face them head-on."

"You are right. I can definitely overcome all difficulties and face them head-on."

Looking at Xiao Beiguo's determined expression, Su Xiaowan smiled knowingly. She knew that the unpleasant things in his heart were over.

"Dad used to beat you all the time. Why are you still willing to call him that now?" Xiao Beiguo wasn't very clear about her childhood.

I just heard that she didn't have a good life at home before.

"Because mom still chooses to live at home. Although I really don't like my dad and hate him as much as you hate your mom, if you think about it carefully, no matter how much I hate him, I can't change his identity as my dad in this life. It's just a title. As long as he doesn't cause trouble for me, it doesn't matter."

"Xiao Wan, you are really open-minded about things." Xiao Beiguo admired her for this.

Like him, because of what happened in the past, he always has a gap in his heart towards his parents. Even though Old Man Xiao is following him now, he is just fulfilling his obligations as a son. He can't really ignore what happened in the past.

Su Xiaowan smiled and looked at the vast reservoir. "It's not that I can let it go, but some things, if you don't let it go and keep them in your heart, will only waste your energy."

She pointed at the reservoir and said, "Look how big this reservoir is. Some people are on this side, some are on that side, but in the end, they all revolve around it."

"It's the same in life. No matter who we hate or who we like, we have to face and accept it in the end."

"Instead of constantly torturing yourself over these people and these things, it is better to look at things more open-mindedly and be more open-minded. You will find that this world is actually still a beautiful place."

"So you've changed so much because you don't care about those things anymore?"

Su Xiaowan smiled, a smile from the heart, "Yes, because I don't care about those things and those people, I have become who I am now."

After experiencing life and death, how could she not see through those people and things.