When I opened my eyes, I went back to the night when I forced my husband to give birth to a son.

"At the moment, it's not very optimistic. The lower one is right on a blood vessel. If it's not benign, it must be removed."

Xiao Beiguo frowned slightly, "What is the success rate?"

"Based on the results of the examination, we cannot be completely sure yet. If they are all benign, the success rate of the surgery will be as high as 70 percent."

The doctor's words were conservative, but obviously, if the tumor is malignant, the probability of successful surgery will have to be determined based on the actual situation.

"What will be the consequences if I don't do it?"

Su Xiaowan was very uneasy. No matter which one it was, the result would not be good.

What she was more worried about was that if it was malignant, she would not be able to get off the operating table alive after the surgery.

"Over time, the pressure on the blood vessels and nerves can make your dizziness worse and become life-threatening."

"Xiao Wan, don't be afraid, let's do the surgery."

Xiao Beiguo held her hand, and no matter how calm he was, his hands were still shaking slightly.

"We suggest you get surgery as soon as possible. This thing changes very quickly. If you remove it as soon as possible and recuperate for a period of time, you will be able to recover."

Su Xiaowan pursed her lips and thought, she had no choice at all.

If you don't do it, you will die, but if you do it, there may still be hope.

"Xiao Wan." Xiao Beiguo called softly.

"do it."

Su Xiaowan forced a smile at him, "I don't have a choice, do I?"

"Don't worry, since the doctor is sure, everything will be fine."

Xiao Beiguo didn't know how to comfort her.

"I know."

Su Xiaowan patted his hand gently, "Don't worry, I'm not that fragile."

"I will arrange for you to be hospitalized for the next two days for observation. The surgery will be scheduled for the morning of the day after tomorrow."

The doctor wrote out the prescription as he spoke.

"Doctor, can't it be done earlier?" Su Xiaowan hoped to finish the operation as soon as possible and go back earlier.

Xixi was still waiting for her at home.

"I'm already at the front of the line, otherwise it will be after ten o'clock tomorrow night."

"Yes, I have no problem. My child is waiting for me at home. I want to finish the surgery and go home as soon as possible."

"Xiao Wan, one or two days won't matter. You just arrived at the hospital and need to go through various tests. You also need to rest well before doing them."

Xiao Beiguo was more worried about her health.

"But Xixi will be anxious waiting."

"Comrade Su, your husband is right. In your current condition, it would be better for you to have a good rest before undergoing surgery."

"Xiao Wan, Xixi is at home and Zhaodi will take good care of her. Your health is the most important thing right now."

"Well, then follow the doctor's instructions."

Hospitalization was quickly arranged, and Su Xiaowan changed into a hospital gown and lay on the bed receiving an infusion.

Xiao Beiguo poured a glass of water, "Xiao Wan, would you like some water?"

"I don't want to drink it anymore. I have an IV and I always need to go to the toilet."

Su Xiaowan was receiving an IV drip and her complexion looked better than before.

"Then you take a nap. When your infusion is finished, I'll go buy some daily necessities and bring you some food."

Su Xiaowan shook her head. "I can't sleep. Please talk to me. It's still early. You can go buy it later."

She didn't know why, but she had a very bad feeling and she wanted to spend more time with him.

"Okay, if you're tired, tell me. Take a good rest these two days. Tell me what you want to eat and I'll buy it for you."

"I don't have anything to eat, I just want to talk to you more."

Xiao Beiguo held her hand, which was still very cold. He rubbed her hands and comforted her.

"Xiao Wan, don't think about anything. Although this operation is difficult, this hospital is quite famous, and the surgeon in charge is also at the director level."

"Well, I know, but the brain is something that no one can predict."

Su Xiaowan looked at him, her eyes unable to hide her panic.

"Beiguo, I know I shouldn't think the worst of everything, but if it really happened, have you ever thought about it?"

"But what can I do if I think about it?"

Xiao Beiguo thought a lot, and that was why he didn't want Su Xiaowan to think about it all the time.

"But I'm afraid if I don't tell you now, I won't have the chance to tell you later."

"Beiguo, if I can't come down, promise me that you will find a good woman and take good care of Da Xixi in the future."

"Xiao Wan, stop talking, nothing will happen."

Xiao Beiguo's voice choked and his eyes became red.

"I know I shouldn't say this, but I want to tell you that I don't mind, as long as you and Xixi are fine."

"Xiao Wan, is this what you really think?"

"Well, I don't want that day to come when I can only watch you and Xixi being left unattended."

Xiao Beiguo breathed a sigh of relief, but his tone was somewhat helpless.

"Xiao Wan, if that day really comes, I will still say the same thing. I will raise Xixi well and will not have another woman."

"Promise me that no matter what the situation is, you will persevere and I will always be with you."

"Why are you so nice to me?"

Su Xiaowan's eyes instantly turned red and she threw herself into his arms, tears flowing uncontrollably.

"Silly, you are my wife, isn't it my duty to treat you well?"

Xiao Beiguo gently stroked her back and whispered, "Xiao Wan, compared to life and death, cherishing the present is the most important thing."

"I know what you are worried about deep down, but you have to believe that everything is possible until the end."

"Okay, then you have to promise me that when the day comes, you have to agree to what I say."

"Okay, I promise you."

Xiao Beiguo felt extremely distressed, but there was nothing he could do. He knew that if he didn't agree, she wouldn't be able to have the surgery with peace of mind.

When Su Xiaowan finished the infusion, she had fallen asleep. Xiao Beiguo covered her with a quilt, explained everything to the nurse, and then hurried away to buy the necessary toiletries.

When he came back, Su Xiaowan was still sleeping. Xiao Beiguo packed up his things and then called Su Xiaowan to get up.

"Xiao Wan, get up and eat first, it will get cold soon."

"How long have I slept?"

Su Xiaowan was sleeping in a daze. She dreamed that in her previous life, she got cancer and was lying alone on a hospital bed. Xixi pointed at her and cursed her for not dying.

In her sleep, she cried in pain, told Xixi that she knew she was wrong and begged her to forgive her.

"It's been almost an hour. How do you feel? Are you feeling better?"

"Feeling better now. Not so dizzy anymore."

Su Xiaowan took the water Xiao Beiguo handed over and took a sip, then looked at the oranges, bananas and apples placed next to her.

"Why did you buy so many?"

"I don't know what you want to eat, so just buy a little of everything. These fruits are very fresh, you can eat some."

"I'll make it for you after dinner."

Su Xiaowan smiled and said, "Okay, then you can peel an apple for me. I haven't eaten one for a long time."

Two days passed in the blink of an eye, and the day of the operation arrived. Before entering the operating room, Su Xiaowan held Xiao Beiguo's hand.

"Beiguo, remember what you promised me. Likewise, I will remember what you said and believe that I will be fine."