Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

"Luo Luo, is this deceased boy your ex-boyfriend?"

"No, he's the first boy I liked."

"Then can you accept others in a short period of time?"

"What's wrong?"

"I think I like you."

"I'm unlucky. The first boy I liked died, and the second boy's father got into a car accident and became a vegetable. Then he cheated on me. I don't want to hurt others anymore. And I don't want to be hurt either."

"I see."

When the plane arrived in Korea, we put our things in the dormitory and ran out to play for half the afternoon.

I have hardly ever been out since I came to Korea, so I decided to go out and play with someone since I have some free time.

Chandu took me to Myeongdong, where the pedestrian street is very famous and it is a gathering place for fashion. Here we went shopping, strolled around and relaxed.

Chandu treated me to Korean barbecue in the evening, and after dinner we went back to the company.

The one who was most excited to see us back was Xiaoshi. Seeing that I was in good condition, Xiaoshi let out a long sigh and said, "Nuna, I was really worried about you when I saw how you looked that day. I wanted to accompany you, but I am young and everyone is worried, so I can only ask Chandu to take care of you."

"Don't worry, I'm fine. We bought some more snacks for everyone, and I'll let Chan share them with you later."

"Luo Luo, are you okay?" Song Yi, who had just arrived, asked worriedly.

"I'm fine. I left the snacks I brought for you in the dormitory. I'll share them with you later."

We exchanged some greetings, and seeing that I had recovered somewhat, everyone went their separate ways to exercise.

I went back to the dormitory, took a shower, lay on the bed, and opened the letter that Shi had sent me.

[Baby Luo, when you see this letter, I should have already left. I really hope that this letter will never reach your hands. You said that you would consider becoming my girlfriend when I come back, but I am going to break your promise. In the end, you did not become my girlfriend.]

[I hate myself for losing you. I can't get over it. Every time I think of you, my heart is torn apart and hurts. I can't sleep at night and can't eat during the day. I know I'm sick, but you are already someone else's girlfriend. I control myself and can't disturb you. As long as you are happy, that's enough.]

[I came to the army to make myself a little tired and have no time to miss you, but I still can't help but miss you very much. I asked around for news about you, so when I knew you broke off the engagement, I immediately asked for leave to go home to visit my family. I wanted to see you.]

[When I saw you, my heart was beating wildly. You didn't ignore me. I knew I still had hope. I thought I would be with you no matter what this time. Luo, baby, you know that from the first time I saw you, I knew that I couldn't live without you in this life.]

[But, I'm sorry, I broke my promise again this time. After you returned to Korea, I went to Kyoto to find Shangguan Yuche and taught him a lesson for you. I told him that if he wanted to hurt you, I would not let him go. I beat him up so badly that his face was swollen and black. I'm awesome, aren't I?]

[He just let me hit him without fighting back. I know he must have his own reasons for breaking up with you. If possible, I hope you can sit down together and talk it out, and don't let yourself regret it.]

[Baby Luo, I'm leaving now. You have to be well. I can't vent my anger for you anymore, so don't get hurt. If you can, do it. Don't let yourself get frustrated. I hope that in the next life, I will meet you first. I will still fall in love with you at first sight like in this life, but I will never let you get hurt again. I will definitely marry you in the next life.]

[Baby Luo, I love you. You have to live a good life. Live a good life for me. ]

After reading this letter, I felt heartbroken for a long time. I wiped away the tears that had flowed out of me without knowing when, washed my face, and put the letter in my diary.

Take out your textbook and start studying.

Life returned to normal, and I started getting up early every day, washing, running, eating, and training. I trained in the afternoon and occasionally did some body and facial care. After dinner, I worked out and took Xiaoshi to study.

Occasionally I would attend events or watch concerts by my seniors.

Days passed, and I finished my graduation thesis. I sent it to my teacher via email, and got a reply within a few days. I passed with full marks. I successfully completed my university courses in a year and a half and entered the ranks of graduate students.

Because it is almost the end of the year, I gave myself a vacation and plan to start new studies when the new semester starts.

A few days before returning to China, I got the news that Xiaoshi and his friends will officially debut in the first half of next year.

"Sister Luo Luo, when we debut, will you come back to see us?"

"Yes." Looking at Xiaoshi, who is much taller than me, I also sigh that time flies.

"What am I going to do if you leave?"

"You have so many brothers and sisters around you, what are you afraid of? If you miss me, send me a video and I will come to see you when I have time."

"really?"

"real."

After saying that, Xiaoshi happily hugged me and spun around.

"Long live my sister!"

Everyone was looking at the child, and they were extremely happy.

Chandu came over and carried Xiaoshi away, saying, "If you continue like this, everyone will laugh at you."

Everyone burst into laughter, what a child who never grows up.

After everyone left, Chan sent me a message and asked me to go to a nearby milk tea shop.

When I arrived at the milk tea shop, I saw Chan waiting for me in the corner.

I walked over and sat down: "What happened to Chan?"

"You are leaving, I want to confess to you, Luoluo, I like you, can you accept me?"

"Aren't you afraid of the company's regulations?"

"I'm not afraid."

"Aren't you afraid of long-distance relationships?"

"I'm not afraid."

"I'm still not ready to accept a cross-border relationship. I'm a homebody."

"What if I settle in China in the future?"

"Then let's talk about it later!"

"Can I come to Huaguo to see you later?"

"Yes you can!"

"I will work hard, settle down in China, and pursue you later."

"Maybe you'll meet a girl you like more in the future!"

"No. There is already someone here." Chandu pointed to the position of his heart.

I didn't say anything. We chatted for a while and then I saw Xiao Shi come in to buy milk tea.

Xiao Shi saw us in the corner and came over.

"Are you guys going to have a relationship?"

"No. I'm just going back to my country, so we just chatted."

"Why do not you take me?"

"You little brat. The adults have something to say."

"Brother Candu, are you trying to snatch Sister Luoluo from me?"

This sentence made Chan completely confused.

"You know what love is, little brat?"

"I know. I want to see Sister Luoluo every day. I miss her especially when I can't see her. I'm not happy when I see her with you. This is love, I know."

"You are young."

"I'm not small anymore. I'm much taller than Sister Luo Luo."

"You, you are dependent."

"No, I know the difference clearly. When I come of age, I will definitely pursue Sister Luo Luo."