Kidnap a superstar for a romance

Xu Yisong, who had gained a brief happiness by building her own happiness on the suffering of her friends, began to feel distressed again. Her friends' suffering was only temporary, and they could be relieved by ending the game, but she couldn't do that, she still had to write songs. Party A asked her to write healing songs, but Xu Yisong felt that this game was not healing at all, and she even suspected that the game producer made this game to take revenge on society.

In the afternoon, Xu Yisong fully learned the lesson from the morning and spent another two hours successfully living to the age of 30, and then the "child" jumped off the building.

"Ahhhhhhhhh!" Xu Yisong grabbed her phone and went crazy in the recording studio, then splayed out on the table like a dehydrated fish. She was really going crazy.

Suddenly she grabbed her phone and sent a message to Quan Zhilong: "How old is your child?"

Quan Zhilong, who happened to be free, was a little confused when he saw the message at first, but he quickly realized what she was talking about: "Are you still playing?"

"Xu Yisong: There's nothing I can do. This is the client's request. I'm really annoyed now."

No wonder. He wondered why she suddenly started playing games and was so obsessed with them. With Xu Yisong's personality, the game should have been abandoned after she posted on Instagram in the morning.

Quan Zhilong had just finished his work, so he called Xu Yisong and asked, "Tell me what happened?"

It was definitely better to have someone to help her than to go crazy here alone. She simply and clearly told Quan Zhilong about the problem she encountered. Quan Zhilong, who had heard the whole story, thought for a while, recalled his morning game and his teammates' complaints, and then an idea flashed.

“Maybe our starting point was wrong from the beginning.”

"what?"

Quan Zhilong is better than Xu Yisong. The "child" he raised lived to be 60 years old, which is considered a natural death. He recalled the process and compared it with Xu Yisong's previous failed levels. Many seemingly illogical and nonsensical endings actually have traces to follow.

For example, when Xu Yisong lived to be ten years old, although the ending seemed to be because he chose to go out with his left foot first, Quan Zhilong remembered that there was actually a hint in the game, there was a stone at the door, and the "child" would stumble every time he stepped out with his right foot. If he chose to go out with his right foot, he would stumble again in the yard and avoid the drunk driver's car.

For example, Quan Zhilong once failed because he chose the right intersection after school and encountered a bad guy. But in fact, newspapers and news in the game mentioned that a suspicious person had recently appeared in xxx, and the right intersection happened to lead to xxx.

Then there was the time when Xu Yisong lived to be 30 years old but jumped off a building. It was not because of a single mistake, but because many choices led to psychological problems in the "child", and he jumped off the building due to excessive pressure.

Xu Yisong had never noticed that the "child" would take out something with a red heart from time to time. When he was a child, it was a pillow, when he was in school, it was a hairpin, and after he started working, it was a necklace. When the color of the red heart faded, it meant that the "child" was in a bad mood.

Just because it was a different thing, and the red heart got smaller as it grew bigger, Xu Yisong naturally ignored its existence.

After listening to Quan Zhilong's analysis, Xu Yisong suddenly remembered many details in the game.

This game might not be as simple as the prank she thought it was.

After thanking Quan Zhilong, Xu Yisong changed her mindset and treated the "children" in the game as real children. The effect was immediate. She played the game three times and lived to be 70 years old twice. Xu Yisong found that if the red heart is still the size of a heart when she is over years old, she can get a different ending from the black screen.

Flowers paved the road, stretching far into the distance, and at the end was a bright and dazzling heaven. The gentle voice could not be distinguished between male and female, like a mother's gentle comfort, and like a whisper of God's mercy:

"We have no regrets in this life."

Xu Yisong stared at the words on the screen, and an idea emerged in his mind.

This "child" may not be a child. Why is the gender of a child determined by the real name of the identity, why is "you" instead of "your child" appearing after death, why does she and Quan Zhilong have different endings in the same event because of the gender, and why does she say "we have no regrets in this life" in the happy ending.

In an instant, Xu Yisong felt that he had grasped the key.

This "child" is not someone else, but "me". "I" am not raising my own child, but raising "myself". No wonder the game introduction says that this is a process leading to healing.

My choices determine my own life. Loving others is like raising flowers, and the same is true for myself. If I love myself enough when raising myself, then I can get a good ending. If I treat myself casually and play around with the world, then the casual choices I made will lead to casual or even tragic endings.

This is a process of learning to love "me" and love yourself.

"This game is really, really awesome! It's just so awesome."

Xu Yisong sent the screenshot of the happy flower path and his thoughts to Quan Zhilong: "I may have to treat you to an expensive meal."

Then she sent a message to Party A to express her thoughts and received a positive response.

After sending the message, Xu Yisong put down his phone and immediately went into work mode. After thinking clearly about the idea of the game, Xu Yisong's inspiration was like a volcano, ready to erupt.

Two days later, Xu Yisong completed the promotional song for the game, and she named the song "I Love You".

I love you,

So I want you to be this kind of person,

I love you,

So I hope you can stand out.

I love you,

So you can't do that.

I never doubt your love for me.

But why does love make me suffer?

Why do I feel like my heart is leaving me?

This world is so bad,

Let me leave this world.

How I want to love everything in this life,

Love every day or night,

Kindness deserves gratitude.

Start a new season again.

wu～

I love you,

You can be anyone.

I love you,

I just hope you can be healthy and happy,

I love you,

Do whatever you want to do,

I never doubt your love for me.

Letting go, though sad and scary,

It heals, although it leaves scars.

Don't worry about where the next stop is.

Let love bloom in your heart.

I love you,

I love you.

I love you!

……

Xu Yisong took off his headphones, wiped the tears from his cheeks, exhaled heavily, and gave a thumbs up to the producer in the control room. The company's producer also clapped through the glass.

The first part of "I Love You" is about my expectations for myself, but the expectations are too high, love becomes a pressure, which makes me feel suffocated, so I ask myself "Why does love make me suffer, why do I feel my heart is leaving me". The middle part hopes to escape the pain and confusion of the world, until I "start a new season" to complete the reconciliation with myself. "I" no longer hope to become a certain kind of person, no longer hope to stand out, "I" only hope that "I" am happy. Let go of the obsession with yourself, let love bloom in your heart, and complete the final redemption.

Whether it is repressed or liberated, my love for myself has never been doubted.

The last three sentences of "I love you" are progressive, from the love that controls and binds others, to letting go of oneself and truly learning to love oneself. We don't need much, only one thing, that is to love ourselves well, like caring for our own children, carefully, meticulously, and gently, and also learn to let go.