0713: You who shine in the parallel world

Perhaps it was "Can I Forget" that reminded Wang Yuexin of the past, or perhaps it was Chen Kesheng's unique narrative voice in "Has Anyone Told You" that touched his heart, Wang Yuexin actually began to cry silently as he listened.

He felt a mixture of emotions in his heart, including nostalgia, regret, and relief. All these things made him suddenly hug Yu Yu tightly beside him.

After all, the previous marital changes and cyber-bullying still left him with indelible damage. Yu Yu took him out to relax only to make him understand that he was always there if he needed him.

In fact, Wang Yuexin is now much more optimistic and cheerful than he was last year. Yu Yu pieced him together bit by bit during their trip, but the cracks still need time to heal. The one who really made him come out of this was himself, who had to adjust himself and regain his confidence.

Yu Yu gave him a push, but in the future Wang Yuexin would have to run by himself. Then, when he got tired and needed to stop and rest, he would look around and find that his brothers were always there, accompanying him to run forward.

Yu Yu could feel his silent gratitude in the song, but to ruin the atmosphere, Yu Yu's hands that were holding the duck's collarbone were covered in oil, so it was not suitable to hug.

So he tilted his head and touched Wang Yuexin's head, like two little animals rubbing against each other to say hello.

As if to amuse Wang Yuexin who was feeling a little down, the others teased Su Xing for always traveling at a time that was out of fashion. If he hadn't eliminated them all, he wouldn't have been so unlucky. Su Xing deserved it.

"If I deserve it and I get to know you, I'd be very happy and thankful that I deserve to know you." After being teased, Su Xing expressed his sincere gratitude from the bottom of his heart and took the initiative to raise his glass and clinked glasses with everyone.

The word "You deserve it" was like a candle flame, lighting up everyone's inspiration, and the seven people decided to write a song "You Deserve It" on the spot to commemorate their past selves.

Wang Yuexin took the initiative to hand her guitar to Chen Hesheng. Lu Hu originally wanted to hand the guitar to Yu Yu, but Yu Yu raised his hands, revealing his unwiped hands, indicating that he would lie down and ask to be taken away this time.

Lu Hu had no choice but to compete with Chen Xinsheng in the melody. Chen Xinsheng thought about it and decided on the basic tune as soon as he opened his mouth, but there were some differences when it came to the lyrics. Wang Zhengliang wanted to sing about open-mindedness, while Wang Yuexin's focus was to express why they deserved it and what they had done to end up in this situation.

As Yu Yu listened, his brows furrowed and he felt that the duck wings in his hand were no longer fragrant. He threw away the bones and took out Zhang Yuan's wet toilet paper to wipe his hands.

The other people originally thought that Wang Yuexin's views were too negative and decadent, and wanted to enlighten him. However, Yu Yu, who had been happily eating the braised food, suddenly stopped eating and wiped his hands with wet toilet paper. Zhang Yuan looked at him and seemed to be hesitant to speak, not knowing where to start.

"Yu Yu, isn't your behavior a bit like Su Xing's?" He was referring to the incident not long ago when Su Xing used his wet toilet paper to wipe his face after applying a facial mask.

"What do you mean, what adjective have I become?" Su Xing, who was recording the lyrics, was confused. "You are just too delicate, Bird. If you cover up the name of your wet toilet paper, it can just be wet tissue, okay?"

"But there must be a reason why people invented wet toilet paper. Do you think everyone is like you, just trying to get by?" Zhang Yuan said to Su Xing rudely.

Yu Yu waved her hand: "Oh, it doesn't matter whether it's wet wipes or wet toilet paper, it wipes very clean. To be honest, after this program is broadcast, will you get an endorsement for wet toilet paper?"

"Well, that's not necessary. I'm not an ambassador for promoting wet toilet paper. I should suggest Allen, who has never used wet toilet paper, to try it." Zhang Yuan declined.

After talking nonsense for a while to ease the atmosphere, Yu Yu brought the topic back to the lyrics: "Now that I'm full, I'll start working. In fact, I've been listening to your discussion just now, and I think it's quite interesting."

"On the one hand, after experiencing the hardships and setbacks that life has given us, how should we face these situations that we 'deserve' to fall into? However, these 'deserves' of us are actually the building blocks that make up our lives. Maybe if a few of them are removed, the building block will still stand, or it may collapse with just a slight touch."

Wang Zhengliang agrees with Yu Yu's interpretation: "Yes, that's what I mean. Whether we deserve it or not, the people, things and events in the past have made us who we are today. I live for the people I should be grateful to, and I live for the things I should be moved by. These are my thoughts. Yue Xin suddenly came up with one but it confused me a little."

"Well, I'm sorry, but I have to say a but, Brother Xiaoliang."

Yu Yu knew how to turn the situation around. Xiao Liang was choked for a moment. He knocked on the bowl with his chopsticks and said, "Then tell me what you two young people have to say."

"But on the other hand, it's not wrong to explore in depth what you have done to end up in this situation. The word 'deserve it' means not only 'you should live', but also 'you shouldn't live'. Regardless of whether you should or shouldn't, the key is 'live'. There are billions of erratic choices in this world, countless possibilities and uncertain world lines. Only when one or several of these choices are determined will it become an established fact that makes you live in this situation now."

"...You are really awesome, Yu Shao. You can even talk about quantum mechanics?" Su Xing simply bowed to Yu Yu. Others also felt a little impressed.

Lu Hu looked at Zhang Yuan in bewilderment. What is quantum mechanics? He deserved to be related to this?

Zhang Yuan's small eyes revealed a great deal of doubt - I don't know and I don't dare to ask.

"Thank you for everything, both internal and external, they have made me who I am today. But I am like this now because I have done too many things that I shouldn't have done and encountered too many things that were not right for me. Regrets, missed opportunities, remorse, unwillingness, hesitation, etc. are all what I should have done."

Yu Yu's calm and gentle voice is like a quiet river. At first listen, there are no ripples, but as you listen, you will be surprised to find that there are undercurrents.

"So, I will be grateful and love everything in the world, and I will calmly accept all the consequences that I deserve. I am grateful for the life that has been created and achieved for me today, and I will accept all the consequences that I deserve for my own actions, even if that destination ultimately points to destruction."

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"What are you talking about, Yu Yu?" Chen Xinsheng put down his guitar. His head, which was originally a little dizzy from the alcohol, was instantly sobered up by Yu Yu's words, as if a bucket of cold water was poured on it. "You mean, do you think that the current you, even if it is... you deserve it?"

"Do you want to talk about death? Yes, that's not that hard to say." Yu Yu did not realize the inappropriateness of his words, nor the impact and misunderstanding these words had on his brothers' psychology. Sometimes Cyrus's old habit of being too literary would make him unable to resist discussing these trivial things.

Su Xing frowned for a rare moment. As one of the few people present who was not drunk and was sober enough to know that they were still recording the show, he didn't want to care whether they were recording or not.

As the first person to know Yu Yu, he knew Yu Yu's personality and character. His seemingly sunny, carefree, free and open appearance actually concealed an extremely delicate and gentle heart. He was precocious since childhood and lived a transparent and free life. But at this moment, even though he knew that Yu Yu probably didn't have that idea, he didn't want to bet on that one in ten thousand chance.

He said softly, "It's not a question of whether you dare to say it, Yu Yu, you...how could you have such an idea? Do you want to talk about it?"

"Aren't we discussing the issue of what you deserve from two sides?" Su Xing suddenly spoke to him in such a cautious and gentle tone. Yu Yu was a little uncomfortable with it. He thought that he didn't say anything wrong... right?

Who would have thought that as soon as he finished speaking, Wang Yuexin, who originally held a negative view on what he deserved, immediately denied it: "No, I just said that. I just thought that we might need to express why it was deserved to avoid going off topic. That's all. There's no need to associate two sides. Brother Xiaoliang's angle is very good."

As he spoke, he picked up a chicken claw for Yu Yu: "Eat the chicken claw, eat the chicken claw, play mahjong and win money."

"Hey, Yu Yu, what you're discussing is too profound and philosophical. We're just writing songs to make fun of ourselves." Lu Hu hugged Yu Yu's shoulders and said, "Let's talk about something else, let's talk about our daily lives. We've been together since the auditions. Do you want to tell us about your grandfather?"

After Lu Hu said so much, if Yu Yu still couldn't figure out what they had misunderstood, then she would be too slow.

He couldn't help but feel a little amused. He really didn't have any self-destructive tendencies, he was just analyzing things realistically. But whether a guy who brought his own atmosphere to his own funeral and danced on his grave was in awe of death...it was hard to say.

Yu Yu quickly explained: "No, listen to me, I'm not trying to quibble this time. What I mean is that I love life, otherwise I wouldn't have traveled all over the world in the past few years. And I didn't deserve those setbacks and hardships. The gift of life includes extinction, right? I live freely and passionately, and I will die calmly and meaninglessly. It's good to be alive, so why not die? This is just my opinion and my understanding. I don't have the slightest idea that you misunderstood me!"

But his explanation only made things worse in the eyes of his brothers. "Is this the reason why you traveled around the world? It wasn't just that at the time." Lu Hu hit the nail on the head, "If you are really as free and easy as you say, do you really not care about what happened back then?"

Yu Yu opened his mouth, not knowing how to answer.

Lu Hu did hit the point. He shouldn't be polite and pretend that nothing happened to his brothers, but because he regarded them as brothers, he didn't want to burden them. After all, their lives were not satisfactory either.

Who can live as he wishes in one lifetime, let alone he lived two lifetimes.

Yu Yu sighed, picked up the teacup and shook the liquid inside. Looking at the rippling reflection in the cup, he heard his own incredibly calm voice: "How could I not care? If I really didn't care, I wouldn't be who I am now."