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Someone once said that this world will always favor those who are different, but from childhood to adulthood, it seems that what I have received is never favoritism, but endless ridicule and sarcasm.

All of this is just because I am a boy with delicate looks, short height, and a thin voice.

Since elementary school, I would be surrounded by a group of people on the way to and from school, pointed at my nose and laughed at. They would even make up the ridicule I said into a jingle, which they would sing in my ear every day.

When I was reading aloud in class, there would always be people laughing in the audience, secretly discussing how my voice sounded just like that of a girl with her eyes closed. Even when the teacher found out and asked those who laughed at me to stand up, it didn't stop them from commenting on me.

To be honest, what impressed me the most was that after I entered junior high school, some boys around me began to change their voices, but my height and voice were still similar to those of elementary school students, which also made me gain more prejudice. Once, when I went to the toilet, a group of male classmates in the same class seemed to be waiting for me there. When they saw me go in, they immediately closed the toilet door and pushed me to the ground. Their words were full of insults that were unbearable to hear...

They even forced me to wear a skirt for them...

If I showed any displeasure, they would punch and kick me. Even though they were only in junior high school, they already knew how to kick and hit me so that it wouldn't show on the surface...

Evil came to me early...

So, that day, I had to... put on that skirt... and do all the moves they asked me to do...

And dignity, at that moment, was worthless...

I lived like this for three years. I gradually began to avoid going to the toilet, avoiding contact with other people, becoming less and less talkative, and just studying in my seat, so that I could always be under the teacher's attention. This way... I would be less likely to be bullied...

Even after school, I would stay in the teacher's office to help clean up, and only when everyone had left long ago would I drag my feet and prepare to go home...

The teacher asked me several times if something happened, but... I didn't dare to say it. Once I said it, I would have to confront those people, and then those people... would definitely find me again and bully me even more cruelly...

School violence...really...can't be strictly controlled, and the victims...can't escape that easily...

Besides, if I find my parents, I might be even worse off... After all, my mom has divorced my dad a long time ago, and my dad only drinks and then beats and scolds me...

If I hadn’t gotten good grades and received a scholarship, I might not even be able to go to school…

Although it sounds like something that only appears in a TV show, it actually happened to me...

Otherwise, I wouldn’t come home late every day, and no one would care about me... because my father would have been drunk and didn’t bother to pay attention to me...

The only person I am close to is probably my sister. After my parents divorced, my mother remarried and married another man. This sister is the child of my mother and the other man. My mother never let me go to her and didn’t want to acknowledge my existence. But after knowing me, my sister would come to chat with me from time to time... Although, every time my mother found out, she would be very angry and repeatedly ordered me to stay away from her...

But she would still visit me occasionally, bring me some delicious snacks and fun things, and became a rare warm light in my gloomy life...

I thought that my high school would be the same, but I still held out hope that I could get into a key high school. By getting into high school, I could leave home, leave that group of people, and change to a new environment. What if... what if... high school is not that bad?

In fact, I really made the right bet... When I walked into the dormitory with a nervous mood, I found that I was the first one. I didn't know the temperament of my new roommate, and I didn't dare to choose a bed casually, for fear that I would be chased away after I cleaned up. So I found a small stool and sat down, waiting for someone to come...

After waiting for about ten minutes, I heard a voice outside the door. I stood up nervously and stared at the door. The moment the door opened, I saw a boy who looked very sunny. When he saw me, he was stunned for a moment, then smiled brightly and greeted me enthusiastically, "Hello! Roommate! You are here so early!"

This is a situation I rarely encounter, and it made me feel helpless for a moment. I wanted to say hello, but I didn't know how to start. At that time, I wanted to slap myself. It was not easy for someone to say hello to me. If someone hated myself because of my dullness...what should I do?

Fortunately, my new roommate was friendlier than I thought. "Hello, my name is Zhou Ruoxing, and we'll be good brothers from now on!"

"Hello... Hello, my name is Sun Xiaochen, nice to meet you."

I stammered, trying to adjust to his enthusiasm, and managed to introduce myself.

My new roommate seemed to be a bit talkative. After I greeted him, he took the initiative to bring up all kinds of topics, from why I hadn't chosen my bed yet, to which school I went to in junior high school, from how I got here just now, to where I was going to eat tonight. It sounded a bit noisy, but this kind of noise was different from what I had heard before. There was no ridicule, no sarcasm, and no sarcasm. It was just the most normal small talk. But it was the first time I experienced this...

As he kept talking, I seemed to relax a lot. When answering his questions, I also began to take the initiative to ask about his situation. I couldn't help but curl my lips when I heard him making fun of himself.

Packing is obviously a troublesome task, but in the process of casual chatting, it slowly went from being disorganized to being well organized.

I also successfully got to know two other roommates. One seemed to be as cheerful as Zhou Ruoxing, while the other seemed more stable. Even when he just arrived at the dormitory, my talkative roommate revealed a big secret to him: he already had someone he liked.

So early?

For me, I have seen this kind of thing in junior high school. It seems a bit out of line and unreliable. But from what Zhou Ruoxing said, it seems that his situation is different from those boys I know...

Moreover, it seems that they haven't developed that kind of relationship yet. From what Gu Min said, it seems that he is still pursuing her?

Suddenly I remembered that when I learned that I was going to a key high school, my sister came over to look at me and seemed to have given me a strange book...

I rummaged in my bag and found the book with the pink cover...

When she asked me to take it, I saw the overly kawaii color scheme and the somewhat inappropriate title... I really didn't want to take it, but looking at my sister's eyes, it was hard to refuse, so I had to put it in my schoolbag. But now, it's a good choice to use it as a prop to get closer to my roommate...

I mustered up my courage, took the book, and handed it to Gu Min, saying, "This is the book 100 Questions on Effective Communicating with Girls that my sister forced on me when I was in high school. She thought I was too dull and was afraid that I wouldn't get along well with girls...worried that I wouldn't get along well with my classmates. You...see if you need it, just take it...Um...I wish you success...

I saw that the person opposite me almost couldn't help laughing out loud, and I felt even more embarrassed. Just when I was about to take it back, I found that the person opposite me looked at the book, didn't reject my kindness, and took it with his hand, saying, "Okay, thank you, I will find time to study it carefully and will work hard."

Eh? His smile... doesn't seem to have any malice in it...

Zhou Ruoxing and Li Chenyi's smiles didn't seem to have any malicious intent...

It's different from anything I've ever seen before...

It seems that my roommates are all quite gentle...

This kind of high school life seems... quite worth looking forward to...