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To be honest, I never thought that I would be sitting next to such a cheerful and lively girl, and she would be the roommate of the guy pursued by the big shot in the dormitory. No one else would have a more unique experience than our meeting as deskmates...

I hadn't thought of getting involved, but these past few days I've seen Gu Min care about that legendary sister every day, taking care of every detail, even bringing her clothes back to wash. I was really shocked...

Although I don't know what will happen next, but at present, it seems that Brother Min's behavior is very reliable, which makes me very interested in the development of this couple, so under Ruoxing's leadership, Xiaochen and I have successfully joined the matchmaking team. I am still very happy to help this young couple, oh no, the future young couple, so after the teacher finished talking about the seating arrangements, I decisively raised my hand to change seats.

The result was that I never expected to share a brain with that girl named Feng Qingyao... I felt a little funny when I saw her winking at me from a distance. It was obvious that this girl was quite straightforward, so I spoke up to help her out later, and then, I successfully gained a "talkative" deskmate...

I have never met such a girl before. She can talk to me so freely on the first day we met. But surprisingly, I don’t seem to be disgusted by such intensive conversations. In comparison, it seems very comfortable to communicate with her. I don’t have to consider which words are right and which are wrong. Especially when talking about Brother Min and his sister, the eyes of the person next to me are obviously brightened a little...

She is also a gossipy person... So cute...

When the class was about to start, she handed me a small keychain with a cute sunflower on it and a big smiling face in the middle. For a high school student, this keychain looked a little childish, but for some reason, I couldn't take my eyes off the big smiling face... I was stunned for a while, and looked at her with some doubts, "Is this for me?"

She said, "Of course. I was wondering what kind of deskmate I would meet today, but unexpectedly, I met someone I could talk to. It seems like you are very easy to get along with, so from now on, we are friends! Please take care of me! Li Chenyi!"

Am I...easy to get along with?

Neri...maybe she will be disappointed...

I was still in a daze, but suddenly I felt something in my arms. She stuffed the small keychain into my arms, and then sat upright, waiting for the teacher to start class, as if what happened just now was just a trivial and ordinary thing...

I stroked the little sunflower, felt for the smiling face, and remembered that when I was very young, I also doodled on drawing paper, drawing beautiful flowers, drawing big smiling faces, drawing parents, and drawing groups of friends...

Since when did I stop painting?

Without realizing it, the corners of my mouth curled up slightly and I tied the small key chain to the inside of my schoolbag.

Please take care of me, my friend...

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After returning to the dormitory, Zhou Ruoxing noticed the keychain on my schoolbag as expected. He is different from me. He is much more sensitive to such things than me who pretends to be half-baked. So he immediately asked me, "Hey? What is this? I didn't see it when I left this morning. Is it a keychain? Why did you put it on your schoolbag? And it looks a bit childish. I didn't expect Chen Yi to have such a personality."

I immediately retorted, "How is that childish? You are childish."

Zhou Ruoxing seemed to be surprised by my reaction. He was stunned for a moment, then immediately asked with a smirk, "Oh? I just asked a question, and you're already protecting me? Is this a gift from someone?"

I was struck in the heart, and a strange feeling flashed through my heart... I didn't have time to investigate further, so I immediately put my arm around Zhou Ruoxing's shoulder, sent him out to wash up, and changed the subject. In the end, I attributed this strange feeling in my heart to Zhou Ruoxing's big mouth talking nonsense... Hmm... It must be like this...

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I have to say that the days of sitting at the same table with Feng Qingyao were still very happy. From greeting me with full energy every morning, to seeing someone sleeping in the back of the class and pulling me to watch the fun. From lying on the table and complaining to me that I couldn't understand math after the math class, to being eager to start running beside me when it was almost time for lunch...

It was as if she would never get tired, and would always be like the little sunflower hanging on her schoolbag, with an infectious smile on her face, spreading happy energy...

Of course, Little Sunflower would pout sometimes, when she would pull herself aside to whisper something and the teacher found out, and when she and I were punished to stand together...

In short, under her influence, it seemed as if my original disguise became real. I was really cheerful, really gossipy, and really smiled every day in a non-serious manner.

I am really happy every day...

Unconsciously, I felt a little uncomfortable without her chirping voice around me...

Even the class teacher often said that we always seemed to be laughing and joking. To be honest, we never missed any homework assignments. Our grades were not very good, but not too bad either. To be honest, we sometimes started to chirp quietly during class, and we couldn't stop laughing at a very ordinary joke at the end of get out of class.

When the end of the semester was approaching and we finally got our phones, we added each other’s contact information. When I sent her a friend invitation and she accepted it, I felt a little excited for some reason. I held the phone and sent her the first message in the same tone as before, “Hello, classmate.”

The other party quickly replied, "Hello hello~" with a smiley face, just like her. I smiled, opened the note column, and changed her note to a little sunflower...

Time passed slowly in our ordinary daily life. Gu Min and Mu Qingnian's relationship seemed to be stable. However, the two of them still did not break through the window paper, which made us bystanders very anxious. Under their influence, I seemed to gradually begin to believe that there might really be a relationship worth investing in...

I just don't know why every time I have such a thought, her appearance always flashes through my mind... so strange...

However, some unexpected accidents still happened. During the holiday, I had just helped my mother tidy up the stall and was lying on the sofa at home, ready to check my phone when she suddenly sent me a message. I immediately opened the dialog box and found it was a voice message. When I opened it, I could hear a little worry and anxiety in her voice...

"Chen Yi, I always feel like there's something wrong between Gu Min and Qing Nian. Today, Qing Nian posted a picture of the ocean on WeChat Moments. Although there was no text, the picture was gray and it seemed like the mood was not right..."

I was shocked. These two people... had such a good relationship, but ultimately they couldn't escape the fate of parting ways?

Qingyao seemed to be still saying something, but my mind began to flash back and forth uncontrollably with all kinds of childhood memories... the loving ways my parents had been, the ways my father betrayed my mother, the two states intertwined and flashed back and forth...

So... feelings are still untrustworthy...

"Chen Yi? Are you listening to me?"

Her voice brought me back to my senses. "Hmm? Sorry, I was distracted just now. What did you say?"

"I say, let's hold a dormitory team building to see what happened between the two of them. We have to help them resolve the misunderstanding... They are having a small conflict, shouldn't we, the assisting ones, try our best?"

I don’t know if I was out of my mind at the time, I blurted out, “Aren’t you afraid that they really don’t love each other anymore, that’s why they’re having a conflict?”

As soon as I said this, I felt a little regretful. What was I thinking about saying so bluntly that they no longer loved each other? There was silence for a second on the other end of the phone. Just when I wanted to say something to make amends, her familiar loud voice came through the receiver and reached my eardrum.

"What nonsense are you talking about? Don't you know what the two of them are like after such a long time? I guess they just have some misunderstandings. Even if there are any conflicts, we can help to reconcile them. If it really doesn't work, just part ways and live happily ever after. After all, you once loved each other. This relationship and these memories can't be faked..."

I admit... I was stunned at the time... Is it okay... to think like this?