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At noon, when the sun was scorching, Mu Qingnian walked on the too quiet street, holding the teaching aids needed for the open class in her hand, rushing on the way to teaching research and meetings. She had been busy for more than a month, relying on bread and milk every day. The rest of the time, she was either scolded or on the way to be scolded. She was exhausted physically and mentally, and she squeezed into the subway with difficulty. The noisy sound rushed into her ears, making her heart very confused. There was also the mixed smell of sweat, and the suffocating feeling of being squeezed into a corner and being pressed into a meat pie, which made her breathless. But, what can she do? This is her daily life, a daily life that she can't control...

With a long sigh, she struggled to pull out her Bluetooth headset and stuffed her already tortured ears full, then turned on her phone, cleared the rows of work information on it, and clicked on the music that had been looping in the list...

Instantly, a voice that caressed the soul slowly flowed into the eardrum. It was a clear, seemingly pure voice of a young boy, a little immature, but with an unknown source of vicissitudes. Whenever Mu Qingnian felt that she couldn't hold on any longer, this young boy's voice always brought soothing power, telling herself that no matter how difficult it was, she could hold on...

Listening to the song, Mu Qingnian felt that the subway during rush hour was not so unbearable... Following the shaking carriage, Mu Qingnian finally arrived at the station. The moment he walked out of the subway station, he breathed a sigh of relief. Finally, he had survived another day...

With the cheerful melody from her headphones, she opened the door. The room was pitch black. She had lost her loved ones several years ago, so naturally no one would be waiting for her at home. She was used to it. She turned on the light, threw away her bag, and slumped down on the sofa with a bang. She closed her eyes and let the soft sofa swallow her tired body...

Dingling~ Suddenly, the notification sound of Weibo on the mobile phone rang, and Mu Qingnian suddenly opened his eyes. There were no other notification sounds set for his Weibo, only the boy he was chasing after, Gu Min...

She picked up her phone, thinking that he might have some new schedule. Although she never had time to meet him offline, seeing him remotely was also a way to relax. But when she clicked on Weibo, the message that popped up made her freeze in place, her whole body instantly turned cold and stiff...

"The popular singer Gu Min passed away last night after failed rescue efforts due to illness."

She felt that her only support suddenly collapsed in an instant. How could it be that the boy who was so smiling before suddenly left? How could it be that he had made an appointment with his fans to meet, but he broke the appointment...

Obviously, I am extremely disappointed with this world, and my only joy is him. Looking at his ever-upturned mouth can dispel the gloom of the day. But now, he who brought me strength has disappeared from this world and become a star in the sky. Why does God take away even the slightest bit of warmth...

She was always serious and expressionless, but the scene before her eyes began to blur. She couldn't control her tears and fell on the neat carpet, leaving traces of sadness...

That night, she cried so hard that she couldn't stop, for the star that shouldn't have fallen at such a young age, and for her life that had already lost its vitality...

In the end, she didn't keep the light that once illuminated her life...