Traveling through the Lotus Tower: Li Lianhua, you must live well

Just as Li Xiangyi was about to step into the Sigu Gate, he heard the sound of people arguing.

He was shocked and staggered back a step, holding onto the door frame weakly.

The people's resentment, the disciples' accusations, the brothers' sacrifices, all of these were like sharp knives piercing Li Xiangyi's heart, making him feel heartbroken.

At this moment, he was hiding against the door with a dazed expression. All that came to his mind were the injured and dead people. All this was caused by his own arrogance.

They are right. If I hadn't been so arrogant and conceited that I couldn't listen to any advice, I wouldn't have ended up like this.

If I had not quarreled with my senior brother and said such nonsense in anger that Sigumen can do without anyone except Li Xiangyi, but instead sat down and had a good talk, my senior brother would not have been mad at me and left, and he would not have encountered the ambush of the Jinyuan League.

If I had been more careful, my brother's body would not have been taken away by Di Feisheng.

If I had not been so determined to seek revenge and attack the Golden Yuan League, so many brothers would not have died because of me, and the people would not have suffered such an unprovoked disaster.

Li Xiangyi, all this is your fault.

Li Xiangyi, you deserve to die!

"Puff~" Li Xiangyi spat out a mouthful of blood, his internal energy surged, and the suppressed green tea poison was ready to counterattack.

Li Xiangyi immediately pressed several major acupoints on his chest, using his internal energy to suppress the poison in the green tea. Then he glanced at the people who were still arguing and staggered to his room.

As soon as he opened the door, he couldn't hold on and fell to the ground. After a long time, he slowly got up, moved his body with difficulty and sat down against the wall.

He felt his body, trying to find the detoxification pill that Su Ci had given him, but he only found the Nine Flowers Jade Dew Pill.

Only then did he remember that many things on his body had fallen into the sea, and now he only had this medicine.

Li Xiangyi poured one out and put it into his mouth, then stared blankly into the air with a dazed look in his eyes.

After a while, Li Xiangyi picked up the letter Qiao Wanwan left for him, and couldn't help but recall the scene when he received the letter a month ago:

At that time, Awan wanted to have a good talk with me. But I was so focused on my senior brother's matter that I ignored Awan's hesitant expression. Awan also handed me a letter as expected.

What did I say when my disciple came to see me? Yes, I said, "Forget it, Awan. If you have anything to say, wait until I come back. Leave the letter here first. I will read it later."

Then, without giving Awan a chance to speak, he got up and left, completely ignoring the bitter smile on Awan's face.

So, Awan must have been very disappointed at that time? That was also when she made up her mind to leave, right?

Thinking of this, Li Xiangyi opened the letter and slowly, carefully read every word of Qiao Wanwan's farewell letter.

When he saw the words "Awan's heart is tired. I respect you but I can no longer accompany you, and I can no longer love you as before. I am writing this letter to say goodbye to you. I wish you longevity, worry-free years, and all your life's wishes come true. Awan, stay", he could not help but shed a tear on the letter paper.

Li Xiangyi, Li Xiangyi, you just think that everyone relies on you and respects you, but you don’t know that you have become a burden in others’ hearts.

At this moment, Li Xiangyi was completely desperate, the faith in his heart collapsed, and the light in his eyes dimmed little by little.

After an unknown amount of time, Li Xiangyi slowly stood up and walked out of the Sigumen Gate.

He wandered aimlessly on the streets, and for a moment he felt that there was no place for him in this big world.

Li Xiangyi walked numbly like this, and when he came to his senses, he found that he had walked back to the coast of the East China Sea.

He smiled at himself and was just about to find a place to rest for a while, but he fainted as soon as he raised his foot.

After he fainted, someone helped him up and walked in one direction - the exact direction he came from.