Both worlds are like dreams

Gu Qinglan woke up two days later, and by then he was already on the carriage returning to Shangyang City.

Wei Yunzhou sat opposite him and felt sorry for him. He was not a nauseating person, but seeing the pain Xue Huang and Gu Qinglan had gone through, he couldn't help but sigh at the fickleness of fate.

"Are you OK?"

"Brother Wei?" Gu Qinglan was surprised, "Why are you here?"

"I'll pick you up."

"What's wrong with me?"

"I have a fever." Wei Yunzhou said lightly.

Gu Qinglan obviously didn't believe it. He had no memory of this at all, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

Wei Yunzhou didn't want to say more, so he turned around and rode out on his horse, fearing that he would continue to ask questions.

Gu Qinglan was silent for a moment, opened the curtain, looked at the snow outside the window, and unknowingly dropped a tear.

Because he seemed to have had a long dream, but when he woke up, everything that happened in the dream was gone in the time of a tear.

There was an empty corner in his heart, he felt confused and numb, and he felt like he had forgotten something particularly important.

There were many gaps in his past life. There was a shadow in his mind, which he could not touch or see, but was so heartbreaking.

what is it then?

What did he lose?

……

Xue Huang has not woken up since she fell into a deep sleep.

She dreamed of the past, the good times she had with Gu Qinglan in her past and present lives.

Young Gu Qingli always liked to hold his hand and follow behind him.

Young Gu Qingli liked to play chess with him and play the piano for him.

She never realized that the boy's gentle eyes contained such warmth and unspeakable affection.

It's a pity that she is stupid and doesn't understand anything.

The young Wei Xuehuang was so passionate and direct. She understood his tenderness and read the affection in his eyes.

Despite all the changes in the world, what has never changed is Gu Qinglan's love for her.

But the ending of this dream is so heartbreaking.

Even in her sleep, she burst into tears.

Mu Guang brought her consciousness out of the dream, "It's time to wake up."

"If I could, I would like to live in a beautiful dream forever."

"And then die without knowing it?"

Xue Huang didn't say anything.

"Your internal energy has been exhausted. The love poison and the toxicity of the ice snow toad are bringing your life to an end. My power can only alleviate some of your pain. Before that, if I can't find a way to save you, you will really die."

Xue Huang's expression remained indifferent, as if she didn't care about his words at all. She just looked at the beautiful world in front of her that was like the sea.

After a long while, she said calmly: "Before I die, I will take good care of you."

"Wei Xuehuang!" Mu Guang yelled. "Are you going to give up?"

"I want to go home. I promised grandpa and uncle that I would go back. Let's go home."

Mu Guang sighed, "I'm afraid it's not that easy."

Xue Huang's consciousness returned to her body and she slowly opened her eyes.

Only then did she realize that she had returned to the palace in Shuanglin City.

It was this place again. She really hated this place.

Ice-cold, without a trace of warmth.

Xue Huang stood up and was about to push the door open to go out, but as soon as she moved, she found that her feet were extremely heavy.

She lifted the quilt and found heavy iron chains locked around her ankles.

All the windows were sealed with iron bars, like a huge birdcage.

Xue Huang endured the pain as if needles were piercing her bones and walked out of the bed, but she fell to the ground before she took a few steps.

She was now extremely weak and could not walk far dragging such a heavy chain.

Mo Yunchen pushed the door open, and the "clang" sound clearly showed how anxious he was.

Seeing Xuehuang's appearance, he picked her up and put her back on the bed.

"Let me go! Don't touch me!" Xue Huang struggled with gritted teeth. If she could, she wanted to kill him with a sword.

Mo Yunchen grabbed her hand, his eyes were terribly cold, "You should have killed me when you escaped, but you didn't, then you will never have a chance to escape from me again."

"I told you that if you lied to me, our deal would be voided immediately. You were the first to break your promise!"

"Then I also told you that even if it's hell, you can only be with me, and you can never leave me."

Xue Huang slapped him on the face, "Give up. Even if I die, I won't stay with you."

Mo Yunchen's eyes were sinister, and he pinched her neck fiercely, with a hint of madness in his eyes. "In order to save him, you would rather sacrifice your own life. Do you love him that much?"

"Yes!" Xue Huang looked at him coldly, "The person I love is him, and the person I want is also him. From the beginning to the end, it has never been you!"

The suppressed emotions in Mo Yunchen's heart burst out instantly, and he almost lost his mind and kissed her lips. Regardless of her unwillingness and struggle, he only knew that she was his and would always belong to him.

He pinched her neck with one hand, tore off her clothes roughly with the other hand, and kissed her lips without any tenderness.

Xue Huang struggled hard, but she was already extremely weak and couldn't move under him. She tried her best but couldn't push him away. The hand on her neck and his crazy kiss between her lips and teeth made her feel suffocated and desperate.

Tears fell from the corners of her eyes, she gave up struggling and bit her tongue.

Mo Yunchen, who was almost crazy, paused, and the taste of blood between his lips and teeth suddenly brought him back to his senses.

He looked at the tears in her eyes and felt his heart burned. Then he looked at the blood flowing from the corner of her mouth and suddenly panicked.

"You..." He quickly let go of her hand, held her up, and pried open her mouth with his hand, "Open your mouth! Open your mouth!"

Mo Yunchen used a lot of force to pry open her teeth and found that her mouth was bleeding. She actually wanted to bite her tongue to commit suicide.

He put his fingers into her mouth to stop her from biting her tongue.

However, Xue Huang bit his finger so hard that it almost bit his bone.

Mo Yunchen didn't care. He held her in his arms and pulled her clothes on. "I'm sorry, it's my fault. I won't force you again. I'm sorry, I was wrong..."

Xue Huang bit his fingers in hatred, her own blood and his blood mixed together in her mouth, it tasted fishy, sweet yet disgusting.

She shook it off in disgust and retched.

Mo Yunchen hugged her tightly, feeling so helpless for the first time, "What should I do? How can I make you become the person you used to be?"

Xue Huang was like a fragile snowflake at this moment, which would be blown away by the wind if she was not careful. She looked numbly at the sunlight outside the window, but felt it was so far away.

"Mo Yunchen, you know what? I hate red, I especially hate it. Do you know why?"

Mo Yunchen's face froze slightly and he didn't say anything.

"Because of you." Xue Huang said coldly. "Your red dress was once a light to me, but it was also the only color I saw before I fell into hell. Didn't you always ask me why I hated you so much? Do you have an answer?"

"Ari, is that right?" Mo Yunchen was extremely distressed, "Those weren't dreams, they were our past lives?"

He understood, he understood it all.

That was not a dream, nor an illusion, it was their memory of the past.

While she was sleeping, he also fell into a dream and remembered everything.

She was Wei Xuehuang, also A'li, the girl who was dying under the willow tree. She was brought back to Shuanglin City and imprisoned for three years by him. Then she was killed by him personally and fell off the thousand-foot cliff.

Mo Yunchen's regret burst out uncontrollably at this moment. No wonder she had always hated him so much.

It turned out that it was his fault from the very beginning, but he blamed her for being so cold-hearted towards him.

But now, he hated himself and hated why he was so cruel at that time.

It was he who personally killed the girl with eyes like the starry sky, destroying everything she cared about.

"I clearly forgot everything, why did you remind me of it again? If I didn't remember anything, I could selfishly pretend that nothing had happened. However, Mo Yunchen, you still destroyed my last innocence in this world with your own hands. Twice!" Xue Huang laughed desperately, "You destroyed my life with your own hands, dragged me out of this warm dream, and forced me to face the bloody facts of the past. You will never understand how much I hate you!"