When she met Qi Ru's slightly inquiring gaze, Yan Wan suddenly remembered that he had always been beside her.

She couldn't help but press her brows and said, "Doctor Qi, please take another look at the Seventh Prince."

Although Qi Ru had just checked the Seventh Prince's pulse because he was worried about whether he could make it to the door, after Yan Wan spoke, he still walked to the bedside very gently and checked the Seventh Prince's pulse.

"Nothing wrong, but what worries you, sir?"

"Seventh Prince's health has been getting better, but he's been sleeping more and more. Doctor Qi, is it really because Prince's vitality has been severely damaged that he's sleeping more?"

Qi Ru paused and said, "Are you sure, my lord, that the Seventh Prince sleeps more every day?"

Yan Wan nodded: "Today he has slept an hour longer than yesterday, but look at him, he just waved to the queen, how come he is sleepy again?"

Qi Ru's heart skipped a beat: "I sleep more every day than the day before?!"

Yan Wan was frightened by his expression: "It's always been a quarter of an hour longer, but today it suddenly took an hour longer. Doctor Qi..."

She was extremely scared because in her previous life, the Seventh Prince died on New Year's Eve.

Yes.

It is precisely because today is New Year's Eve that she is flustered and notices these details!

Qi Ru hurried back to the bedside, carefully felt the pulse, and even opened the Seventh Prince's mouth to check his tongue coating.

Yan Wan felt more and more dizzy: "I went to look for old ginseng. The queen had someone send in a thousand-year-old ginseng..."

She didn't know why she said that, and why, after saying that, she felt even more dizzy. She was afraid and didn't dare to make the Queen anxious. At this moment, she felt very anxious and wanted to see Jinzhong and Chunchan very much.

But just as she walked to the antique shelf and touched the box, she heard Qi Ru shouting from behind: "Go! Call everyone over!"

Yan Wan turned around abruptly and saw several imperial doctors rushing into the inner room. She felt as if something was tightly gripping her heart. With difficulty breathing, she grabbed the ginseng and rushed to the bed: "Ginseng! Thousand-year-old ginseng!"

Someone took the ginseng from her with trembling hands, and she was pushed away.

Yanwan fell to the ground, but quickly got up by herself and stared at the bed nervously.

The surroundings became blurry, as if separated by a thick layer of water. She stood there stiffly, and suddenly saw everyone kneeling down.

Yanwan's heartbeat stopped.

"Seventh Prince... has passed away! Seventh Prince has passed away!"

Amidst the torrential crying, Yan Wan didn't know where she got the strength from, she pushed everyone aside, rushed to the bed, picked up the Seventh Prince, and staggered out.

The little body in my arms was soft and even warm. How could it be gone?

Why is it gone?

Clearly not long ago, she was hugging him and greeting the Empress!

It was obvious that he was held in her arms, soft and cuddly, his eyes smiling into little crescents, and he asked her to coax his mother, but it was only a short while!

She tripped over the threshold and stumbled into the yard.

When I took the Seventh Prince to show the Empress, it was noon, when the sunlight was at its best. When I came out, I found that the moon was already at its zenith.

The night outside was pitch black, with only the warm light in the area covered by the lanterns.

Hard snow particles poured down from the sky, hitting my face and causing pain.

Yan Wan couldn't even cry, and rushed to the lantern in the yard, shouting miserably: "Madam! Madam, please take one last look at him! Madam!"

The bodies of people who died of bean plague must be cremated.

The Queen is the mother of all the people in the world and cannot be contaminated by any disease.

This heart-wrenching pain, does it really mean that the Queen Mother will not even be able to see Yongcong for the last time?

Her eyes were blurred with tears, and she shouted to the Empress: "Yong Cong fell asleep! Your Majesty, Your Majesty, he died without pain! Your Majesty! Please take a last look at him, Your Majesty!"

While yelling at Su Lian and Lian Xin: "Stop the queen! Don't let the queen in!"

She vaguely heard Empress Fucha's cries, shook for a moment, and then fainted, unable to hold on.

Yongcong's small body was held tightly in her arms, and snowflakes fell on both of them, as if a piece of white cloth was covering them both.

……

Yanwan was dreaming again.

In the dream, not long after she entered the palace, she went to Changchun Palace to serve the Empress.

The queen treated her like her own sister, loved her like her own daughter, taught her how to write, read, behave, and how to behave in society.

She was like a bystander imprisoned, looking at Empress Fucha and herself, whose faces were unclear. One of them was gentle and compassionate, the other was smart and well-behaved. They were as relaxed and cheerful as a pair of sisters or mother and daughter.

When she was with the Empress, she was like a little kid who only needed to study hard and didn’t have to worry about anything else. Even when she was later named a concubine by the Emperor, it was the Empress who took care of everything for her. She was a noble lady from the beginning.

That dream seemed to be silently telling her that this was her destiny, and that losing a daughter and two sons and dying young was also Empress Fucha's destiny that she could not change. No matter how hard she tried to change the cause at the beginning, she would only get the destined result in the end.

she knows.

Of course she knew that everyone has a destiny.

But she didn't understand why fate couldn't be changed!

The Seventh Prince had clearly survived the bean plague, and the imperial doctors had clearly said that he would be able to celebrate the New Year with the Empress in a few days! Why did he still collapse before New Year's Eve? !

Fate cannot be changed?

Do not!

She refuses to accept her fate!

If she was willing to accept her fate, she would have rotted in the greenhouse and died in Qixiang Palace!

Since she failed to save Yongcong's life, she tried her best to save the Queen's life!

If it doesn’t work once, try it twice. If it doesn’t work twice, try it countless times!

She just refuses to accept her fate!

She just wants to change her fate!

"Wanwan! Wanwan, I've already lost Yongcong, you must not get into any trouble again!"

"Master! I beg you, please wake up!"

"Master, please wake up soon! Wang Chan and Lan Cui are all scared. What should I do if something really happened to you?"

The people she cared about most all choked with sobs. She felt that even if she had fallen into hell, she could still crawl out.

She opened her eyes with difficulty and saw Jinzhong first.

This man had lost a lot of weight, and looked exactly like he did in his previous life, when he had been imprisoned for a long time without eating, before she killed him.

Before she could speak, Jinzhong suddenly opened his eyes, tightened his grip on her fingertips, and looked at Yanwan in panic. When he saw her looking at him, his eyes suddenly turned red: "..."

This man who had always been eloquent could not utter a word at this moment.

Yan Wan's eyes were sour: "Jinzhong, I'm thirsty."

Jinzhong stood up but fell directly to the ground. He didn't care whether it hurt or not and got up to get some water.

Chunchan Lancui, who was guarding the gate outside, heard the noise and rushed in wiping her tears. Wang Chan also came to the door, but looked at Jinzhong fearfully, then retracted his legs and looked out the door.

Yan Wan looked at him distressedly: "Are you not hurt? Why are you so anxious?"

Jinzhong gave her the tea in silence, feeding her spoonful by spoonful, but he only let her drink three sips before stopping.

Yan Wan looked at him. Is he angry?

Her eyes, even when she smiled, made people feel soft-hearted, let alone when she looked at him with such worry and hesitation?

Jinzhong's temper was not enough, and he said dejectedly: "The imperial physician has told you that you have been unconscious for too long, so you can't drink water rashly. Just moisten yourself like this, and then slowly increase the amount of water later."

Yan Wan wanted to sit up: "How is the Queen?"

Jinzhong held her hand and said, "Yanwan!"

He called her name out of control, closed his eyes in silence, and when he opened them again, he stared at her: "My Lord, the Queen is accompanied by the Emperor and the Imperial Physician. She's fine, but you're the one who's not!"

He held her hand tightly: "Do you really want to kill me?!"

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