If I were born again, I would marry a strong but short-lived husband.

Lu Yuan didn't have the habit of taking a nap, and even with the beauty's warmth and softness in his arms, he actually felt a little sleepy.

I fell asleep without realizing it.

When he woke up, he felt something heavy in his abdomen. He touched it and found that it was Shen Suian's legs pressing on him.

An unconscious smile appeared on his lips.

The hand around her waist rubbed it subconsciously a few times.

The skin was so soft and soft that he couldn't let it go.

Gradually, my breathing became heavy and my nose became hot.

Shen Sui'an was trapped in the dream of his past life and couldn't wake up.

After her grandparents passed away, she was the only one left in the world. Although she had a husband, he had someone else in his heart.

She was as lonely as a ghost in this world.

But they still refused to let her go, leaving her trapped in this mansion until her death.

No one loves her, they all take advantage of her.

Song Xiuzhi brought her two children to pay her respects. The twins, who had been speaking rudely, suddenly picked up teacups and smashed them on their foreheads, causing blood to ooze out.

The mother and her two children knelt on the ground.

The boy with blood all over his head fell in front of Shen Sui'an.

The girl cried pitifully, "Madam, please be kind and let us stay. Don't chase us away."

Shen Sui'an was caught off guard and didn't react at all to why they changed their expressions so suddenly.

The man walked in from outside and slapped her in the face without saying a word.

He questioned her: "You are already the mistress of the Duke's Mansion, what else are you not satisfied with?"

"Why can't you tolerate my beloved woman and children, Shen Sui'an, you are so vicious."

"..."

Is she vicious?

What did she do wrong?

"From now on, you will be confined to this yard to reflect on your actions. Don't go out and embarrass yourself."

Shen Sui'an wanted to argue, but she couldn't utter a word.

She was anxious and angry on behalf of herself in her dream.

Lu Yuan was kissing her cheek when he suddenly felt something cold and wet. He held her face and realized that she was crying.

Not silent tears, but suppressed, painful sobs in the throat.

She couldn't get out of the nightmare, and he seemed to feel her heart crying for help.

His heart skipped a beat.

"Sui Sui!" Lu Yuan kissed away her tears and called her name softly.

Kissing her tears over and over again, calling her name over and over again.

Shen Sui'an felt the warm fire in the cold, and she tried her best to get closer to the fire.

Gradually her consciousness became clear, and she slowly opened her misty eyes.

She stared in a daze at the handsome face that was magnified in her sight.

"..." Shen Suian froze.

"It's okay, it's just a nightmare." Lu Yuan rubbed her earlobe, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Shen Sui'an took a deep breath.

She dreamed about what happened in her past life.

Since her rebirth, she has never had any dreams about the past.

Today, Aunt Guan's crying appearance reminded her of the countless times Song Xiuzhi and her children used the same trick against her.

She was clearly on guard, but no matter how much evidence she had, Lu Heng would always only believe in them, mother and son.

A feeling of depression gathered in her chest. She was angry and unwilling, but unable to vent.

"I'm fine." Shen Sui'an said sullenly.

Lu Yuan felt that she looked very heavy, as if she was carrying a lot of worries.

"What did you dream about?" Lu Yuan asked softly.

Shen Sui'an closed his eyes and said, "I forgot it when I woke up."

What I can’t forget is just that I can’t tell others about it.

She hated Lu Heng and Song Xiuzhi.

Since there is no room for others between them, why won't they let her go? She had mentioned divorce to Lu Heng, but Lu Heng disagreed. He would rather trap her to death in the Lu family.

So even if she was reborn, she still had a knot in her heart.

If she couldn't take revenge on them, she would probably live an unhappy life.

Lu Yuan did not continue to ask, but picked her up and said, "Sleeping for too long will make you feel more uncomfortable. The weather is nice, I will take you to a place."

Shen Sui'an exclaimed, and hurriedly hugged his neck, "Put me down."

Lu Yuan smiled and kissed her forehead, then asked the maid outside to come in and help her change clothes.

Shen Sui'an's bad mood did not dissipate, and he looked gloomy.

The maids didn't know that Shen Sui'an had a nightmare and thought she had just woken up.

Just seeing how close the eldest young master and the young mistress were, they felt relieved.

Aunt Guan had deliberately made that scene just now, and they were worried that the eldest young master would misunderstand the young mistress.

Lu Yuan personally put on a cloak with red engraved silk and sable fur for Shen Shihao.

The traces of tears on her face had been wiped clean, and her face was as white and tender as the finest white jade.

"Let's go." He squeezed her hand.

Shen Sui'an couldn't persuade him. She felt that even if she refused, he would still carry her out.

I thought he was going to take her to the pleasure boat again, but I didn't expect that he was taking her to the city wall.

Although there were guards, as soon as they saw it was Lu Yuan, they smiled and let him pass.

"Husband, why did you bring me here?" Shen Sui'an was still listless.

Lu Yuan pointed ahead and said, "Look."

As the sun sets in the west, the gentle orange glow of the sky shines on Shangjing City. The whole city is shining like a magnificent painting.

Standing on the city wall, they can also take in the scenery of the city, which is a wonderful feeling.

Shen Sui'an smiled unconsciously.

"Don't say it's too late, the sky is still full of rosy clouds." Shen Suian looked back at Lu Yuan.

"Finally, I have seen the true scene of this poem."

The beauty of the sky makes people's hearts happy.

A ray of warm light was injected into the loneliness in Shen Sui'an's heart.

"When I was in a bad mood or encountered setbacks, I liked to run to the city wall alone. At first, the guards didn't notice me. One time, I took some wine and roasted chicken and sneaked up. The roasted chicken smelled so good that I was discovered."

"Later I bought them some drinks and they turned a blind eye and let me come up."

"How old were you when you first came to the city wall?" Shen Suian asked softly.

"Ten years old." Lu Yuan said.

Shen Sui'an was stunned.

How could a ten-year-old child run to the city wall? He must have been treated unfairly, but he was not knocked down by those people.

Despite the suppression from the Lu family, he became the indestructible and powerful commander of the Pacification Division.

She could imagine how much it cost him.

"Husband, are you angry about the unfair treatment?" Shen Suian looked at him with clear eyes.

Lu Yuan lowered his eyes to look into her bright and moving eyes. He chuckled softly, "When you are a coward, you will get angry because of other people's attitudes."

"Sui Sui, not everyone in this world can treat you sincerely as you wish, but you can choose those who are good to you and associate with them. As for others, you don't have to care about what they do or say."

Shen Sui'an lowered his head. He was truly a man with a strong heart. Otherwise, he would have been trapped in resentment and unable to get out.

"I'm still too weak..." Shen Sui'an looked at her fair hands. If she wanted to take revenge, it would not be enough to just be the eldest lady of the Lu family.

"Then make yourself stronger." Lu Yuan said.

"Do whatever you want. Fuqiu and Ningshuang can do more than you can imagine. Suisui, you can trust them. They recognize you as their master and will not tell anyone about you, including me."

Shen Sui'an's pupils shrank slightly. Did he see that she had an unresolved knot in her heart?