Transformed into a furry person, I am doing public relations in the Northern Song Dynasty

"Ayan, have you had dinner tonight? My family just made some dumplings today, with wild vegetable and meat fillings. Drink the spicy soup while it's hot. You won't feel at ease until you sweat."

Even though Zhao Chengyan was in such a mess, he still had good manners when he stretched out his hand to pick up the bun. However, he had never eaten in front of anyone wearing only his shirt, so he was a little embarrassed and only showed one arm, while the other hand was still tightly grasping the quilt.

"Is this what Yunqing said he would reward me?"

Liu Yunqing laughed, she still remembered it. She shook her head slightly and picked up a bun to eat with him for a while.

"No, you eat first, and I'll bring it to you when you're done."

Zhao Chengyan obeyed, lowered his eyelashes and ate the bun in his hand seriously.

The buns were neither too big nor too small, with thin skin and large fillings. Liu Yunqing would only eat two at most in one meal, and a bowl of soup would be enough.

Zhao Chengyan usually doesn’t have a good appetite, maybe he was tired of crying, or maybe the food suited his taste, he ate five in one go, leaving not a single one in the basket, and drank a whole bowl of spicy soup. Liu Yunqing was worried that he would have indigestion.

How could she dare to give people anything new to eat? She quickly handed them hawthorn tea to drink.

"How about I make you the new one another day? I'm just afraid you'll feel uncomfortable at night."

Zhao Chengyan shook his head and took small sips of the hawthorn tea. "I'm not full. In the past, whether in the palace or at home, there were many rules and I was never told to eat enough."

"This bun was new to me. I had never tried one stuffed with wild vegetables before, so I couldn't help but eat more. Then I knew what it felt like to be full..."

God!

If Mr. Zhao said one more word, Liu Yunqing would start to cry. What kind of life is this poor kid living?

It's just a bite to eat.

eat! Must eat!

If she gives someone one less bite to eat today, she won’t be able to sleep at night!

Seeing Liu Yunqing hurriedly leaving the room, Zhao Chengyan couldn't help but pursed his lips and smiled. His heart was filled with sourness, and why did his nose also start to feel sour?

He sniffed and tried hard to hold back his tears. He wondered if the little demon would still treat him so well if he knew that he had "eaten" his brother in his mother's belly.

He called Yunqing the little monster in his heart all day long, but in fact, he was the monster.

There is no one like him in the world. Anyone who hears this will be afraid and stay away from him. Originally, he hated the Prince and Madam Lu, but now... he has no right to hate them anymore.

Only by acting like this in front of Yun Qing could he gain some sympathy from others.

Just as he was feeling sad, he heard Liu Yunqing's footsteps outside. Zhao Chengyan perked up and looked over, and saw that the person was holding a shallow plate with a ball of snow on it.

"Try it quickly, there's only a little left. If you eat too much, you'll get sick of it."

Zhao Chengyan hurriedly took it with both hands, not even bothering to pull up the quilt. He looked at it carefully. It looked like the crispy mountain eaten in summer, but it didn't have the coldness of crispy mountain. This ball of snow seemed to have almost no weight, and one spoonful could poke the bottom of the plate.

Zhao Chengyan scooped half a spoonful and put it into his mouth. The rich and mellow taste of milk instantly spread in his mouth. When he tasted it carefully, he could taste the slightest bit of sweetness. It turned into juice and flowed into his stomach without him even having to sip it.

Just a small lump of cream startled Mr. Zhao so much that his eyes widened slightly. Liu Yunqing couldn't help but chuckle. He sat down next to Zhao Chengyan and wrapped the quilt tightly around him.

"How is it? It's quite novel, right?"

Zhao Chengyan was covered in cream so much that he couldn't open his mouth and could only nod his head.

Of course, the ingredients were only bought today to appease his sister and Yuping, so there were only a few left. Zhao Chengyan finished it in just a few bites and still felt unsatisfied.

"What is this made of? It's like milk but it doesn't feel like milk. I've never tasted anything so soft."

Liu Yunqing kept him in suspense and teased him like a child.

"Then Ah Yan, you have to tell me what happened today first, and then I'll tell you how to make this thing, okay?"

Zhao Chengyan pursed his lips and hesitated, but he was still holding the plate in his hand. He looked so pitiful that Liu Yunqing couldn't bear it.

"Forget it, forget it. If you don't want to talk about it, I won't ask. But since you said we are good friends who get along well, you should always ask me to share some of your sadness. I will listen to you whenever you want to talk about it."

Liu Yunqing took the plate from his hand and was about to take it away, but Zhao Chengyan grabbed her hand, lowered his head, and his long and smooth hair obscured his expression.

Liu Yunqing simply squatted down and looked at the official who had never been so nervous and anxious.

"Yun Qing, have you ever heard of a woman who was pregnant with two sons, and one of them ate the other? It wasn't that she ate the other, it was just that... the child himself didn't know what he did, but only he survived, while the other brother died."

This question is quite strange. Mr. Zhao doesn't have any female relatives around him, so it can't be his child who has become like this. Then it must be Zhao Chengyan himself.

Although it was strange, it was not unacceptable to Liu Yunqing, who came from the 21st century.

"I've heard of it. What's so strange about it?"

Liu Yunqing combed Zhao Chengyan's hair. Maybe she was infected by Zhao Chengyan. When she was a cat, Zhao Chengyan liked to comb her hair while talking to her. Now that it was his turn, she couldn't help but make some small movements.

Zhao Chengyan's hair is well maintained, thick and soft, and feels as smooth as satin when brushed.

Zhao Chengyan looked at her in surprise: "Isn't this strange? Shouldn't we blame this child for taking away his brother's life? Such a child is probably unlucky..."

"What bad omen could there be? Can the child be blamed for this? When his parents were pregnant with him, they didn't ask him whether he wanted to be born into this world, right?"

Liu Yunqing slowed down his voice: "Let alone twins, even if you are pregnant with one child, it is hard to guarantee that it will be healthy. It is good to have one child, which is better than having two children with bad health."

"I've heard of children who were born with cleft lip, and I've heard of two children who were born conjoined, and they just looked a little different but they grew up fine."

"These children have already experienced enough discrimination outside. If their parents don't love them, it's their parents' fault. They have to love themselves. If they look down on themselves, who can they expect to look up to them?"

"Ah Yan, I don't know how much this question has to do with you, but even if everyone in the world thinks you are a bad person, I still remember that you rescued me without hesitation and cared about me. Now you think of looking for me, and I am very happy."

Zhao Chengyan listened to the little monster's gentle consolation and could not utter a word. The depression in his heart seemed to dissipate in an instant.

His heart was filled with Liu Yunqing's words. He thought that after being a human for nineteen years, he was not as good as a little monster who had just transformed.

It’s not that he can’t figure this out, it’s just that he just wants someone to comfort him and accompany him.