I really don't want to be famous, but the collapse is still chasing me

Everyone followed March 7 to find Tingyun, with whom they could communicate.

It's just in the process of searching.

One Tingyun was lost in thought as he stared at the trash can. "Why do you think my benefactor has such a special liking for this? I still don't understand."

After searching for a long time, they saw a Tingyun muttering to the balloon, "Why... can't you fly?

I can do it, right? A long time ago, there was an older sister who took me to a very high place.

Next time, I'll take you with me, okay?"

[This incident is also recorded in Yukong's story collection.]

[It seems that Tingyun really likes Yukong, and Yukong also likes Tingyun. It seems that they are a two-way relationship.]

[You may have forgotten a general from Yaoqing.]

[Then hug me left and right. Yukong can handle it.]

【Xianzhou Fox Team! 】

"Uh...should we find someone to accompany her?" March Seven looked at the people behind him.

Vanwick shook his head. "On the contrary, I feel she is very safe—the innocence in adults' hearts is often very hard!"

"Even if what you said makes sense, it can't be applied here."

Walter Yang sighed, "Alas, let's go, this guy doesn't seem to be any good either."

Finally, after going around in circles.

A Tingyun looked at the people passing by and couldn't help asking, "Are you here to look for me?"

"Found it!" March Seven grabbed Walter Yang's arm, "If I remember correctly, the characteristics of this Miss Tingyun are..."

"Just some habits of phraseology."

After Tingyun finished speaking, the subtitles changed to "Tingyun? I am used to calling myself a little girl."

【Sorry, I couldn't hold it together.】

【It’s okay to be unable to hold it in. 】

【This is the taste of broken iron. 】

-

"It's her." Xing raised her thumbs up, and her expression seemed to be saying, "Praise me!"

Everyone chose to ignore it.

"This should meet the standard of 'being able to communicate' that you mentioned, right?" March 7 looked at Sunday and asked.

"We can give it a try." Zhou Ri turned to look at Ting Yun. "Ma'am, I'd like to tune you."

San Yueqi quickly interrupted, "Let's make it clear in advance. We're all watching you. If you want to take Miss Tingyun as a hostage..."

Xing adjusted his glasses symbolically and said, "Please be prepared to be torn apart by gravity."

[Hahaha, it still has to be you, Hakixing! ]

[How dare you tease Lao Yang like this?]

[I guess Old Yang has long been accustomed to it, mainly because he doesn't dare to take action. There is indeed a star core inside the star core essence.]

[I have a star core in my body, I am crazier than a star! ]

-

Sunday said sincerely, "I have no intention of challenging you. To be on the safe side, let my friend do it for me—as far as 'harmony' is concerned, Vanvik's attainments are more profound than mine."

Vanwick nodded, very pleased. "That's the truth."

"If you're still worried, you can control me while he's tuning it."

"Well, that's not necessary..." Sanyueqi said a little embarrassedly, "You're so frank, it makes it harder for me to do it."

Walter Yang asked Tingyun's opinion very considerately, "Is Miss Tingyun okay?"

【Old Yang is indeed the head of the family.】

[He's really polite. I like Lao Yang more and more.]

Tingyun smiled and said, "I just go with the flow. I don't have any opinions. It's up to you all to decide."

"Excuse me." Sunday nodded slightly, then looked at Vanwick, "Vanwick, please do your best."

“Alas…” Vanwick sighed helplessly and began to tune the instrument, but he seemed to see a terrifying scene.

"..."

At this time, a Tingyun smiled and pointed his finger at his chin.

The picture also stopped abruptly at this moment.

[That was close. I thought he was going to kill me again.]

【It's you! Huanlong! 】

Is this part of the illusion?

[This should be Tingyun's memory before his death. He just happened to see Huanlong's disguise.]

-

"What the hell? Did you hear that sound just now?" Wan Weike looked like he had seen a ghost.

Sunday frowned slightly, "The sound?"

"nothing."

Suddenly, countless petals fell from the sky.

Sanyueqi shouted, drawing everyone's attention back, "Ah, look—it's working!"

The Tingyuns present turned into petals and gathered together.

A lotus flower suddenly appeared.

A new Tingyun emerged from it, she opened her folding fan, twisted her body slightly, and looked beautiful and charming!

【Synthesize the big cloud! 】

【Samsung stops the cloud! 】

【It’s so beautiful! 】

【What a beauty! 】

[Look, she's sitting on the tail, she's saying she loves me.]

【Another crazy one. 】

【Question King Zhou, understand King Zhou, become King Zhou.】

[Fuck, the nine-tailed fox is like this, I am confused too! ]

[Look at Tingyun's clothes; they have a Ruan Mei vibe.]

[Thank you, my wife Ruan Mei, you have really good taste.]

[Is this the traditional Chinese style beauty? It’s your Mihoyo! ]

-

San Yueqi finally breathed a sigh of relief, "Miss Tingyun, you're finally back!"

Then she praised Van Weyke, "You look small, but you are quite impressive..."

Vanvicton felt dizzy and held his forehead with one hand.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" March 7 asked with concern.

"Nothing, just a small matter..."

Everyone nodded and quickly called Tingyun.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, Sunday started an encrypted call, "What did you sense?"

Vanwick still felt a lingering fear as he recalled the previous scene. "I really should have let you come by yourself. This girl is not as simple as she looks... I almost died just now..."

After saying this, Wanwek felt his head getting heavier and heavier, and then he closed his eyes.

With a thud, he finally couldn't get up.

The screen went black.

Darkness descended before my eyes, like the chaos before the birth of the universe. In the midst of this chaos, a voice like that of the Creator rang out.

“Don’t be afraid.”

The voice echoed in Tingyun's ears, and she slowly opened her eyes. "Where...is this place?"

“No matter what you see, remember only one thing.”

"You are not alone."

[This voice, is it Ruan Mei? ]

[That's right, I should talk about how Tingyun won the resurrection match.]

Da Tingyun looked around in confusion, "Who... are you? Who... am I?"

She looked back at the passage she had come from, "Is that... where I came from?"

Then he looked at the road ahead, "Where does this road lead to?"

Three Philosophical Questions: Who am I? Where am I? What do I want to do?

[And the soul-searching question: What to eat for lunch? ]

-

As Da Tingyun walked forward, he saw a blurry figure that disappeared in a flash.

"That's... looks familiar. Does she... want to take me somewhere?"

Following the phantom all the way, Da Tingyun came to the two technical maintenance workers, but they seemed not to see Tingyun and kept talking to themselves.

"The life support cabin is fixed, these are just minor issues."

"That's great. Otherwise, the people on the immortal boat might not be able to hold on."

"Are you still trying? There's no precedent for success. Can those who have been 'destroyed' by the Lord of Extinction really be saved?"

"I'm not her, so I don't understand the logic behind it, but if that genius says it can be done... then it can definitely be done."

【loyalty!】

[That's right, if the Genius Club says it can be done, then it can be done.]

【Ruan Mei's Han Jinglai is still improving. 】

"Excuse me, both of you, where is this place?" Da Tingyun asked softly.

But the two of them just stood there without any reaction. "Can't they hear me?"

Da Tingyun had no choice but to continue moving forward and find it out.

Not long after.

She found a console with an observation log inside.

It roughly describes a man named "Tingyun", who not only has to rebuild his body, but his consciousness is also in chaos.

Da Tingyun noticed an extremely familiar name - Tingyun.

"Tingyun...what a familiar name. Is this someone I know?"

“Don’t hesitate, just keep going.”

Da Tingyun looked up and around, "It's you again, who is talking to me?"

But for the next few minutes, there was still no response.

Da Tingyun could only continue on his way.

however.

After taking only two steps, many imaginary soldiers appeared in front of the road.

"these are……"

Ruan Mei's voice rang out again, "This is the wound left by 'destruction'. It has taken root in your body and cannot be erased."

"'Destruction'? I don't quite understand... May I ask who you are? Why are you so reluctant to show yourself?"

"I can't come to you. All I can do is wait for you to finish this journey."

【So these are the traces of destruction left by Huanlong.】

[Can I keep this thing too? ]

Didn't you realize that what we did on Sunday was to clear up the remaining order? It's the same principle here.

[Is Jing Yuan in danger? ]

[Jing Yuan is an envoy after all, he's not that weak.]

[The envoy was almost killed. Tingyun is just an ordinary fox man. Do you think he can cause much harm?]

-

"Do you want me to pass through here? Should I... fight it?" Da Tingyun pointed at the virtual pawn in front.

"There's no need. It's too dangerous and you can't do it."

"Don't fight it, accept it, try to live with it, just like healing your own scars."

[This is psychology knowledge, I like it very much. ]

I really like this quote. Just like the trauma we've suffered, we can only accept it and embrace that tiny handwriting. If we resist it and block out the memory of the trauma, we'll only sink deeper into it.

[If Liuying could meet Ruan Mei, could she be cured of her entropy disorder?]

Ruan Mei might have melted both Liuying and Sam.

[That's impossible. With Elio here, if he doesn't want Liuying to be cured, Liuying will definitely not meet Ruan Mei.]

-

"Scar?" Da Tingyun fell into deep thought.

at this time.

The two empty soldiers showed no respect for martial ethics and launched a surprise attack, drawing their blades and attacking Da Tingyun.

Suddenly.

Da Tingyun spread out the nine tails behind her, her pupils turned golden, and a power that did not belong to her burst out from her body.

In just a moment, the empty soldier disappeared.

Da Tingyun rubbed his head and said, "Can this... be called coexistence?"

"Don't worry, I told you you're not alone."

Da Tingyun opened his eyes and slowly raised them, only to find that more virtual soldiers had inexplicably appeared in front of him, and even the two that had just disappeared appeared as well.

"How could it be...why are there still so many? Were the ones just now not eliminated?"

"I told you that you can't destroy them. No one can do it." Ruan Mei suddenly appeared among the empty soldiers.

She is still nothing special.

【I'm cute, please feed me peanut cake! 】

【The goddess of beauty has arrived.】

【She is still so beautiful! 】

-

"Or die with the scars of 'destruction' and fall into darkness."

"Either you come here, return to the world, and take them with you. It's one or the other."

After saying that, Ruan Mei turned around and looked directly into Da Tingyun's eyes.

"Back to the world? What are you talking about..."

Ruan Mei did not answer, her eyes fell on a lifeboat.

There was a naked fox woman lying inside.

And her face is exactly the same as Tingyun's.

Da Tingyun suddenly understood something. "Ah... no wonder those two people ignored me. Am I... already a wandering ghost?"

“Close, but not quite.”

"So it's like wandering on the edge of life and death, like the bardo body?"

“That’s understandable.”

"According to you, even if I could wake up, these wounds that killed me would remain in my body, never healing. I don't understand. This benefactor seemed to want to save me, but why did he tell me all this?"

"It's just my habit. I think everyone has the right to choose whether to come into this world."

"Even if you say so, I can't recall anything. Nothing seems to support my decision."

"That's fine. I believe the desire for 'life' is born from nothing."

Da Tingyun was silent: "..."

"You can also prove that you are an exception. That would also be an outcome I would like to see."

Da Tingyun relaxed his brows and smiled slightly, "It's troublesome. Life is always like this."

“Survival and destruction are no longer choices for you; they grow on the same path.”

"And through this path—you will be able to break through the darkness and come to my side."

Da Tingyun looked at herself in the lifeboat, and the next moment, her eyes became extremely determined.

The scene changed and the camera came to the lifeboat.

Da Tingyun was naked, and one could clearly see the golden lines on her collarbone.

Ruan Mei saw Tingyun frowning and asked, "Are you sober now? Congratulations. You've won the first victory in a tug-of-war. This is a good start."

Da Tingyun uttered an extremely weak voice, "I...this is..."

"To put it simply, you were attacked by the Lord of Extinction. According to common sense, you would never have survived. But someone thought otherwise, and I happen to be able to satisfy his request."

Who is this “he”?

[Dr. Luo, who else?]

Da Tingyun continued to ask, "Where are the other members of the caravan..."

"do not know."

"why me……"

"Because you were most unfortunate, falling into the hands of that great ruler, you suffered both physical and spiritual destruction."