I really don't want to be famous, but the collapse is still chasing me

[I couldn't hold it back any longer. My family members became one family. 】

[Why did you suddenly send out knives? ]

[Hahaha, there is something wrong, I want to watch it again, I want to see a river of blood! ]

[I don’t know why, but I feel like I can’t breathe. ]

[Help! I am really crying. ]

[This child must be Jin Sha when he was a child. ]

【certainly! 】

[I feel like my san value is dropping rapidly! ]

-

After trying it out, Shajin said proudly, "How is it? This score is not low, right?"

When he looked up, the child was gone.

"Ugh."

He continued walking forward, looking for the little boy.

In the garden, Sha Jin saw a pair of shackles.

The phantom suddenly appeared behind Shajin, "What did you remember?"

"nothing dealing with you."

Phantom said something horrifying in a lighthearted way.

Gold Sand wrapped the chain around his fist, and in that maze...

"Shut up."

"Even in this dream, you only dare to try *death* on yourself. : Those entourage could have been the jokers in your hand, and played a greater role. There are as many stains on the family as you want, and you only need to make a few small sacrifices... If it were "Opal", it would have been solved long ago.

It's a pity that you are not as good as him. If you had done it, you wouldn't have fallen to this point... Why didn't you do it? It shouldn't be out of some professional ethics, right? "

[So that's how it is. Gold Sand never intended to hurt anyone! ]

[Wow, wow, wow... He doesn't need to be whitened, he has always been white. ]

[I admit that I am a little fond of gold dust now. ]

【Fate has never been fair to him, but he has always insisted on fairness.】

[No wonder he chose to protect it. ]

[He really made me cry to death! 】

【Gold dust is won fair and square! 】

-

Sha Jin wanted to get out of the maze quickly, but lost items appeared at his feet again.

“……”Shajin saw that it was a golden amulet.

"It's hard to describe the expression on your face right now. The amulet your mother left you was made of pure gold. Why didn't you ever consider selling it?" Phantom took a closer look at the lost item. "You and your sister could have lived a normal life for a while. Looking back, that was the better choice."

"Mom only left us two pieces of jewelry: a necklace and an amulet. There won't be a third one."

"You keep saying that - but you regret not selling them?"

"Don't make small talk."

"Ha... I understand. You must remember what my sister said at that time: "You are a child blessed by the Mother Goddess. You can lead the clan to happiness. So always remember to protect yourself, and never resent pain and poverty."

The words are still fresh in your mind, right? You are a good kid, you will never forget them. So you will never forget how miserable her last moments were, how piercing her laughter was behind you... You ran away without looking back, and did what she said.

Tsk tsk…I will regret it for the rest of my life."

Gold Dust glared at Phantom, "That's enough... Don't you have anything else to talk about?"

[Please stop using the knife. Please stop using the knife.]

[The child was almost stabbed to death. ]

【There is thunder in the background music. 】

[My defense is broken! ]

[Fuck! These are words from the bottom of my heart! ]

[Can it not be so tragic? ]

-

The gold dust continued to move forward.

A child's voice came from not far away, "Sir... is that you? I heard the sound of leather shoes."

Gold Dust slowly came to the child and waved.

"I don't know why, sir, you always give me a special feeling... It makes me curious and eager to try. It's a pity that I didn't get to know you better. We should say goodbye. Did you have fun?"

Shajin smiled and said, "Are you... going back?"

"Well, I should go home. The sky is starting to get gloomy and it's going to rain, and I can't let anyone worry."

"Where is your home?"

"What a strange question. Home is where my father, mother, and sister are... right here in this dream."

Sha Jin said nothing and just stood there silently.

"This amusement park, this beautiful dream, is really peaceful. Everyone likes it. But sir, why don't you like it?"

"...because they're not here."

[The defense is broken, it is really broken. 】

【My hands are shaking.】

[Is this how Mihoyo’s character is created? ]

[The more harshly I scolded you before, the more miserable I cry now! ]

[Wow wow wow… A chef for the rooftop gold dust! Thank you! ]

-

"Then where are they?" Phantom walked over to the child.

Apparently, children can also see apparitions.

"Admit it, you're tired. We're all tired, so we're going to stay here, me... and him. Your "past"... and "future." "

At this moment, the subtitles finally gave the phantom a name - "Gold Dust".

"This is the greatest tribute we can pay to someone who is determined to die."

【6 Ah! 】

[This season is exclusive to Sha Jin, the contrast of the roles is so strong. ]

-

then.

The phantom "Gold Dust" made a long confession. He is the truest side of Gold Dust.

"You don't care who the real murderer is, and you are not interested in the so-called inheritance. You just want to be a fair company employee. You suffer everywhere in the family's territory, are put in hot shackles, and pushed to the center of the stage... and then become the "third victim" of this event.

This is not the first time... This is the way you are best at and the way you desire the most. This farce started with a "death" and will end with a "death".

It's impossible for a person to make only right decisions throughout his life...even though good luck is always on your side.

You always win, you never lose - but why you? Why... must it be you?

If the miracles of a lucky man are all based on the misfortunes of all the people he loves, or even more people... If every rain you bring never symbolizes the forgiveness and grace of the Mother Goddess, but is a meaningless death again and again... Then how many mistakes have you and I made to be born into this world?"

Shajin applied desolately, "Maybe when I reach that end, our confusion will be answered."

"Hmph... All right. I'll go ahead, my friend. I'll wait for you in front. In your final moments, say goodbye to this child properly. Do your best to die without regrets."

【So sweet! 】

[Indeed, I must go to my good friend's place to watch this episode. ]

[Shajin was very smart, and entered the game of Pinoconi by gambling his life. He was too tired, and death would be a relief. Moreover, as a senior executive of the company, his death would also give the company an excuse to investigate Pinoconi. If he were still alive, he would have made the right bet again.]

[Alas! You can see that I am having a myocardial infarction! ]

-

The little boy looked up at the gold dust and said, "Now... we are the only ones left. Can you take a picture for me? Just as a souvenir."

Gold Dust nodded, "Well, come on."

After taking the photo, he handed it to Kakavasia and said, "Next time when you take a photo, remember to look at the camera, your expression will be more natural."

"Yes, I will. So... sir, are you going back too?"

"I can't leave yet. I have a...performance here."

"Then let's go. I'll take you to the big stage."