I just want to die of old age

I was carrying a basket and my thoughts were drifting far away, when I happened to meet the team leader's daughter Yinhua picking grass for pigs.

"Su Zhiqing, why did you go to the mountains alone? You didn't go deep into the mountains, did you?" Yinhua asked worriedly.

I forced a faint smile out of concern for Yinhua and said calmly, "Don't worry, I can beat a wild boar with my bare hands."

"That's good. Some villagers went deep into the mountains and were attacked by a wild boar that suddenly appeared. Then something bad happened. Many rumors spread and no one dared to go in."

"Thank you for your reminder. I will pay more attention to it."

Yinhua is pretty and charming, a lovely and hardworking girl. She is now 17 years old. I heard that the captain's family is ready to find a partner for her.

Still a young girl, I was about to face the prospect of getting married and having children. I broke out in a cold sweat.

If it were modern times, they would still be in high school, doing all kinds of exercises and mock exams every day.

I felt pity for her and said, "Didn't you go to school?"

Yinhua said sadly: "I studied until junior high school and then dropped out."

"Do you want to continue studying?"

Yinhua's eyes lit up, and she said dejectedly, "I'm getting married soon, so I won't have this chance anymore."

I said seriously, "Yinhua, what's wrong with getting married? You should always improve yourself. Only in this way can you seize the opportunities in front of you. You see, many jobs in the city require academic qualifications. Generally, those with high school or college education will get better positions."

After listening to what I said, Yinhua felt like a new world had opened up. Everyone around her told her that she should marry into a good family and take care of her husband and children.

She has always loved reading, but there are many children in her family, including three younger siblings. When she was in junior high school, people in the village kept saying that girls didn't need to read so many books.

She was also affected and gradually felt that there was no need to study. She suppressed her sadness, dropped out of school and came back to take care of her younger siblings.

"Can I...really do it?" Yinhua was excited but hesitant, worried that her family would not agree.

"You can review your junior high school knowledge first and get a junior high school diploma. You can do it. If you don't understand something, you can ask me." I said firmly.

Yinhua nodded excitedly.

I said goodbye to her and went home. I was really not just making promises for her. I remember in the original book, there was a large recruitment in the county machinery factory in December of the second half of the year, and the requirement was a junior high school degree or above.

Yinhua is already in the third year of junior high school and her academic performance is quite good. Don’t miss this opportunity.

The captain's family is pretty nice, so I'll help them if I can. Besides, I'm usually more gentle and kind to cute girls.

As soon as Yinhua returned home, she told her parents about this matter. Aunt Gui directly refused: "You are going to get married soon, why do you still want to study?"

Team leader Wang Hongbing took a puff of his cigarette and asked, "What Su Zhiqing said does make sense."

Aunt Gui lowered her voice and said, "What's the good of studying? Look at the people in the cowshed, they are all intellectuals, but they are called stinking ninths."

Team leader Wang Hongbing is different from other team leaders in other places. He secretly respects intellectuals.

On the surface, he was strict and treated everyone equally, but he never made things difficult for them.

"Don't talk nonsense. If Yinhua wants to read, let her. Su Zhiqing is from the city, so what he says does make sense."

Seeing that Captain Wang Hongbing agreed, Aunt Gui did not refuse. She really hoped that she could find a job in the county.

Let her study, as long as it doesn’t affect things at home, it’s up to her.

After saying that, Yinhua went into the room and started studying seriously.

However, with just a few words from Su Zhiqing, Yinhua looked like she had gone crazy. It was really scary!

Of course I didn’t know what Aunt Gui thought of me. I just held the letter with a half-smile on my face.

I didn't expect to receive a letter from the Su family so soon.

I guess they were all scolding me. I gave a sly smile and thought smugly that it seemed they were quite angry.

Sure enough, the letter scolded me profusely, calling me selfish and an unfilial daughter, and blamed me for selling my job. What would happen to Su Jiawu if I lost my job? How could I become so selfish?

I muttered to myself: I've sold it, that's my job, why should I report it in advance? As for Su Jiawu, I'm not his parent, why should I care about him? Is he a blood-sucking worm that can't work?

Tsk tsk tsk, you're actually eyeing the money I make from selling my job, how shameless.

She said that if I gave her the money obediently, she would be willing to recognize me, otherwise the Su family would treat me as an irreplaceable daughter.

Coercion, inducement,

I don't care, I just want to cut off all ties with them. I'm not like the original owner who lacks love, I will wag my tail at them if they show me a little care.

Before, I was treated like a laborer and didn’t even have enough food to eat. Now that I have gone to the countryside, I am no longer a part of the society.

I didn't take revenge on them because of their blood relationship.

But can they be happy as a family without me? Not necessarily.

They are a group of selfish people who are not willing to suffer any loss. The Su family will be in trouble in the future.

Moreover, since Su Jiawu is unemployed, will he have to go to the countryside? I wonder whose job is better, Su's mother's.

Sophie was a thoughtful person and she was unwilling to go to the countryside just like that.

This time, the palms and backs of my hands are really all flesh,

Unfortunately, I can't see it.

I am now more than 1000 kilometers away from them, and with today's means of transportation, I may never see them again.

They can't bother me anymore.

I started twirling the pen, thinking about how to respond that would piss them off to death.

The letter stirred up some discord between them and added fuel to the fire. I sighed in my heart: I am such a good person!

You'd better confirm the job quickly, otherwise you will have to go to the countryside.

It's really hard to go to the countryside. I don't have enough food to eat and I don't have a good place to live. My skin has become a lot darker since I came here.

I glanced at my snow-white skin and continued to lie with my eyes open.

I have to do farm work under the scorching sun, and my hands are covered with blisters.

Unfortunately, I was not loved by my father and mother, and I was signed up to go to the countryside even though I had a job.

Your cruelty is unique.

I am extremely disappointed in you. I will no longer have any contact with you.

Just pretend that you don’t have a daughter like me. You don’t really care anyway.

As for money, I don’t have a penny, so don’t count on me.

Evil will be punished, you deserve it!

I hope you will be happy and have a loving father and filial son in the future.

So say farewell, and leave your daughter who is not meant to be with you.

I blew dry the handwriting on the paper and couldn't help but smile with pride. It was worthy of me to have such beautiful handwriting.

They will probably cry with joy when they see this.