The tyrant's mother was reborn, and all the civil and military officials cried with joy

Aunt Qin held Zhu Yue's hand and narrated, word by word, from her own perspective, what had happened during the years that Zhu Yue was away.

It was also because of today's words that Zhu Yue realized that when she was unaware, several children would go to her grave and cry whenever they were wronged. At that time, her soul remained in Rongyue Pavilion, and she didn't even notice these grievances.

By the time she was able to get back to her child, the child had already become a tyrant, and her daughter had become something she had never expected.

Originally, Zhu Yue thought that what she had missed was only time, but now, Zhu Yue understood that what she had missed was her life, her children's entire childhood and adolescence. No matter how helpless she was at the time, she always owed the children for this matter.

Late at night, the entire palace was quiet, but Zhu Yue couldn't sleep. She changed into a guard's uniform and slipped out quietly.

In her previous life, she always felt bored in the palace and would sneak away when no one was aware of it, but nine times out of ten she would be caught by the late emperor.

But things are different now. The late emperor has not returned, so no one will take her back with a cold face.

After leaving the palace, Zhu Yue thought about it and quietly returned to the Zhu family's old house. The Zhu family had already gone to Jiangnan a long time ago, but the old house was still there. It was just that it was bustling here before but now it was extremely deserted.

Zhu Yue stood at the door and looked at the growing crabapple tree. She couldn't describe the feeling in her heart. This crabapple tree was her favorite when she was a child because she could climb all the way outside along the tree. The first time she met her A Yan was when she climbed over the wall to go out. Now that she thought about it, a man like him probably had never seen a little girl as ignorant of the rules as her in his life!

Looking at the crabapple tree, Zhu Yue couldn't help but smile and climbed up the wall, just like she had done countless times when she was a child. It was a pity that this time no one would stop her, and there would be no scolding from her parents.

Sitting on the crabapple tree, Zhu Yue looked at the old house in front of her, which was exactly the same as before, and felt even more sad.

As a mother, she selfishly left her children to die. As a wife, she did not accompany him until the end. As a daughter, she did not provide for her parents until their death. Zhu Yue only had guilt in her heart. She seemed to be in a really bad state.

"Ayan, you know, I became the worst person after you left."

"Ayan, I'm so sad. I miss you so much. Did you see that? The children are all fine now, but I'm not fine. It's my fault. It's all my fault."

Zhu Yue leaned against the tree trunk, took out a jar of wine and took a sip.

In her previous life, Zhu Yue was happy every day, so she hoped that she could be sober every day and enjoy this sweetness and happiness soberly.

But since her rebirth, Zhu Yue has lived in guilt every day. She is unhappy and gradually falls in love with the feeling of drinking, because only by drinking can she feel no pain, and only by drinking can those memories that only she knows stop tearing her apart again and again.

"Ayan, did you see that? The moon is crescent today. It's not pretty. I remember it was round when I first saw you!"

"Woo woo, Ayan, look, after you left, I was left alone, and even the moon bullied me."

Zhu Yue drank and started to act unreasonable.

Qin Yan, who was on the other side of the wall, listened to every word she said and finally realized that the Ayan she was talking about was not herself, but her lover brother.

This realization made Qin Yan feel suffocated and short of breath. He was originally a very proud man. He finally fell in love with a woman. How could he tolerate himself becoming a so-called substitute?

Thinking of this, Qin Yan tapped his toes lightly and landed directly on the tree, then sat next to Zhu Yue.

"Ugh! Who is it?"

Zhu Yue was startled by the sudden figure, but when she looked closely and saw the face, she burst into tears.

"I knew it. You don't want to leave me here alone. You miss me too, right?"

"Ayan, wuwu, my Ayan, I miss you so much, I really miss you so much!"

Zhu Yue hugged Qin Yan and cried without any manner.

But Qin Yan was a little annoyed. He grabbed her by the back of her neck and asked her to see him clearly: "Who am I? Look carefully, who am I?"

"Hmm?" Zhu Yue's eyes were confused for a moment, and then she broke free from Qin Yan's arms and shook her head: "No, you are not my Ayan, you are the hateful Qin Yan!"

"Although you two look exactly the same, my Ayan is not that bad. He treats me the best. You are a bad person, a bad person!" Zhu Yue said, reaching out to pull Qin Yan's hair.

She grabbed his hair rudely and warned him fiercely: "Qin Yan, young minister, I'm telling you, don't think I don't know your little thoughts. I'm warning you, this kingdom belongs to the Xiao family, and this is what my Ayan left for Zheng'er. If you dare to mess around, I will kill you!"

"The country is mine, and you are mine too. You can't act rashly, understand?" Zhu Yue's threat soon lost its deterrent effect, and she slowly let go of Qin Yan's hand.

Although the moon is crescent, it is still bright.

Zhu Yue just stared at Qin Yan and suddenly smiled: "What should I do? Your mouth looks so kissable."

what?

Qin Yan didn't even have time to react to what was happening before Zhu Yue kissed him hard without any hesitation.

"You, you are so outrageous, do you know who you are kissing?"

Qin Yan was very angry and struggled to push Zhu Yue away.

He didn't mind intimate actions, but he had to know clearly who Zhu Yue was thinking about when she kissed him!

He would never be anyone's substitute! Nor would he allow her to take advantage of him for no apparent reason.

"What's wrong? I'm kissing you, so you can kiss me, but I can't kiss you!"

"You said so, if you want to kiss me, just do it!"

As Zhu Yue spoke, her hands continued to draw circles on his chest.

Being drunk, Zhu Yue could no longer distinguish between dreams and reality.

She only knew that this feeling was only given to her by Ayan, so she immersed herself in it.

"Zhu Yue, are you crazy?"

Qin Yan grabbed her rebellious hand and growled in silence.

Zhu Yue waved her hands irritably and jumped down from the tree: "You talk too much nonsense, oops!"

The next second, Zhu Yue fell to the ground magnificently, prostrating herself on the ground, with her head hitting the grass and a mouthful of mud.

"Sure enough, my father is right. If you climb a tree, you will fall down."