If you are asked to be a professional bootlicker, you will turn the goddess into a clown?

Zhang Yang wiped the beads of sweat from his forehead and looked carefully at several aisles. Lin Xiaowan and the blonde girl were no longer there.

He then breathed a sigh of relief. It was a close call and it seemed that Venus would not hit the Earth today.

But it was really strange just now, why didn't she say hello to me?

By the way, I am her dog. How could a goddess-level beauty like Lin Xiaowan greet her dog outside?

How would she introduce him to her foreign friends? This is my licking dog Zhang Yang? It's impossible to even think about it.

It’s better not to think too much about it. You are just a professional bootlicker who gets paid to do things. It’s normal to be despised like this. Just keep a calm mind.

He calmed himself down, picked up a basket, put two bottles of seasoning in it, then walked to the shelf where the cups were placed and began to pretend to choose cups.

Two minutes later, Su Rui also came to the shelf. She saw Zhang Yang struggling over a few cups and couldn't help laughing: "Why, buying a few cups makes you so entangled?"

Zhang Yang frowned and said, "I can just buy the oil, salt, sauce and vinegar according to the brands at home, but I can't find the same style of cups, so I can only wait for you to decide together."

Having lived in her house for three months, Su Qing often made a mess at home, and in the end it was always up to him, a bootlicker, to clean it up. Naturally, he had to go in and out of the kitchen, and he had seen so many seasonings that he naturally memorized them.

Su Rui bit her lip. She didn't expect that he had memorized all the brands of oil, salt, sauce and vinegar at home. Was there any need to say what this was hinting at?

She glanced at Zhang Yang dimly and said, "If there is no similar model, then it is up to you to buy a new one and replace the original one."

Zhang Yang was shocked. Could it be another life-threatening question? A woman with such a strong desire for control actually let him choose?

Can I choose by myself? Of course not. Just like the dishes last time, no matter what I choose, it’s a dead end. But I can’t buy all the cups, right?

He thought for a moment and put the cup back, saying gently, "Didn't I tell you last time to drink less? We won't use the cups very often in our house, so I think we should not waste the money on it."

Unexpectedly, he has already started to plan carefully for his life, and Su Rui felt even more secretly delighted.

Her body involuntarily moved a little closer to Zhang Yang, but she still pretended to be reserved and said, "If you don't want to buy it, then don't buy it. Let's go back."

Although her tone of voice remained dull, there was a gleam of light in her eyes when she looked at Zhang Yang.

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"Lin, what is your relationship with that boy?" Looking at Lin Xiaowan driving, Jian asked in Mandarin with a strong British accent.

Lin Xiaowan's heart trembled slightly, even her hands holding the steering wheel shook, and the whole car almost went out of control.

She didn't answer Jane's words, but drove the car to the side of the road and slowly stopped, then leaned her head on the sofa, looking tired.

This was not the first time Jane asked her this kind of question. At the moment, she felt very tired, even more tired than after performing several operations in a row.

Jane is the person who knows her best and knows the reason for her fatigue. In fact, even if she didn't ask, this question would still bother Lin Xiaowan for many years.

She grabbed Lin Xiaowan's hand and said, "You know it's impossible for you and a boy to be together, right?"

Lin Xiaowan took off her gold-rimmed glasses from her nose and rubbed her eyebrows.

Somehow, this sentence reminded her of the fun she had with Zhang Yang on the beach that night, and the live-action chicken game they played together.

Although these times were short, they were happy ones and long enough for her to recall them over and over again.

Is it really impossible for me and a boy to be together? Lin Xiaowan kept asking herself this question in her mind.

She has asked herself this question for many years, but she always gets the answer she dares not face: Impossible is impossible.

Jane took her other hand and said gently, "You know we are the ones who can be together. For you, I can do anything."

That's right, Jane would do anything for her. She would come from the other side of the earth for her, give up everything for her, and even learn Mandarin for her.

They had been happy together, and could even be said to have loved each other, but that was all in the past.

A voice inside Lin Xiaowan's body was telling her that this was not what she wanted, but what could she do?

In the UK and China, there have been men who made her fall in love with them, but without exception, they were not able to stay with her in the end.

Her family is very traditional and cannot understand her. Her father even wants to disown her because of this. She is extremely distressed, but she just can't do it.

Jane is the only one who understands her and is always willing to protect her, but she is more like her good friend than someone she can love.

This double pain became more and more obvious as time went by, and she even began to doubt her life.

She didn't know what Zhang Yang's appearance meant to her, and she just wanted to try it out of curiosity.

He was just a sunny and handsome boy. Lin Xiaowan had seen many men more attractive than him, but she was attracted to him.

She likes Zhang Yang's sunshine, likes him joking with her, and even likes clothes that have his scent on them. She still can't bear to wash the clothes she wore last time.

But what can you do if you like someone? The love between a man and a woman will eventually come to that point.

She studied medicine and she knows very well that the feelings between men and women are the effect of pheromones on the body. God has given you so many wonderful feelings so that men and women can reach that step.

No matter how well they got along before, she couldn't do it at that point.

She wasn't just cold in that aspect, but she was completely incapable of taking that step, which was worse than being cold.

For her, it is even harder than scoring a goal for the Chinese national football team.

Sometimes she even thought, how great it would be if her problem was a tumor in her brain. In that case, she would even dare to perform a craniotomy on herself and completely remove it!

She secretly studied this question many times, but could not find an answer. In the end, she could only blame it on being a lesbian.

At this moment, Jane's hand tightly held Lin Xiaowan's hand, and cast a tender look at her: "Lin, let's stay together forever, okay?"

Jane's Chinese level has improved again. She doesn't have many Chinese friends in the UK, but he can use idioms so well. They must have learned them for her.

She really cares about me so much that it is hard for me to refuse her.

However, at this moment, Lin Xiaowan only felt that the temperature from the hand holding her was cold, and she missed the warmth of Zhang Yang's clothes!