Fall: Rebirth

Dear friends:

First of all, I want to express my sincerest apologies to you with a feeling of great guilt! I know that my failure to keep my promise has brought disappointment to everyone, and the self-blame in my heart is like a cloud of haze that will not dissipate for a long time.

My work was very busy and stressful. My health has been deteriorating rapidly these days, as if I was hit by a sudden storm. I lost my energy and rhythm instantly. This abominable disease is like a cunning enemy. It not only tortures my body and mind, but also seriously disrupts my life, especially affecting my plan to update chapters for you. This really annoys me.

Due to my physical discomfort, I was unable to update the chapters on time as agreed. Whenever I think of this, my heart feels like being pierced by countless sharp thorns, and I am filled with deep self-blame. I understand that everyone has been looking forward to the new content, but I have not been able to meet your expectations, leaving you in a long wait. But please believe that I have never been lazy in the slightest.

Next, I have made a comprehensive plan for the subsequent work. I am determined to start from the first chapter, and re-sort and adjust it meticulously. Every word, every sentence, and every paragraph must be carefully crafted, and no details that may affect the reading experience will be missed. I hope that the whole article will flow smoothly in your hearts like a clear stream without any obstacles, bringing you spiritual comfort and pleasure.

However, fate seemed to want to give me more tests. During this difficult process, I encountered a major setback and accidentally lost tens of thousands of words of chapter content. At that moment, my world seemed to fall into endless darkness, and the despair and helplessness in my heart almost swallowed me up.

But I know that I can't be defeated so easily. I must cheer up tenaciously. Although it will be an extremely difficult task to make up for these tens of thousands of words, which will take a lot of time and energy, I have made full preparations. Even if I have to deal with busy work, family chores and various unexpected situations every day, even if I can only squeeze out limited time from the gaps, I will never back down.

Recently, I have been so busy that I am like a spinning top. The pressure from work is overwhelming, the trivial matters at home are intertwined, and all kinds of unexpected situations come one after another, which makes my every day so full that I can hardly breathe. But even so, I will not forget my promise to you, and I will not give up my love and persistence for this article.

So, dear friends, please don't be anxious. I know the waiting process may be a little long and may make you feel a little disappointed, but please believe that I am doing my best. I will carefully sort out the article from the beginning and use my hard work and efforts to present you a more exciting and perfect work.

I hope you can give me more time, more understanding and tolerance. I believe that with our common persistence and expectation, this article will eventually be presented to you in the best possible way.

Once again, I would like to express my deepest apologies to everyone and thank you for your continued support and companionship!

[Ningbo]

[2024 11, 17]