She is a real daughter. She relies on eavesdropping on people's thoughts and killing people ran

only………

Shen Yelin's eyes were suddenly filled with guilt.

I failed to protect your mother...

Yunyun, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If I had noticed Luo Mingjian's little trick earlier, if I had stopped her directly, your mother might not have died.

Yunyun, whether you blame me or resent me, I accept it, because it was indeed my fault that your mother was harmed by them.

It was me who caused you to lose your mother.

I know you will hate me, and I can accept that.

But the only thing I can't accept is that you draw a line between us.

Shen Yelin withdrew his hand that was touching Luo Xueyun. He was now a little afraid to face Luo Xueyun who was about to wake up.

For the first time, he felt fear in his heart.

His hands and body were actually trembling a little. Shen Yelin himself was surprised by this reaction.

What he fears most now is losing Luo Xueyun.

He himself was very clear about this.

He was sitting beside the bed, his eyes filled with many complex emotions, looking at Luo Xueyun who was lying on the bed.

Shen Yelin is in great pain right now.

He didn't know what Luo Xueyun would look like when she woke up, and he didn't know whether she would leave him because of this.

He was even less sure about his position in her heart.

Even though he could hear her inner voice, he always felt that he still couldn't see her true heart.

He knew that she approached him in the beginning because something called the system forced her to approach him and make him fall in love with her.

To make his love for her reach a certain level.

So for such a long time, he had been restraining his feelings for her and suppressing all these emotions deep in his heart.

He was afraid that once the so-called value was reached, she would turn around and leave him.

If she could keep the value low, she would be able to stay with him for a long time.

Although I don't know how long she can stay with me, at least she won't leave now.

But Liu Xiaoxi's death made Shen Yelin completely panicked.

He saw Luo Xueyun's love and dependence on Liu Xiaoxi.

He also knew her character.

If she doesn't want to do something, no one can force her. Even if the system threatens her and forces her to get close to him, she would rather die than agree.

Shen Yelin couldn't help but take a deep breath. He had only known the little girl in front of him for a few days, so why was he so attached to and fond of her?

Recalling the first time they met and heard her inner voice, he was attracted by her vivid soul and voice.

She made it impossible for him to take his eyes off her.

This was the first time he had ever felt this way.

From then on, his whole heart was drawn to her.

The originally dim world also had a little light.

Even though he later realized that she approached him for a purpose.

But he still liked her very much.

Because he could hear her inner voice, and her inner voice told him that she didn't hate him, and even liked him a little.

The only thing that made Shen Yelin unsure was whether her liking for him was just a whim or real love.

This was something he couldn't be sure of even if he could eavesdrop on her thoughts.

During this period of time, because of Luo Xueyun's presence, he felt like he was alive.

I laughed many times more than before.

She brought all of this.

His world will become bright because of her arrival, and will become dim because of her departure.

Therefore, when faced with the possibility of losing her, Shen Ye Lin simply could not bear her leaving.

If she really left, he thought, he would probably go crazy.

A breeze blew in from the window, gently blowing the corners of Shen Yelin's clothes.

He slowly turned his head and looked out the window. The sunlight was like a veil shining in the empty courtyard.

"The weather is nice today." When he said this, the expression on his face and the words he said were two completely different moods.

"Well, the weather is really good today." Luo Xueyun's voice suddenly rang out.

Shen Ye Lin's whole body stiffened for a moment, and he turned his head in a daze to look at Luo Xueyun lying on the bed.

"You...are awake." Shen Yelin's eyes were evasive, not daring to look directly at Luo Xueyun.

He felt a little guilty, but more of it was remorse and self-blame.

Luo Xueyun responded softly: "Yeah."

Shen Yelin opened his mouth slightly and wanted to say something, but when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say anything. It seemed that something was blocking his throat, making him feel uncomfortable and helpless.

Luo Xueyun stood up and leaned against the head of the bed. She turned to look at Shen Yelin, whose face was full of guilt.

"My mother's death has nothing to do with you."

"You don't need to blame yourself or feel guilty."

Shen Yelin's eyes trembled violently, he raised his eyes to look at Luo Xueyun: "But if I..."

Luo Xueyun didn't give Shen Yelin a chance to finish his words: "Even if you stop my mother, she will never give up her inner thoughts because of your stop."

"Even if you stopped her, she was unable to see Luo Ming for the last time before he died."

"She will be unhappy all her life."

“I don’t want to see this kind of ending.”

"It's better to die than to be depressed and unhappy all my life."

"My mother said that she would let go of this relationship, but love is something that is easy to pick up but difficult to let go of."

"Luo Mingjian is the person she has loved deeply for more than ten years, and he is also the person who has spoiled her for more than ten years."

"How many decades can a person have? How many decades can a person be pampered all the time?"

"When she found out that she was just being used, the torment she went through was beyond our imagination."

"What she wanted, what she wanted to question, was just for him to respond to how much of his love for her was real and fake over the past ten years."

"You all may have told her that getting close to Luo Mingjian would be dangerous, and she might even die."

"But she's betting that he won't kill her."

"She bet that she still had a place in his heart."

"Even if she herself doesn't want to admit that this is her true inner thought, as her daughter, I know her thoughts very well."

"All she wanted from the beginning to the end was a choice and an answer from him."

"This is a response to her 16-year-long relationship."

"I respect her choice."

"Originally, this is also a gamble. It's either life or death. No one can stop it."

"But I still don't understand what love is. Why does it have such a strong charm that can make people risk their lives for it."

Luo Xueyun looked at Shen Yelin, tears falling from her eyes: "Shen Yelin, tell me, what is love?"

Shen Ye Lin raised his hand and carefully wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. He was a little at a loss when facing Luo Xueyun like this.

He didn't know how to comfort her, didn't know what to say to make her feel better.

Suddenly he thought of something. Luo Xueyun had said before that whenever she was in a bad mood, she would eat sweet things, and she would feel much better after eating them.

So Shen Ye Lin always carried candies with him, for fear that she would be unhappy. He could eat a candy and regain his energy.

Shen Yelin took out a candy and handed it to Luo Xueyun.

When Luo Xueyun saw the candy that Shen Yelin handed over, she was dazzled for a moment and actually mistook Shen Yelin for her mother.

But after her vision returned to normal and she saw clearly that the person in front of her was not Liu Xiaoxi but Shen Yelin, Luo Xueyun cried even louder.

Shen Yelin was so panicked that the candy in his hand fell to the ground. He didn't know why she cried even louder.

It was at this time that Luo Xueyun's tearful voice rang out.

[Mother, Yunyun knows that you have your own thoughts and the truth that you must know.]

[I tried to accept all this and stay calm...]

[But why does my chest still hurt so much that it feels like the air I breathe in is like a knife? ]

[Mom, I miss you so much. I want you to hug me, feed me candy, see you smile, and be pampered by you all the time.]

【This is the feeling of being loved that I have never experienced before. 】

[During the time I was with you, I seemed to understand what love is, but why did fate play such a trick on me? ]

[When I just understood what love was, you took you away from me. 】

【Why are you so cruel to me? 】

[Why is it that everyone can’t escape the word love? What exactly is love? ]

【Why can’t I understand it at all? 】

The next second, Luo Xueyun was embraced in a warm embrace.

Her eyes trembled slightly.

When she came to her senses, she found that Shen Yelin was hugging her tightly.

Such warmth made Luo Xueyun feel even more uncomfortable, and countless grievances in her heart surged to her mind.

She could no longer control her inner feelings and started to burst into tears.

Shen Yelin listened to her heart-wrenching cry and felt uncomfortable in his heart.

He kept whispering, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault..."

When Luo Xueyun's crying gradually subsided, she heard what Shen Yelin was muttering.

She didn't know why, but seeing his guilty and self-blaming look, she felt a little bit reluctant and distressed.

She slowly raised her hands and hugged him as he hugged her.

At that moment, Luo Xueyun clearly felt his body stiffen.

His voice also stopped.

Shen Yelin: "Yunyun?"

After a long while, Luo Xueyun slowly spoke: "Shen Yelin, my mother's affairs are none of your business."

"I never blamed you."

"Don't blame my mother's death on yourself."

"If you want to blame someone, blame Xu Donghua."

"If it wasn't for Xu Donghua's instigation, with Luo Mingjian's courage and his feelings for my mother, he would never have killed my mother."

"So, this matter is not your fault, Shen Yelin."

"You've done a great job."

"So, can you please let yourself go and stop trapping yourself in this matter?"

The wind, with a hint of warmth, blew the hair on his forehead and seemed to blow into the softest place in his heart.

His lips moved slightly, and he buried his head in her arms: "Will you leave me because of this?"

Luo Xueyun didn't expect Shen Yelin to ask this. She was slightly startled, but soon her eyes were replaced by a touch of tenderness: "Where can I go?"

Shen Yelin: "Go back to Liu's house."

Luo Xueyun: "The Liu family is not my home. Only being with you is my home."

Shen Yelin looked up suddenly, his eyes filled with surprise and burning emotions, and his heart was pounding at this moment.

It felt like my heart would jump out of my body in the next second.

Shen Yelin couldn't believe it: "You, what did you just say?"

Luo Xueyun smiled. Although her smile was still mixed with tears, in Shen Yelin's eyes, she always looked the most beautiful at any time.

"I said, only by your side is my destiny."

"So, I'm sorry to bother you in the coming days."

Shen Yelin nodded excitedly, but soon realized that he was too excited. He coughed lightly and forcibly suppressed his inner feelings: "Yeah."

Then Shen Yelin said, "I have sent someone to the Liu family to tell them what happened."

"The Liu family wants to take you back. If you..."

Luo Xueyun: "Brother Shen, do you want to chase me away?"

Shen Yelin hurriedly explained: "No, I didn't mean that. I was just afraid that you might want to return to the Liu family, so..."

Luo Xueyun: "Nothing. Since I've already said I'll stay here, I won't go there."

"Unless you want to drive me away."

Shen Yelin panicked: "Why would I chase you away? I would chase anyone away but not you."

Luo Xueyun then smiled again: "That's more like it."

Shen Ye Lin felt relieved when he saw her smile.

"Want to go get something to eat?"

Luo Xueyun rubbed her hungry stomach and wiped the tears from her face: "Eat! When you are a human, rice is like steel. You can't live without food."

Shen Yelin: "Then I'll ask the kitchen to make your favorite meal."

Luo Xueyun: "Okay."

After Shen Yelin left, Luo Xueyun shrank back into the quilt.

She took a deep breath, patted her face, and whispered to herself: "Luo Xueyun, Luo Xueyun, you can't always be immersed in sadness."

"Cheer up, mother doesn't want to see you like this."

"Only when you are happy will mother feel at ease."

Thinking of this, Luo Xueyun crawled out from under the quilt again. Having experienced too many separations and deaths in the past, Luo Xueyun's ability to withstand stress and adaptability are many times stronger than ordinary people.

She will also have strong self-regulation abilities.

When Shen Yelin came back from outside, he saw Luo Xueyun who had tidied up and was sitting at the desk. There was some surprise in his eyes.

When he left, she looked very sad. He was only away for a short while, but her mood was so good.

Shen Yelin looked at her with deep heartache in his eyes, and her strength made him feel distressed.

If possible, he actually hopes that Luo Xueyun would not be so stubborn, but this kind of character also makes her such a unique person.

Soon, a faint smile appeared on Shen Yelin's lips: "Let's go, we're going to have dinner."