Reforming a suffocating marriage: a bondage or happiness?

Bai Jun really didn't want to point out Kangzi's attention to Shi Xin.

But he watched Kangzi grow up, and he didn't want him to have any unsolvable knot in his heart.

He said, "Shi Xin is like the stars in the sky, and you are a stone on the ground. You can't reach her."

"I... I didn't. I just saw that it wasn't easy for a girl like her to join the army. She was so small, and I was worried that she would get tired or hungry, so I wanted to take better care of her. Besides, she's two years older than me..."

The more Kangzi spoke, the quieter his voice became.

It seems that even I can't convince myself.

After a long while, he asked blankly, "Lao Bai, are you saying that I like Shi Xin?

But she is older than me, and I don’t think of her as a woman. I just want to take care of her more, nothing else.”

Even though he already had that, he never considered Shi Xin as a partner.

I felt like thinking of her like that was a blasphemy to her.

Bai Jun sighed and said, “Kangzi, you are still young.

You rarely see women in the army, so it's normal to have these thoughts when you meet the first woman of your age, but we have to be self-aware, do you understand? "

After Bai Jun finished speaking, he patted his shoulder and left.

Kangzi was left standing there in a daze.

He said softly, "I know myself well. I am willing to take care of her and do things for her. I will go and do things for her now."

As he spoke, he went to look for Shi Yu and Jiang Lingyun.

Urge them to apply to return to the rear cities for recuperation as soon as possible.

This is what Shi Xin told him.

So that night, before breaking camp, Kangzi came to Shi Xin and said, "I saw them both write their names on the return-to-city form, I saw them both get on the car, and I saw the car leave. Don't worry, they're all gone."

Shi Xin felt relieved when he heard Kangzi say this.

Since she didn't plan to waste time on Jiang Lingyun, she wanted to send Shi Yu away as well.

During the time he returns to the city to recuperate, I hope he can find me a wife and have a child.

In this way, Shi's father and mother will feel at ease letting them go to the battlefield, and their Shi family will not be left behind accidentally.

The troops left overnight.

To be honest, Shi Xin really admires this marching speed.

The whole journey depends on bus No. 11.

Twenty-five thousand miles is not just talk.

The team walked from darkness to dawn, and then to darkness again.

During the journey, we only stopped to rest for a few minutes before setting off again.

Shi Xin also went to check on Leader Zhou's condition again.

He was so hungry that he had no energy at all.

But he still recognized Shi Xin.

While talking to her, Shi Xin pierced him again.

This time, not as much green liquid was released as last time.

He fainted from the pain when he saw people.

Shi Xin gave the patient another injection of antibiotics.

When she came out, she asked the family to take good care of the patient and said that she would visit him again tomorrow.

Sister Deng held Shi Xin's hand and thanked her profusely.

"Thank you, Xiaoshixin. Aren't your parents worried about you joining the army at such a young age?"

Shi Xin scratched his face and said with a smile: "I left a letter to find my brother. He is also in this unit, but when I found him, he was seriously injured. Yesterday I asked him to apply to return to the rear city to recuperate.

From now on, my brother will take care of my parents until they die."

Shi Xin laughed heartlessly.

Sister Deng caressed Shi Xin's cheek lovingly, a trace of pain flashing across her eyes. She sighed and said, "If my child could be born, it would be almost as old as you."

Shi Xin paused.

How difficult is it to give birth to and raise a child on the battlefield?

I didn’t expect that the woman who took such good care of her husband would have such a sad past.

Shi Xin was walking on the way back, his mind full of thoughts.

She couldn't walk with Jiang Lingyun anymore.

Even when they were walking together, she didn't dare to joke about her illness.

Under such difficult conditions, she became pregnant and gave birth to a child.

She didn't have the ability to raise a child in the Long March.

But Sister Deng and other women who participated in the Long March had different selfish ideas from Shi Xin.

They remain resilient during difficult times.

Not only a warrior, but also a mother.