Quickly wear it and give the affectionate male protagonist a home

But whenever I thought about falling in love, Lin Yi's face would unconsciously appear in my mind.

Especially when he saw his eyes drooping and his head hanging down, his heart would ache unconsciously. It seemed that his heart had been hanging on Lin Yi from the beginning to the end, and it had never changed.

He would be happy when Lin Yi was happy, and sad when he was sad.

There were several times when Xu Jinnian even wanted to hug him tightly, even if it was just to indulge in the beauty of that moment.

But he knew that he couldn't be so selfish.

As Gu Wei said, he was already dirty and was not worthy of entering Lin Yi's world.

He deserves better.

After applying the medicine, Xu Jinnian looked in the mirror. After making sure that he could not see anything, he went to the bar according to the address provided by Qi Xin.

Qi Xin learned from Lin Yi that Xu Jinnian had experienced a lot of things today, but Lin Yi did not say the details.

Qi Xin thought that a noisy bar was not suitable for healing. So he chose a quiet bar through a friend's recommendation and waited in the store early.

At about ten o'clock, Xu Jinnian appeared in Qing Bar wearing a camel windbreaker.

He stood out in the crowd. Qi Xin recognized him at a glance and waved at him. "This way."

Xu Jinnian listened to the voice and looked for someone. After seeing Qi Xin, he sat down opposite him.

"I've ordered it for you." Qi Xin opened a bottle of beer and handed it over. Xu Jinnian didn't say anything, picked up the beer and drank it all.

"Even if it's beer, you don't have to drink it so fast. Drink it slowly."

Qi Xin opened another bottle. This time, Xu Jinnian still did not listen to Qi Xin. He drank the whole bottle in one gulp and let the low-alcohol liquor mess up his fluctuating emotions.

"Hey, why are you doing this?" Qi Xin looked at him for a few times, and when he got closer, he saw that the left side of his face was swollen than the right side.

He was slightly surprised, and then asked angrily: "Were you beaten by Lin Yi?"

No wonder Lin Yi on the other end of the phone kept hesitating and refused to tell him the truth. It turned out that it was because Lin Yi had attacked Xu Jinnian.

Even if Qi Xin ate Lin Yi's food and received a lot of benefits from him, he would not choose to forgive Lin Yi just because Xu Jinnian was injured.

He grabbed Xu Jinnian's wrist, stood up and was about to pull him towards the door. "Come on, I'll take you to argue with him."

"It's not him." Xu Jinnian lowered his head, tears sliding down from the corners of his eyes, splashing onto the table.

"It has nothing to do with him."

"Jinnian, you don't have to defend him."

Qi Xin was furious and spoke louder.

"I've seen how you've been through all these years, and it hurts my heart. I've advised you more than once to give up on him. You said yes, but in your heart you're unwilling to let go?"

lay down?

It's easier said than done.

Xu Jinnian pulled him back to his seat, then opened a bottle of wine and drank it in sips.

He always wanted to drown his sorrows in alcohol, but his sorrows did not go away. Instead, they left scars on his heart one after another.

"I like him."

Under the influence of alcohol, he said what he had always wanted to say in his heart.

"Qi Xin, I like him."

It’s because I like it that I haven’t wanted to let it go for so many years.

Even if life was difficult, as long as he thought of Lin Yi's bright smile, he would no longer be angry.

In order for him to stay in City A, I also gave up the opportunity to study in a big company.

He even always fantasized about having a home with Lin Yi, so even though the house price was expensive, he still gritted his teeth and bought it.

He personally selected the decoration materials, worked hard to save money, and decorated the house bit by bit to the way he wanted it.

He fantasizes that one day, Lin Yi will come back from abroad, squeeze into his dark world little by little, and illuminate his future life.

Now, he's back.

But he was not worthy of him.

Tears kept falling, Xu Jinnian pulled a tissue from the table to block his tear ducts and let his vision blur.

"Qi Xin, what do you think I should do?"

"What should I do? What on earth have you been through?"

Qi Xin rarely saw Xu Jinnian collapse, and he couldn't help but feel distressed when he saw him so sad.

"Just tell me what's going on, and I'll keep it a secret for you."

"I"

Xu Jinnian wanted to say something but stopped himself. His heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a huge hand, and dull pain came from all directions.

He lowered his eyebrows, endured the pain, and said: "When Gu Wei violated me, Lin Yi saw me."

what!

What kind of Shura field is this? He has never seen it before.

Qi Xin suppressed the disbelief in his eyes and said, "So, you really did it in front of Lin Yi?"

"No."

Xu Jinnian eagerly retorted, but when he thought of the scene when Lin Yi broke in and saw him in dishevel, he felt that what he saw was what he got.

Even if he couldn't defend himself, in his eyes he was the one who betrayed him.

"I'm sorry for him."

Xu Jinnian drank another glass of wine, letting the alcohol burn his stomach, releasing the pain to the extreme in the dark night.

"Gu Wei is right. I'm already dirty. I'm not worthy of him."

"Don't drink anymore." Qi Xin was confused. He grabbed his hand and stopped him from drinking any more. "Tell me, it was Gu Wei who forced you. He really did something worse than an animal to you, right?"

"It didn't work out."

What's the point of saying that it didn't work? This is not an invasion at all. It's just an act of violence at best.

"Did Lin Yi say anything to you afterwards?"

He said nothing, and he even wanted to apologize to himself.

But he was not the one who violated him, so why should he apologize?

His apology only made Xu Jinnian feel more guilty. Someone like him who had been trampled into the mud a long time ago should not have any feelings.

In the past, he could rely on the debt to force Lin Yi to stay.

He is now useless. There is no excuse to keep him.

"Dude, you're overthinking it. You and Gu Wei are both men, even if you really do something..."

"No."

"I know there is none, and Lin Yi knows it too."

"he does not know."

Qi Xin was completely speechless. "What do you want to say? You are dirty and unworthy of Lin Yi. So you plan to deal with your private affairs with Gu Wei and leave this sad place?"

Seeing that Xu Jinnian did not deny it, Qi Xin knew that his guesses were correct.

He laughed out of anger. "You are a lawyer, not a mute. You have a mouth for speaking, not just for eating."

"Listen to me, call Lin Yi right now. Ask him if he minds that Gu Wei touched you."

“No touch!”

Xu Jinnian's eyes were slightly red, and he tried his best to deny what Gu Wei had done to him.

"Then why are you worried? Are you afraid that he won't believe you or something?

To put it another way, even if Gu Wei had sex with you, it's not like you two grown men would get pregnant.

Don't act like a virgin and threaten to die.

After washing, he is a brave man again! "