If you want a husband, you have to fight for it.

Love?

It is because of the lack of love that everything has a reasonable explanation.

Why did she marry him?

Why can I marry someone like him without any regrets?

Why is she always so calm and composed when dealing with him?

Even when he got angry with her at that time, she didn't take it to heart at all.

In the darkness, Xu Muyu's voice was unusually calm.

He looked at her and said, "If it wasn't me you were marrying, you would have married him, right?"

"Because you don't love, because you don't care."

He no longer had the sweetness he had more than ten minutes ago, just like when she first came here, the tone of his voice was distant, which he didn't even notice.

Guan Chuncao put her hand on the switch, but couldn't press it.

Perhaps she was afraid that after turning on the switch, what she would see would not be the eyes full of love, or the face full of expectations for her.

"You, why do you suddenly ask this?"

Her voice also became dry.

Xu Muyu's eyes were particularly bright in the darkness: "It's not sudden, it's that the problem has always been there."

Just waiting for the right time to be revealed.

I didn't pay much attention to it before because everything was going too smoothly.

Their relationship, their life, everything went so smoothly that many problems were overlooked.

It’s just that these problems have been covered up until now, and have only been revealed today.

"I always wonder why you would marry me."

It was impossible to tell what emotion was in Xu Muyu's voice: "Why did you marry someone like me?"

"My legs are useless, I am not valued by my family, and I don't have any friends around me."

"I'm not worth marrying."

She said over and over again that he was worth it, that he had a handsome face, a good family background, and that he was rich, and that marrying him would be a good idea.

"But why?"

Xu Muyu couldn't understand: "Wanting, why are you so nice to me?"

Why don't you mind his body or his person?

Why did she treat him like an acquaintance the first time they met, without any barriers at all?

She never treated him coldly, she didn't mind his legs or his temper.

Even though he was often angry with her, she never took it to heart.

To him, she could be said to be hardworking and never complaining.

They have obviously never met each other and have never interacted with each other, right?

Why on earth did she treat me so sincerely the first time we met?

What is there about him that is worthy of his sincerity towards her?

Getting a marriage certificate just by meeting once?

Because of their marriage relationship which couldn't be more unfamiliar?

"I didn't understand it before, but now I may understand it."

He tried to see her expression in the dark: "Because you don't love me."

"You don't love me, so it doesn't matter to you who you marry."

"It's all the same to you. No matter if that person is injured or not, no matter if that person is poor or not, and no matter how that person treats you, you don't care and spend the rest of your life with him."

"It makes no difference to you who you marry."

"You don't love, so for you, the 'person' you want to marry doesn't matter if it's me or someone else."

"If I don't love you, I don't care."

Only when you don't love someone can you treat him/her without any grudges.

No matter whether he is good or bad, no matter his background, appearance or character.

Xu Muyu never called her by her name, but tonight, he kept calling her by her name.

He looked at the person standing there and finally asked, "Wanting, you don't love me, right?"

It is both a question and an affirmative sentence.

You don't love me, and you'll never love anyone else.

This is the point that Chenshe was talking about.

That's the point he couldn't figure out.

Wan Chuncao could no longer remember how she got back downstairs.

She only remembered that in the darkness, he turned his back and murmured, "It's okay if the person you want to marry is not me, right?"

Lying on the familiar bed again after eight days, Wan Chuncao could never have imagined that the situation would be like this.

Xu Muyu is not around.

Xu Muyu is not around. She has already returned and he is also in this house. Why did it turn out like this?

The two of them were supposed to lie together tonight and talk about their respective lives during the days they were apart, and how much she missed him and wanted to see him after they separated.

But how could this happen? How could it happen so suddenly?

Guan Chuncao pulled the quilt over her head to stop the sour and bitter feeling that was rising up.

Doesn't she love him?

Why didn't she answer immediately when he asked her if the person she wanted to marry was not him?

And why didn't you refute him after he said those things, why didn't you say anything?

Love?

Does she love him?

Doesn't she love him?

……

There was no more sound downstairs, and Xu Muyu finally closed his eyes tiredly.

He couldn't keep his eyes open, because when he did, all he saw was her dazed expression.

Even though he questioned her like that, she was still confused.

He was so confused that it seemed as if he was talking to himself and making a fuss.

There should have been no problem between them, right? Why did it suddenly become like this?

No, it wasn't sudden, it was just that time had passed so long that they all ignored the problem.

Love is not a matter of one person.

They were living so smoothly and everything was going so smoothly that they ignored the fact that should not be ignored the most - Wan Chuncao would not fall in love with anyone.

Whether that person was Xu Muyu or not, it would make no difference at the moment she made the decision.

She doesn't love anyone and will never fall in love with anyone, so she can treat everyone with a normal heart.

To her, everyone in this world is the same, she can give her feelings and everything she can to them.

She would not feel resentful because of others' cold treatment, nor would she be sad because of verbal ridicule. She calmly accepted everyone and accepted anyone she wanted to accept without exception.

She probably wouldn't care whether she lived or died.

There is nothing in this world that she wants to grasp.

Just like that night when they were sitting on the balcony, she was looking at the starry sky, and Xu Muyu asked her what she was thinking about.

She said, thinking nothing.

She didn't think about anything, and everything in the world was just that to her.

She will give all her emotions but will not care about them.

Just like the girl he saw that night, she was a small boat drifting aimlessly, with no direction and no stopping for anyone.

She would not stop for anyone, and naturally, she would not stop for Xu Muyu.

Xu Muyu put his hand on his cheek, and there seemed to be moisture passing through his fingers.

Why, why did he only discover this today?

Why did she have to wait until he could no longer leave her before realizing this?

Guan Chuncao hardly slept the whole night, and only closed his eyes and took a short nap in the morning.

By this time, the sunlight had tried to penetrate the curtains and enter the room, and she was shocked to realize that it was daybreak.

In the living room, there was the sound of dishes colliding.

She hurriedly threw off the quilt and ran out barefoot.

When Aunt Liu saw Wan Chuncao running out barefoot with her hair loose, she was surprised: "What's wrong, Chuncao? You woke up so early?"

Guan Chuncao didn't see Xu Muyu, so she ran towards the elevator room again.

Aunt Liu could tell that she was looking for Xu Muyu, so she said, "Xiao Yu went out early in the morning."

"out?"

Wan Chuncao stopped and said in disbelief: "He's alone?"

Aunt Liu also wanted to ask, why didn’t Xu Muyu come out of the room early in the morning, but came down from upstairs? Could it be that he didn’t return to his room all night?

"Yeah, alone."

Liu Ma said: "Alone."