If you want a husband, you have to fight for it.

What kind of way of speaking is this?

Wan Chuncao disagreed: "That's great, I don't have to waste time talking to people."

She said: "I'm telling you, breasts, butt cracks, cocks, and balls are all the same, regardless of gender. They're all excuses, just because they don't want to listen to their nonsense."

"Whenever you don't want to hear someone talking crap to you, just say that."

"Don't tell him there's a vegetable leaf stuck in your teeth or anything like that, he'll have to argue with you for a while. Just tell him he has a wide butt crack, and he'll definitely stop talking after hearing that."

The reason is: "Everyone is too shy. They are too shy to talk about chickens, eggs, and breasts. How can they talk about other things? This way you don't have to listen to nonsense and talk endlessly with the other person."

"This method is very useful. I recommend it to you."

Xu Muyu looked at her and suddenly thought of Liu Ma.

She seemed to treat Liu Ma the same way.

Every time Liu Ma talked about something she didn't want to listen to, she would just make up some dirty talk to deal with Liu Ma.

It seems the same for him?

"you……"

Xu Muyu still stared at her. He could sense that the reason why she dealt with people so casually and was too lazy to listen was that she refused ineffective communication and repetitive communication.

She doesn't like to have repetitive and unnecessary communication with others, and she also pays attention to efficiency.

And this efficiency comes from work.

It is a very rigorous and smart job.

Wan Chuncao also stared at Xu Muyu: "Me what?"

Xu Muyu asked her: "What other jobs have you done before?"

She said she wasn't always in the slaughterhouse, so what other jobs did she do after leaving the slaughterhouse?

Wan Chuncao's face drooped when she heard this: "I don't want to talk about it anymore."

Wasn't it a pleasant experience? She said she changed jobs frequently. Could it be that she encountered the same thing as the slaughterhouse again?

Xu Muyu was just about to hold her waist and ask.

Wan Chuncao had pushed his hand away and rolled off him, lying next to him.

Xu Muyu's attempt was in vain and he caught nothing.

He quickly looked at her again.

Did he ask something he shouldn't have asked?

"No, I just don't like talking about this past."

Wan Chuncao didn't want to recall the past, because just by hearing about her frequent job changes, others would definitely say that she was not a down-to-earth and hardworking person.

In fact, she has changed so many jobs, and she also feels that she is not that down-to-earth and hardworking.

"..."

Wan Chuncao looked at Xu Muyu again: "I don't want to say it."

Xu Muyu was also looking at her, and her expression seemed a little aggrieved and awkward.

He didn't intend to let her show that expression, so if she didn't want to say it, then don't say it.

He supported himself on the bed and turned over: "It's okay, let's go to sleep."

"it is good."

Guan Chuncao kicked Xu Muyu's legs with her legs, straightening them, and then she put her legs on him and said, "Actually, this is what happened."

"?"

The two of them lay facing each other, and Xu Muyu thought she was unhappy: "Don't you want to talk? If you don't want to talk, let's go to sleep."

"I didn't want to say it just now, but when I thought about how I could put my legs on your legs and touch your body at any time, I could still say it."

Wan Chuncao touched Xu Muyu's little face: "I am even happier to be able to touch your little face like that."

"I'll tell you when I'm happy."

Her unhappiness and happiness only last for a few seconds...

Xu Muyu looked at her: "..."

"I told you, our family is very poor."

After touching Xu Muyu's little face several times, Wan Chuncao was reluctant to let go.

She let go of his hand and lay back down: "My mother is in poor health, and my father is the only laborer in the family. Even if I were added, it would be useless. I still have to go to school."

"We only have so much land. We have to pay for medicine for my mother, pay for my sister and me to go to school, and have foreign debts. We are struggling to make ends meet."

Xu Muyu could see that she was feeling a little disappointed, but she lay back flat on her back and he couldn't catch her, so he could only lie on his side and stare at her.

Wan Chuncao looked at the ceiling and recalled that time. She was in a bad mood. "But at least we could get by. My sister went to a key junior high school, and I went to college."

"Then one day, my mother went to a neighbor's house to chat. The hospitable neighbor kindly took two pieces of watermelon from the refrigerator for my mother to eat. My mother couldn't refuse the kindness and ate it. She was fine at the time, but she vomited blood that evening."

"She was already in poor health, and this time she vomited blood and was admitted to the ICU three times. After she was rescued, she stayed in the hospital for more than half a month before returning home."

Guan Chuncao said: "At that time, our family was like a dried-out sponge. Even if we squeezed it into pieces, not a drop of water would come out. We had spent all our money, and no one would lend us any more money."

"Because for so many years, our family has been paying back and borrowing again, borrowing and paying back again. People know that our financial situation is not good, so they are unwilling to lend to us."

"Finally, my father borrowed my grandfather's coffin book to pay for my mother's hospitalization, so that she could continue to stay in the hospital."

Xu Muyu frowned suddenly, and without hesitation, he grabbed her hand under the quilt.

Wan Chuncao held it back.

Only by experiencing it yourself can you know how difficult those days were.

"I was a freshman in college at the time, and my dad refused to tell me that my mom was in the hospital. It was only when he was busy getting medicine for my mom that he let it slip, and I found out about it."

She said: "My mother was about to be discharged from the hospital at that time, and I just knew that she was in the hospital, so I asked for leave and went back."

She didn't see how her father shamelessly borrowed money from others, nor did she see how her father was so cruel as to borrow money for her grandfather's coffin, nor did she see how the few valuable things left in the house were sold.

When she got to the hospital, it was as if nothing had happened.

"When I saw them, they looked fine. My mom looked fine, just like she was at the hospital for a normal visit. My dad was in a good mood, too."

There was nothing unusual about them, but Wan Chuncao could still tell: "We are a family. They know me best, and I know them best."

Even if she didn't say it, as a member of this family, Wan Chuncao knew them too well. She was keenly aware of the changes in this family and also discovered the difficulties of this family.

"Later, I didn't say anything. I helped them with the discharge process on the day my mom was discharged from the hospital, and then I went back to school."

Wan Chuncao took her hand from Xu Muyu's palm, stared at the ceiling and said, "A week later, I'm back."

Dropped out of school.

Without discussing it with anyone or telling anyone, I packed up my things and went home.

Xu Muyu was shocked beyond words.

How could she?

Wan Chuncao still remembers that year, she was twenty years old.

She said she was going south to work and would not study anymore.

"When my parents heard about it, they beat me for the first time."

Wan Chuncao laughed softly: "When my mother spanked me when I was a child, she always made me stand next to a stool before spanking me. This way, every time she spanked me, she would hit the stool instead of me. She just wanted to scare me."

"Except for that time, when she used a stick to hit me for the first time, she told me to get out, go back to school, and get out of where she couldn't see me. She said she wasn't dead yet, so there was no need for a girl like me to stop studying to support her. Even if she died, she wouldn't ask me to come back to mourn for her."

Those were just angry words, but Wan Chuncao knew it: "I didn't say anything. I just said I wanted to go out to work and asked them to agree."

"My mom beat her until she cried and couldn't breathe. My dad took the stick and beat me too. He told me to go back to school and not be an eyesore at home. He said I could do nothing but study. I was spoiled by my family. He told me to go back to school quickly. If I didn't go back to school, I had to get out of the house. I could go anywhere, even to my biological parents, but I shouldn't come to their house."

Wan Chuncao still stood there and refused to admit her mistake, and just asked them to agree.

"Later, my father broke all the wooden sticks, but when I still didn't say anything, he kicked me out."

Wan Chuncao remembered that it rained that day, and later heard netizens say, "It's called 'rainbow rain'."

Rainbow rain? Xu Muyu's depressed chest suddenly jumped, and he hesitated for a moment while holding her hand.

Then he held her hand tighter, and he held her tightly in his arms, hiding her in his arms, his chin resting on her hair, and he listened to her with a frown.

"I don't know why it's called rainbow rain. It's probably because there was a rainbow while it was raining. And that rainbow was the biggest and most beautiful. There was only one rainbow that year."

Wan Chuncao knelt under the eaves and watched the rainbow rain and the starry sky at night. She listened to the birds singing and the insects chirping. She knelt for an afternoon and then a whole night.

"At night, besides the insects chirping, the only sounds were my parents crying."

Wan Chuncao knew that there was no way they would agree, so she was forcing them to agree by using a torture tactic.

She also knew that they were reluctant to see her suffer physical pain, and they were even more reluctant to see her stop studying and go out to suffer the hardships of life.

Just as she knew them, they also knew that if they didn't relent, she would kneel until dawn and then pack up and leave alone.

"So they finally opened the door and saw me anyway."

Wan Chuncao turned around and met Xu Muyu's distressed eyes. She said, "My father sold our family's last piglet, which was only a dozen days old, and used the money to send me on the train."

"Since sending me out, I saw my dad secretly wiping away tears several times."

She laughed and said, "But I never cried once."

Because she knew it would get better.

It turns out that everything is getting better, everything is getting better.

Except for her.

She is getting better too.

But the direction of improvement is... a little strange.