Rebirth: Concubine of the Republic of China bravely enters the entertainment industry

Xiaotong leaned against the door, thinking about what she had concealed from Qiao Sitian, she didn't know how long this peace could last, if she was still grateful at the beginning;

The emotions accumulated over time have made her regard Qiao Sitian as a family member;

The process of taking care of her goes from responsibility to heartache, and finally to instinct!

Their acquaintance was due to a person who picked up stars. The person who picked up stars was a psychologist who also did some charity work and sponsored an orphanage.

She and Qiao Sitian met in the orphanage. It was winter. When she was sweeping the snow, she saw a beautiful girl standing on the roof. She thought she was going to jump off the building, so she dropped her broom and tried to stop her.

But when she got closer, the other person said calmly: "Don't worry, I know I can't die";

What she said was that she couldn’t die;

The doctor would bring her to the orphanage every once in a while. Her beauty was one thing, but it was her eyes that made her unforgettable for a long time.

If she had to describe it, her feeling at that time was that Qiao Sitian's eyes were like glass beads, without joy or sadness, not like a human's eyes, as if her whole body was still;

Once, she mustered up the courage to go up to her and ask her, "Why are you always unhappy?"

That was what she felt when she saw Qiao Sitian. She really wanted to know why she was unhappy. Beauty and refinement were something that many people could not ask for. She already had both, so why was she still unhappy?

Qiao Sitian was silent for a long time. Just when she thought that the other party didn't want to talk to her, after a light laugh, Qiao Sitian asked her: "Then why are you unhappy?"

When she asked this question, all the indifference disguised with a smile lost its meaning;

That was something she had never told anyone, she was not a child of this orphanage, nor was she here to help, but she came here to eat with her brother, so she took the initiative to do some work within her ability;

The director's mother was very kind and tolerated her behavior, but in front of other children, she just pretended that she was bringing her brother here to play;

She pretended to be cheerful all day long because she was afraid that others would feel sorry for her and look at her with sympathy, saying that she had a hard life and that her life was wasted;

Her life hasn't even started yet, so why do you say that her future seems to have no hope at all?

The more pain she endured, the more she could keep calm. She thought she was strong enough. For the first time, she wanted to tell someone that she had no choice.

She looked at Qiao Sitian and said, "Because... there is no hope in life...";

I originally thought that the other party would laugh at her for saying such discouraging words at such a young age, but surprisingly, Qiao Sitian was very calm, without any expression of contempt;

She seemed to have opened up a vent for her grievances, and she spoke eloquently: "I have a father and a mother, but they don't want us anymore. We used to live with our grandparents, but after they passed away one after another, we became wild children with no one to take care of us."

"I rely on the help from my neighbors and the community to barely survive. I told you that I am unhappy, so what is your unhappiness?";

Qiao Sitian propped up his head and looked at her, smiled and said: "I'm not unhappy";

"You can't fool me. Doctor Gu is a psychiatrist. I often came here when I was very young, so I know her quite well. She brought you here, so you must be one of her patients."

She still didn't understand why she said those words that day.

But because of these words, she caught hold of the noble person that fate had sent to her, which might be the only chance in her life;

Qiao Sitian looked at her calmly and said, "If I am, so what?"

Those deep and hollow eyes should have given people a sense of fear, but she only felt a sense of sadness and endless loneliness;

Doctor Gu said that they were not patients, they were stars, originally shining, but they accidentally fell to the ground and got hurt, so they were buried by the dust;

What I have to do is to pick them up, wipe away the dust that covers their brilliance, let them hang in the sky again, and let more people see them shining to their heart's content;

She looked at Qiao Sitian steadily and said, "Then I hope you can get better soon";

"Why";

"Because you are the most special star";

Qiao Sitian smiled and said nothing, but starting from the second month, she would receive a living allowance and some daily necessities from the orphanage every month;

That year, Qiao Sitian was eighteen years old and she was fifteen;

She went to the director's office with trepidation, thinking that she was being told implicitly not to go to the orphanage for free food and drinks anymore. Unexpectedly, she was comforted by the director's mother: "Don't worry, you will always have this living allowance until you start working."

She asked several times but couldn't find out who funded her, but she had a feeling it was Qiao Sitian;

The reason I actually knew her name was not from Dr. Gu, nor from the director's mother, but from an advertisement;

It was the summer after she graduated from high school. She saw it on the bus on her way to work. She searched for Qiao Sitian on Baidu and learned what kind of family she came from through the information that popped up.

But why would such a family raise her to be a nearly silent star?

Ever since she knew her identity, she wanted to see Qiao Sitian again, so she integrated into the fans, found her location, found the set where she was filming, and waited alone by the side, guarding there regardless of rain or shine;

Finally, she was the only one waiting. Just when she thought there was no hope and accepted that today was another day of failure, she actually waited for Qiao Sitian;

But when he really met her eyes, he didn't dare to step forward to recognize her;

It was not until she was walking towards the tall building again that she desperately chased after her;

Just like the first time they met, Qiao Sitian stood at the edge of the fence, looked back at her and said, "Wang Xiaotong, are you here to see me?";

Although she was smiling, she could easily tell from her years growing up in an orphanage that it was not true joy, but a habitual expression, usually a mask used to deal with others;

After such a long time, I saw Qiao Sitian again, she was still unhappy. It seemed that Dr. Gu still hadn't picked up this star;

“I know that you have been supporting me all along”;

Qiao Sitian nodded without comment, then looked at the sky nonchalantly and said in a calm voice: "So, has your unhappiness been alleviated?";

"It has improved a lot, but why are you worse than before?"

"You are still so ruthless when you speak." She stood up, regardless of how much the trembling movement affected people's heartbeats, and jumped down from the wall, saying calmly: "Don't worry, I can't die";

That day, Qiao Jinyan came to ask her what a star-picker was;

When she saw the yellowed photo, the memories of the past came flooding back, along with the sadness of that time. She looked at Qiao Jinyan's face and smiled, "I have finally waited for this day. The Qiao family came to ask me about the man who picked up the stars."

"Qiao Jinyan, how could your family not realize that she was sick? She couldn't get close to water or high places, and she couldn't even see any sharp objects."

"Because she can't control the abyss in her heart, it wants to devour her, and the source of all her pain is you, the family members who claim to love and pamper her";

"She has been planning how to free herself without hurting any of you. Have you ever thought about why she has to do those thankless things?"

"She finally got better, why are you pursuing this matter again? If you really want to do this for her own good, just pretend you know nothing. Bringing up the past will only make her tired";

What she vented was not anger, but sadness. These were all emotions she felt for Qiao Sitian.

Qiao Jinyan just asked: "Is it really all over? Does she no longer have that thought now? Are you sure?"

Finally one day, she didn't have to guess, but intuitively felt Qiao Jinyan's true thoughts. His pain at this moment could not be faked, and regret was not enough to describe it;

Among all the words that Qiao Sitian said, the one she repeated the most was: I can’t die;

Now it seems that God has finally favored her for once, and those family members who caused her pain have finally come to their senses. Fortunately, it is not too late;

She originally promised Qiao Sitian that she would never tell anyone else about this, but she didn't do it. It doesn't matter if you hate me, just let all your efforts be rewarded, that's what I want;

After all, my power alone is too small, and I’m really afraid that I might not be able to protect you in a moment of carelessness!