Collapse Simulator, why are we drifting apart?

"Fan Mu! You're finally here!"

As soon as Fanmu walked in, Kiana saw him and trotted over with Meiyi in her hand, holding a half-eaten ice cream cone in her hand.

"Hurry up, hurry up, I'm telling you! It's fun here!"

She acted very happy, and looking at her, Fan Mu, who felt a little heavy in his heart, couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth, even though he now knew that everything in front of him was fake and the person in front of him did not exist.

"Got it." Fan Mu agreed, "But I still have things to do, you go play first!"

"Okay, but you have to be quick!"

Kiana didn't say anything, just gave a reminder and then hurriedly pulled Mei to go somewhere else to play.

Watching them leave, Fan Mu regained his composure, turned to Hua and asked, "What should I do now?"

"It's nothing. I'll wake up naturally after tonight."

"That's it..."

Fan Mu nodded. Things were a little simpler than he had expected. He secretly breathed a sigh of relief and felt a lot more relaxed.

"Wait a moment!"

Just as he was about to walk around, a cold voice sounded from the side. He turned around and saw it was Kafka. She looked at Hua and asked.

"Will big brother think of me when he goes out?" she asked anxiously, clenching her fists against her chest, obviously nervous.

"..."

Hua didn't answer, but Fan Mu could hear something wrong in their conversation.

"So...I won't be able to remember all my memories after I get out?"

"...Almost." Hua sighed after hearing his question and explained: "But this is not the cause of the dream. It is a memory that you actively forgot before entering the dream."

"Can I recall it then?"

"...Okay, but you forgot those memories on your own initiative. You should know the reason behind it. They are painful and helpless memories."

Of course she could lie to him and say no, but this lie was too easy to be exposed and didn't make much sense. Besides, she didn't want to lie to Fan Mu. Of course, there was a bit of selfishness in this. She wanted him to recall the little things they had done together. After all, she had never done anything to let him down.

Fan Mu listened to her explanation and fell silent. Everyone knew why he was silent and didn't say anything, because this was his decision.

There was a struggle in his eyes. It went without saying that the memories that he could forget on his own initiative were painful. It was so painful that there was no point in wanting to forget them.

But he didn't know to what extent it caused people pain.

It is possible that this memory is something he has tried so hard to forget. It is possible that this memory is the pain that he will always bury in his heart and cannot forget.

He was silent, looking at Kafka, looking at the worried eyes, looking at the gentle face. The scene of hundreds of reincarnations emerged in his mind, and it was always the same gentle expression.

"Big brother..." Kafka murmured, and watching him struggle, she finally made up her mind and said softly, "Big brother, forget it. As long as you are willing to stay with me after you get out, as for those painful memories in the past... just forget them."

Compared to the bits and pieces of memories of their time together, she cared more about Fan Mu himself. Wouldn't it be enough for her to remember that shared memory?

As long as she remembers, it's fine. Fan Mu doesn't need to force it, as long as he is willing to stay by her side.

"...No." Fan Mu shook his head gently, his eyes firmed, and looked at Hua, "I want to remember those memories."

He wanted to remember those memories, just for Kafka, who had accompanied him through hundreds of cycles. He had seen everything she had done during these hundreds of cycles.

Always so gentle, patient and kind.

Fan Mu understood that she was truly doing this for his own good.

Kafka has done so much for him, and he needs to respond.

So, he also wanted to respond to her expectations. At least he... didn't want Kafka to give her past kindness to him now. This made him feel like a substitute, and he felt... a little uncomfortable.

"Have you...really decided?" Hua was helpless and tried to dissuade him again, "I didn't lie to you. That memory is really painful and helpless for you."

"You don't have to take advantage of this opportunity. It would be a good thing for you to forget those memories and have a new beginning."

"I've made up my mind." Fan Mu nodded, then smiled optimistically and said, "It's just a memory. I'll just treat it as watching a movie. Everything is over anyway."

Listening to his innocent words, Hua just shook his head silently, watching the memories as a third person?

Yes, but...is it really that easy?

Can some things really be let go?

"Okay, I can't persuade you."

Hua knew that Fan Mu had decided to get his memory back, but she knew his character and couldn't persuade him.

And we know that the pain she is feeling now is just talk from her mouth, and it is just a measure in everyone's mind, but they have no personal experience, so... no matter what she says or how she dissuades us, it will not have much effect.

"..." Hua was silent for a while, looked at the people following behind him, and then looked at Fan Mu again, "Do you mind if they go with you?"

"?"

"I think...when you are drowning in those painful memories, they...may be able to help you."

"Of course, this is your memory. It's your freedom to let others see it or not. The decision is yours!"

Hearing this, Fan Mu frowned, pondered for a while, and opened his mouth slightly. Everyone thought he was thinking seriously about what to say, but they heard...

"Hua, is there anything... shameful in my memory?"

Fan Mu was the first to speak awkwardly. Seeing Hua was silent, she thought she didn't understand, so she covered her mouth and coughed lightly, "It's the kind of thing that... um... affects my dignity."

"..."

"No, it's impossible to have all the memories." Hua covered her face. Even with her personality, she was speechless. However, after Fan Mu said this, the originally heavy atmosphere instantly relaxed, and a faint smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.

"These are all memories that are very important to you."

"That's good."

Fan Mu breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't want to do nothing and then go out and get socially frustrated. If someone saw him like that, his reputation would be ruined.

"I don't have any problems anymore."

"Well, come with me."

Hua walked in front, Fan Mu picked up his backpack and followed, and the others did the same.

They didn't walk far before Hua, who was walking in front, stopped after a moment.

"Here we are."