Collapse Simulator, why are we drifting apart?

From generation to generation, human beings have always been happy to deceive themselves with such lies.

Believe in the so-called afterlife and believe in the eternity of consciousness.

They pretend that death does not exist until it suddenly invades their lives and strikes someone they love.

……

She lost again.

She put everything she had on Fan Mu, but now he is dead and she has nothing.

Just like before, nothing.

"As for me, I'm going to die anyway. I have entropy loss, so I'm going to die sooner or later. Isn't it the same whether I die sooner or later?"

"Why won't you let me die now?"

"Why do you want me to live in pain and linger for decades?"

She cried in despair. She had lost hope and goals in life. In this helpless world, death was sometimes a relief to the soul.

Whenever she saw a happy family of three or a sweet couple on the street, she couldn't tell you how envious she was. She was so envious that she didn't want to go out during the day, especially in the evening when the sun was setting, which was the most beautiful time of the day.

Sam didn't know how to comfort him now. Although he understood a lot, he was not a human being after all and could not understand the emotions and romance that were unique to humans.

After thinking about it, it could only speak based on the message Fan Mu left for it.

"Then will Miss Liuying hold a funeral for Mr. Fanmu?"

"..."

The fireflies slowly calmed down, the tranquil lake reflected the silvery moon, and the world had two dark nights.

"funeral?"

She murmured softly in her mouth, as if trying to figure out the meaning of the two words. It was a very simple word, but it took her a long time to understand its meaning.

She didn't speak, her eyes were still empty, but the confusion in them was a little less.

Funeral...Funeral...

She remembered what the great philosopher had told her, but she had forgotten a lot.

What did the great philosopher tell her...what kind of funeral he wanted?

She only remembered that she wanted flowers, a grand ceremony, and she wanted to be alone...

She didn't expect it to be used so soon. At that time, she thought it would be a long time away and didn't take it seriously. She even naively thought that they wouldn't need a funeral or anything like that because they would die together.

Finally, she slowly closed her eyes and floated on the water with messy hair. If viewed from above, she looked like a thin beauty hidden in the sea of ​​stars.

……

The next day, before dawn, with only a little afterglow in the sky, she came to the company early and bought a lot of seeds of various kinds. She wanted to buy more but she didn't have enough money, so she had to come back.

She didn't buy flowers because fresh flowers were too expensive and she didn't have enough money to buy too many. The colors were not very bright and they had not been carefully cultivated. She wanted to cultivate them herself, to grow a grand sea of ​​flowers that never withered!

Treat it as Fanmu’s and...his own grave.

It's just... it requires a lot, a lot of money.

The great philosopher didn't like to be disturbed, so she needed to buy a piece of land from the company, a very large piece of land, which required a lot of money.

The days that followed were simple. Every day was a repetitive life and she was very busy. Because she wanted to save money quickly to pay for the funeral, she took several jobs at once.

But no matter how busy she was, how late she got off work, or how tired she was, she would go to a canyon where there was a waterfall, a large meadow, and a clear lake.

She would sit on the lush lawn, or lie flat on it, looking at the glittering night sky. At that moment, her heart would feel extremely peaceful and at ease, as if Fan Mu was lying beside her, gently holding her in his arms. At this moment, all the physical fatigue of the day disappeared.

Because this is the cemetery where her lover is buried. Although there is nothing underneath, since she is here, the great philosopher must be watching her from the sky, right?

So she began to save money, buy all kinds of flower seeds, and sow them in this area.

……

The days passed one by one, and every autumn, the valley would be filled with a sea of ​​flowers. Every flower was bright and beautiful. They were cultivated carefully by her, one by one, just like a place in a fairy tale.

She didn't know how much time had passed, and she had never paid attention to it, but she knew that the flower only bloomed three times.

But she still didn't have enough money to buy this place, and the variety of flowers here wasn't enough. She still lacked a lot of money.

So much that... Liuying didn't know if she could save enough of them while she was still alive.

She still lacks a lot of money now, and it will probably take her more than ten years to save enough.

But... loss of entropy will not give her that much time. After living for so long, her days should be counting down.

As the sun sets, the crimson sunset dyes half the sky red, dyes the clouds red, but the sunset is golden, as bright as gold.

The flowing waterfall reflects the scattered sunset, and the valley suddenly turns golden, as if it is covered with a thin layer of golden sand.

Rumble, rumble, the sound of the flowing waterfall rings in the ears, but it is not noisy. It is like it is flowing in the heart, cleansing the human heart.

Liuying sat on the top of the waterfall, her hands resting on her legs, supporting her head, staring blankly at the valley and the sea of ​​flowers below. The breeze blew on her face and lifted the hem of her skirt, but the familiar little rabbit knot on her left hand had disappeared at some point, perhaps she had lost the mood to do it.

She is going to die, but...should she be happy now?

She would be able to go find her great philosopher soon, but... there was still a lot missing from their funeral, and she always felt like something was missing.

Without his belongings, she would still be alone when she lay in bed in the future. She had looked for him over the years, but his things were long gone. How could she find them?

Unexpectedly, in the end, I still had nothing.

Liuying smiled bitterly, but after so many years, she had already gotten used to it. She quickly cheered up and her eyes returned to being calm. Only here did she show her emotions.

Now she was ready to leave, but there was one thing she had to do before she left.

"Great philosopher, I'll come later."

She whispered something to the valley, saying goodbye to a non-existent person, then turned and left, disappearing from the spot in an instant, and appeared in front of a figure not far away, who reached out to stop her.

The great philosopher once said that he didn't like being disturbed.

An emotionless sound came out of her mouth.

"Sorry, the road ahead is blocked, please go back!"