Collapse Simulator, why are we drifting apart?

"Great philosopher, do I make you happy?"

"Every day, every moment!"

"Haha, where are we going to play today, great philosopher?"

Fan Mu thought about it and said tentatively: "Let's not go out today, right?"

"Emm, don't you want to go out? Okay!"

Liuying was eating a freshly baked cake. When she heard his words, she thought for two seconds and agreed. She sat in Fan Mu's arms, supporting her head and asked.

"But why?"

Fan Mu reached out and brushed away the hair that was stuck to her face, then opened his arms and hugged her, burying his head in her small shoulders. There was a refreshing fragrance at the tip of his nose, like a breeze.

"That's right, I want to discuss something with you!"

"what's up?"

"Your sentence is almost over, right? Apply to leave when you return this time. I will support you. Don't leave me again. I'm scared!"

"I'm really afraid of losing you. You're the only one I have. If one day you disappear from my world, I'm afraid I'll really go crazy!"

How could he return to darkness after seeing the light? He could have died quietly alone, but when he met someone he wanted to protect all his life, how could he be willing to do that!

As he spoke, the arms around Liuying tightened a little, as if expressing dissatisfaction, and as if expressing fear.

"Me too, me too... You're the only one left, great philosopher!"

The sound of fireflies is very soft, so soft that it sounds like a firefly glowing alone in the dark.

"But... please don't worry, I still have one year to retire normally, and if I retire normally I will have a considerable amount of money!"

"That money is enough for us to buy a remote courtyard and live on for many years!"

"I think... wait until then!"

"But!" Fan Mu was a little anxious, "What if you encounter any danger during this year?"

"What do you want me to do now?"

"do not worry."

Liuying shook her head in his arms, turned around, sat on his lap, and sat face to face with him. Her slender and dexterous hands slowly cupped his cheeks, calming Fan Mu down.

"There is an unwritten rule among us Iron Cavalry!"

"That means that after completing a dangerous mission for a period of time and before retiring, no more dangerous missions will be assigned to you!"

"And I just happen to meet both conditions!"

Liuying smiled playfully.

Fan Mu wanted to say something else.

"But...what if..."

"No, if that day really comes, let's run, great philosopher!"

"Run to a deserted place, to a remote corner of the universe, where we can meet happily together!"

"..."

Fan Mu fell silent. If that was the case...it was not impossible and he could accept it.

"Then...if that day really comes, you must run away as soon as possible, and I will find you!"

"Haha!" Liuying reached out and hugged him, buried her head in his chest, closed her eyes and listened quietly to his heartbeat.

Boom!Boom!Boom!

"I will. I don't want to die. After all, I have someone I love and who loves me waiting for me. I can't die!"

"It's just... I may not be able to accompany you for many years, great philosopher."

"After I disappear, just forget about me! Okay?"

Fan Mu fell silent. He knew why she suddenly said that. Loss of entropy...

Seeing that he was silent, Liuying smiled indifferently, but that smile, buried in Fanmu's chest, looked a little miserable without being seen.

"Am I being selfish?"

"Your life is short, but you still want to occupy your precious life. After I leave, I will make you live in pain for the rest of your life."

"Mingming... I'm leaving quietly now, leaving before everything becomes irreversible. That's what a lover should do, and that's what I should do. This will be good for both of us."

"But...I can't do it!"

There was a slight tremor in her voice, and a hint of tears. After she had said everything, she felt a strong sense of regret and an extremely bitter feeling in her chest and in her mouth. It was more bitter than eating bitter melon and coptis chinensis, so bitter that she doubted her life.

"I can't leave you, great philosopher!"

"When you held my hand and took me out to play, when you were willing to use your little remaining money to buy me a small cake while you yourself were eating instant noodles, when you forcefully squeezed into my life, I couldn't leave you!"

"When I think about my future life without you, my life will be colorless, and I'd rather die!"

"But... But fortunately I will die before you, great philosopher, please forgive my selfishness!"

There was a hint of relief and deep apology in her voice.

"You can't let me lose. I've put everything I have on you, the great philosopher. You have to live well too. I don't want to lose!"

"Just like you told me before, after I die, build a castle and live in it!

"But it's better to burn the world to ashes and live alone in it forever!"

She still remembered what Fan Mu said that night. She said a lot of things in one breath, and then fell silent after she finished speaking. The atmosphere became a little strange, not depressing, nor deserted, but an indescribable feeling, like a bitter candy.

At this time, Fan Mu gently pinched her little face and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Really, who is forcing their way into whose life?

Thinking of this, he didn't say it out loud, but said.

"No, you won't die, believe me!"

Forgive me...

"Yeah! I believe you!"

Liuying smiled, and it was unclear whether she was comforting him or if she really believed it.

"Okay, okay! Let's not talk about these sad topics! Great philosopher, the cupcakes are gone, I want you to make me some more!"

"Okay!" Fan Mu said lovingly, and stood up at the same time, "By the way, isn't there an oak cake roll next to it?"

"No, I want to eat what you cook!"

Fan Mu's smile deepened, and he rubbed her head, "Got it!"

……

"Princess, do you believe me?"

"Believe, always believe! Always believe!"

"Then please modify your Sam for me. I promise it will be very beautiful!"

"Okay! But what does it look like to be very beautiful?"

Even if it was something related to her own life safety, she lent it out without hesitation. Liuying's eyes curved, she covered her mouth and chuckled.

"Pink Sam?"

"Then do you want it?" Fan Mu asked back.

"No...right?"

Liuying hesitated for a moment, then slowly shook her head.

"I feel Sam looks better now. Its color is more like me, more like... a firefly. I like fireflies!"