Collapse Simulator, why are we drifting apart?

Chapter 178 I've been losing and never won anything

"I am the only one who has many shortcomings..." He began to count on his fingers, one after another. After one round, he ran out of fingers and started again from the beginning.

I don’t know how many strands he broke, and I don’t know how much time has passed. Even the rushing wind stopped to listen to his counting. Fan Mu suddenly realized, how could he do this just after getting a girlfriend?

Not only do you not maintain your own image, but you actually start listing your own shortcomings. Isn't this forcing others to break up with you?

It can be said that... it is extremely stupid!

"I...I will treat you well! I..."

He spoke hurriedly, trying to say something to save the situation, but the moment he turned his head to look at Liuying, no sound came out of his mouth.

What kind of eyes were those? He saw the endless starlight reflected in those blue-pink eyes, as well as his slightly disheveled self, and contained endless tenderness.

He knew that he didn't need to say anything.

"Boyfriend...forget it, I'll just call you the great philosopher!" Liuying sat up and said, asking.

From the words she said, it seemed like she regretted it and didn't want to accept him anymore, but from the tone of her voice, Fan Mu knew that she just felt it was easy to call him that.

"Ah."

He nodded slightly. He didn't care about the name, he only cared about whether she was around or not.

"Do you know?" Liuying took his hand and held it quietly, fingers clasped together, looking into his eyes, eyes full of sincerity and happiness. Not sure if it was his illusion, but Fan Mu seemed to see a tiny light in the corner of her eyes with the help of the moonlight. Was she crying?

"I..." Her voice trembled a little, as if she recalled some sad memories, "I! The first thing I saw when I came to this world was a nutrition cabin, and the second thing..."

"There are countless brothers and sisters who are in the same dark nutrition cabin as me!"

"I have been a warrior since I was born, a weapon with great power. We are not even human!"

"Every day we trained and trained, and the situation didn't get better until a few years later, and then we started to go on missions!"

"At the end of every mission, there will be companions who die and get injured. No one cares except me. No one cares even a word!"

"Because we are just weapons!"

Fan Mu held her trembling hand tightly, indicating that he was here, that he had always been there and would always stay by her side.

Liuying felt his movements, smiled, and was no longer so nervous.

"When I rest, every time I finish a mission, I get confused. Why do I, why do we exist?"

"We are not native people, we are just edited by genes. We have no parents, no childhood, only missions and killings!"

"I was lost for a while until..."

Having said this, she paused, her eyes were lonely for a moment and then became happy again.

"Until we invaded a planet and renamed it Grammer!"

"We finally stopped and rested on this planet, living a normal life, but this... made me even more confused, because at that time I didn't even have the meaning of existence anymore."

"I have power, I have money, I have beauty, but I have nothing, no family, no companions, no meaning of living. I have been losing. I lost my birth, my life, my freedom. I... am left with only a lost soul, which they cannot take away!"

"By chance, I came into contact with a philosopher. I began to try to learn the meaning of my existence and the meaning of life from them, but I gained nothing every time. Then I met you!"

Liuying suddenly opened her arms and hugged him, buried her head in his arms, greedily sucking in the scent from his body.

Fan Mu did the same, he subconsciously hugged her and did not let go, then began to pat her back gently, comforting her, just like a mother or a friend comforting her child or brother.

Silently, I did everything I wanted to say and accompanied you silently.

"Every time I go to see you, without saying anything, just looking at you quietly makes me feel at ease, just like you are really my family!"

"After a while, you found out where I lived, and somehow you started looking for me. At first I thought you had an answer and wanted to tell me, so I ran down in a hurry. But you dragged me out to play, saying you were looking for inspiration. In the end, I didn't even have time to change my clothes before you dragged me away!"

"I didn't expect you had planned this!"

Liuying couldn't help laughing when she said this. Fanmu was also a little embarrassed, but he also laughed softly afterwards.

Now he doesn't regret it when he thinks about it. No... he regrets it. It's such a happy thing, he regrets not knowing it earlier, regrets not going to find her earlier.

"Then you started to visit me twice, three times a week, and finally every day. During that period, we were together every day. I felt so happy even if we were just together to look at the moon and enjoy the breeze!"

"And then it's now! It's you who made me no longer confused, gave me a goal, and made me understand the beauty of life!"

"Every day when I go home, I dream about you! Great philosopher! It's so happy to be with you. I'm so happy every day I meet you!"

"So, I do! Great philosopher! I want to be your girlfriend!"

"What about you? Will you be my boyfriend?"

The firefly broke free from his arms, turned around, and its turquoise skirt danced in the dark night under the starry sky, like a nimble elf fanning the turquoise wind and dancing in the wind.

The night sky was extremely clear in Fan Mu's eyes, like a dazzling firefly, lighting up the night. The flowing fireflies added a touch of mystery to the silent night, emitting a silvery, lively light in his eyes.

"Yes, I do."

Fan Mu stretched out his arms and held her waist, soft and delicate. He lowered his head slightly to look into her eyes, with his back to the night sky. He couldn't help but close his eyes and lower his forehead, waiting for the world that belonged to him.

Liuying did not retreat. Her mind was filled with beautiful memories of the two of them. She gently stood on tiptoe and pressed her lips tightly against his. Under the moonlight, their lips touched lightly, as if fragments of stars fell between their lips. She closed her eyes, feeling his tenderness. At this moment, she seemed to own the whole world.

"Liuying!"

"Ok?"

"I love you!"

"Um..."

She didn't answer, and Fan Mu was not in a hurry. He had time, he would wait, and would wait forever until the day she agreed.

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