Collapse Simulator, why are we drifting apart?

[Simulation is over, this evaluation is B]

[A long and short life, nothing special, no great achievements, only a flash in the pan at the last moment of life, and a young boy's innocent heart. Life is plain and dull, but full of confusion...]

[Rewards: Slightly improved resistance to Honkai energy, slightly improved physical fitness, increased empathy, and increased emotional amplification.

Get special reward: Light Cone: Late Blooming Rose]

Fan Mu suddenly opened his eyes while lying on the bed. Countless memories filled his mind like an endless stream of lake water, but it didn't seem crowded, because these were originally his memories...

"Fu Xuan...Sister..."

After sorting out his memories, a complex look flashed across his eyes, but he soon felt relieved.

In this memory, he seemed to have returned to his youth, but at that time there was no character like Fu Xuan appearing like today.

The Fu Xuan in his memory was very good to him, but not good enough...

He had basically reached his limit in terms of material pursuits, but he was very empty spiritually. If he didn't have the memories he has now, if he hadn't experienced the things that happened before, perhaps he wouldn't have realized what he was missing...

From his current perspective, the self in the simulation is stupid, hopelessly stupid. His original intention was good, but what’s the use?

A person trying to stand by another person's side is something worth celebrating, but it's so strange... There's an indescribable strangeness...

He knew that this feeling was just indescribable.

But no matter how stupid the simulated self was, he would not laugh at this moment, because that was the pursuit of a young man!

Thinking of this, a flash of envy appeared in Fan Mu's eyes.

If... I had been adopted by someone like Fu Xuan, would I have become like this, living for others?

Fan Mu didn't look at it, nor did he care about the so-called reward, because to him these were not very important and were just incidental.

"Huh, the immortal ship "Luofu"? The next destination seems to be this place too?"

"I don't know if this Luofu is the same as the one I remember."

Fan Mu looked at his hands, and in a trance he seemed to see the scene in his memory again.

It seemed that he had not yet looked at the starry sky with Fu Xuan.

Suddenly, he sat up from the bed, slapped his cheeks hard, went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water, cheered himself up, and began to look at his room and the starry sky outside the window.

He needed to separate reality from the simulation!

Simulation is simulation after all...

Thinking of this, he suddenly hesitated.

He suddenly had a premonition that this time seemed to be the same as before, as if he had been cheated again. Although nothing had happened yet, the feeling of being cheated came true again!

system:"?"

His eyes drooped slightly as if he was thinking about something. Finally, he made up his mind, lay back on the bed, picked up his phone and started playing games!

It would be best if everything in the simulation was fake and didn't happen in reality.

If the things in the simulation became real due to some force majeure factors or the operation of the system, then he would not recognize Fu Xuan and the people in his memory.

Fan Mu died in the simulation, and his death was enough to repay Fu Xuan’s kindness!

The food he eats is the healthiest and best, but not the most luxurious. He has never bought any jewelry like necklaces or bracelets!

When he died, he saved more than a thousand people. Most of these people would remember his kindness and transfer this kindness to Fu Xuan, which would be of great help to her career!

No matter how you calculate it, these are enough to repay the favor!

Fu Xuan was very good to him, but he was not a child anymore. Since Fu Xuan had already made the choice between "Luofu" and him, there was no need for him to go back with a flattering face.

As he said before, he would choose his family and friends over the people of the world. Naturally, when this happens to him, he will understand and accept it, but that doesn't mean he won't be sad.

Besides...is he really him in the simulation?

This kind of thing is very profound, and no matter how you think about it, there will be countless branches, so he is too lazy to think about it anymore. Anyway, he has already made the decision not to recognize each other.

Although he said so and acted and did so subjectively, he would still subconsciously and unconsciously think of Fu Xuan from time to time, think of every little thing that happened when they were together, and think of every disappointing moment.

My thoughts were all over the place and I couldn't concentrate at all, which resulted in me losing again and again in the game.

Metal Gear Solid Bulangya: (σ;*Д*)σ Death penalty! (σ;*Д*)σ Death penalty! (σ;*Д*)σ Death penalty!

The Sims: Sorry, I’m not in the right state at the moment, so I’ll log off first!

He quit the game, went to the bathroom again, wiped his face, and took a long breath. Only then did he feel the thoughts and images in his mind gradually dissipate. He felt a little empty and uncomfortable in his heart...

Family affection? Xi'er and Fu Xuan, are these two considered family affection?

Although he was very happy with the former, he always felt that something was missing. On the contrary, although he was very sad with the latter, he had a feeling that this was very close to family affection, but it was not, and yet it seemed to be. He couldn't tell the difference.

If the latter is family affection, then the family affection he has been longing for seems to be nothing big, and it is not as happy as expected...

So so...

As for Xi'er, his feelings towards her are still complicated, but Fan Mu will not deny the love in his heart, no matter whether this love is pure or not...

As for this love, he actually likes it a little more.

"Nothing interesting."

The system's voice suddenly sounded, somewhat unsteadily, with disappointment.

"I thought it would be exciting, but this is it?"

"There's not even a chance to get on base. You're really living a stupid life!"

These two sentences instantly pulled Fan Mu's heavy heart back to normal, and he was extremely speechless.