Collapse Simulator, why are we drifting apart?

"actually..."

"I'm dead... am I?"

Just five words interrupted what she wanted to say and made the night more peaceful.

Fu Xuan stared at him blankly, then he let out a light breath and chuckled twice, seeming to be mocking himself and feeling relieved.

When Fan Mu looked at her current appearance, he knew that his guess was right. Perhaps it was something in his heart. He lowered his eyes and looked at his hands, which gradually became transparent, but were not obvious in the black night sky.

"Am I...going to die? No, I'm already dead. Am I going to leave?"

"Where are we going? Heaven or Hell? Is there such a place in this world?"

Facing death, unlike the fear he had expected, Fan Mu only felt an incomparable tranquility in his heart at this moment, just like the wind, which could only create faint ripples.

This matter is actually not difficult to guess, it's just difficult to confirm. He didn't think about it in this direction at the beginning, but there was too much time tonight, and he couldn't help but start to think about it, and got this answer.

There was a layer of dark clouds covering the sky, and the wind became unusually violent, just like the hearts of the two people at this moment, it was the calm before the storm.

"why?"

Fan Mu looked at Fu Xuan standing aside and questioned.

Why...what?

"If I don't know I'm dead, I shouldn't die, right?"

Fan Mu tilted her head, and spots of light began to emerge from the surface of her body. The words she said seemed to be a complaint, but her voice sounded extremely calm. He was just simply curious about why she did this.

"Only in this way can you be free, right?" Fu Xuan replied with a smile, supporting her hands on the grass behind her. Her movements were very comfortable, but her eyes were reluctant to move away from Fan Mu.

What kind of eyes are those?

Kindness, regret, reluctance...

Fan Mu looked at her quietly. Although Fu Xuan didn't say much, he could read what she wanted to say from her eyes.

"So, do you have anything you want to say to me before you leave?" Fu Xuan took a deep breath and spoke with a slight tremor.

"So...are you really my 'mother'?"

He had just one last question before leaving.

Fu Xuan remained silent for a minute before he slowly nodded.

"...Well, maybe. Do you like me?"

Hearing this rhetorical question, Fan Mu looked into her eyes, seeing her eyes longing for an answer, and finally decided not to lie.

"……dislike...."

He didn't say anything else after saying this. Actually, he had a lot more to say, but his words might be a bit hurtful. After confirming it over the past few days, he was very sure that Fu Xuan actually had him in his heart, but he just came later.

He thought there was no need to make the living suffer, so he didn't continue.

"Is that so?" Although I had expected this and had prepared myself mentally, I still couldn't help feeling sad and lost when I heard these words from his mouth with my own ears.

She was indeed not a good relative, she was wrong.

"I will change!" She took Fan Mu's hand and said seriously.

Will it change? How? Aren’t you going to die?

As he thought about this, he got the answer almost the next moment.

By the way, Fu Xuan...I don’t have my own child yet, will you change it to your own child?

I feel like I am making a mistake!

Fan Mu shook his head and didn't care, because he didn't have much feelings for Fu Xuan at this moment.

He blinked and was about to say something when his peripheral vision glanced at the grass beside him. The texture of the green grass was clearly visible, and there were weeds growing everywhere. One could even see a few small insects crawling on it.

It is night now, and the stars are covered by dark clouds. This is the light emanating from around his body. At this moment, he is like a large firefly, illuminating the surrounding darkness.

Fan Mu raised his palm, and could vaguely see the green grass behind it through his palm. Time...is running out...

As he was approaching death, he looked up at Fu Xuan who was less than half a meter away from him, and felt an inexplicable sense of peace in his heart. This was good, this was right. As long as he could just stand quietly by her side or in front of her, it would be fine. As long as he could see her, it would be fine.

Zhou Shen's light became brighter and brighter. Fan Mu had already closed his eyes and prepared to go to the afterlife. He felt his body and mind becoming lighter and lighter, as if he was equipped with light wings and flying high into the sky.

"I'll find you!"

Just before he lost consciousness, he seemed to hear a very firm voice. What was the content of the voice?

Forget it, it doesn’t matter!

As he thought this, he completely lost consciousness.

The dark night became unusually beautiful at this moment. The breeze blew up colorful fireworks, blew the tender grass, and dispersed the bright light beside the cliff.

Fan Mu's body turned into a point of light, which dissipated in the air as the wind blew, floated up to the sky, and disappeared into Fu Xuan's arms.

"I'll find you!"

Fu Xuan's eyes were filled with incomparable determination, and his whole body was overflowing with confidence, as if nothing had happened just now. If it weren't for the two lines of tears beside his eyes, she might have really been fooled.

She looked at the place where Fan Muyi disappeared, and looked at the sky. The wind blew away some of the dark clouds in the sky, and a few rays of starlight shone down. Those were the stars that belonged to him...

This farewell was very hasty, there was no deep affection, no solemn vows, and even less was there any misunderstanding resolved at the critical moment of life and death. After all, they had never had any misunderstandings...

This farewell was so hasty, so hasty that it seemed like a dream, as if once I opened my eyes, everything would return to normal.

It was so careless that it seemed like she had not repented at all, and just shed two lines of tears...

Some things can only be appreciated when they are completely lost...

Did she love Fan Mu before? There is no doubt that she did, but... at that time, she still had the previous dreams and obsessions in her heart, and the responsibilities that she had not let go.

She relied too much on divination. She divined that Fan Mu would not blame him, so she seldom played with him. She divined that they would meet again on this trip, but she did not expect that they would meet in this way.

There are many reasons for this. How does the saying go?

The one who is loved is unscrupulous, that seems to be what it means...

She closed her eyes as if she was thinking of some bad memories...her clenched fists at her sides were shaking slightly.

It was a corpse trapped in ice. Its limbs were intact, but its entire body was covered in burns. One could easily imagine the pain it had endured before it died...

…………

They sat in front of the cliff for a long time. This was the first time they went out for fun, and it was also the first time she saw a genuine smile on Fan Mu's face.

She remembered the questions Fan Mu had asked her before.

Why do people hug?

In order not to be separated...