Collapse Simulator, why are we drifting apart?

Chapter 123: A nuisance is a nuisance

"Fu Xuan, you...don't be angry with Yadan!"

Fu Xuan was so angry that he laughed when he heard this, but looking at Fan Mu's aggrieved expression, he couldn't bear to say anything harsh, so he could only sigh in the end.

"Hey!"

She reached out her hands, picked up Fan Mu and pulled him into her arms, facing the sun, with her head resting on his, and they watched the bright sunset and the bustling crowd at the foot of the mountain together.

Neither of them spoke. Fu Xuan was looking at the sunset, while Fan Mu was stealing glances at Fu Xuan.

The clouds in the sky are very thick today. They are dyed with fiery red ink, dyeing the blue sky red.

The afterglow of the setting sun added a blush to Fu Xuan's face, and his pink hair fluttered in the wind. In addition to fear, Fan Mu also had some other thoughts in his mind.

Fu Xuan is so good looking!

The sun became redder and redder, and gradually set, until soon only a small corner was left hanging in the sky.

"Fan Mu..."

Fu Xuan suddenly spoke up at this time, "If you have any grievances or any ideas, you must tell me. You are still young... sometimes you don't need to... you are too sensible!"

As she said this, she felt guilty and reflective.

Why did Fan Mu pretend to be asleep and let her leave?

Is it because he is too sensible?

Not entirely, part of the reason was that she seemed to still care about her work and neglected Fan Mu.

Although she had no such idea at all, her actions showed it.

She reflected on herself.

Why should you be passionate about your work?

Is it really because you want to bring Jing Yuan down?

No, she was worried about Luofu and the millions of people living here.

She is Taibu, and her status in Luofu is second only to the general. With such a high position, how can she rest for her own selfish desires?

You have to know that every word and action she makes, every decision she makes, and even every tiny mistake may cause irreparable losses to Luofu.

But if that’s the case, what should Fan Mu do next?

Should I put everyone in danger for him, or should I sacrifice Fan Mu for everyone?

Fan Mu is very smart, and she is willing to believe that Fan Mu won’t think too much about it. But she thought of what Jing Yuan said, will Fan Mu really not think too much about it?

Her mind was in great conflict as she had been thinking about the answer to this question, but her eyes and her expression did not show the slightest abnormality. This was her ability to conceal her emotions.

Fan Mu looked at her and sat in her arms. He looked at Fu Xuan's flushed face, felt the breath emanating from her, listened to the noisy noise in his mind, lowered his eyes, and looked at the sun in the distance, feeling depressed.

Did he make Fu Xuan feel embarrassed?

[Just know it, a hater is a hater, no matter where you go or who you meet, you will be hated! ]

The voice in my head is sometimes male and sometimes female, transforming into various different voices.

Am I a nuisance?

Do not!

Fan Mu shook his head, not wanting to listen to it, but its voice still echoed in his ears.

I'm not a hater!

He was panicked and hurriedly denied everything. He said he didn't believe it, but in his heart... it seemed as if he had already accepted it all.

A child's heart is most easily influenced by the outside world, no matter how smart he is.

"Fu Xuan..."

Fan Mu jumped down, came to her, pulled her sleeve, pursed his lips at first, then raised a childish smile on his face, and asked her: "Fu Xuan... am I a hate ghost?"

His words interrupted her thoughts. She turned her eyes slightly to look at him, looking at the smile on his face. The dazzling sunset shone behind his head, hiding the smile on his face in shadow.

Fu Xuan propped up his head and raised his eyebrows, "Yeah! You are just a little annoying guy, you only know how to bully me and yourself!"

As she spoke, she put on a warm smile and stretched out a finger to touch his forehead. "But I will never hate you. Not before, not now, and certainly not in the future!"

"understood!"

A forced smile appeared on Fan Mu's lips.

[Listen, listen, did you hear clearly what she said? You are a disgusting person! ]

There was sneer and mockery in its voice, as if it was making fun of a fool.

[As for her subsequent promises, right? Right? You don’t really believe these things, do you? ]

[Please, wake up, these are all false verbal promises, verbal promises are the least trustworthy! ]

Shut up! Fu Xuan won't lie to me! She won't hate me!

He yelled angrily in his heart and interrupted her.

【Haha, whatever you want.】

The voice sounded like he was returning in disappointment, but the faint smile in his words seemed like he was happy about having achieved his goal.

Verbal promise?

No matter how unwilling Fan Mu was to believe it, he had to admit that what Fu Xuan said was just a verbal promise. Who knows what will happen in the future?

Perhaps without the interference of that voice, he would not have thought so much, and would not even think that this was just an illusory verbal promise. He would only be happy that Fu Xuan promised not to hate him.

But he just thought about it. He now wanted to believe Fu Xuan and was willing to believe her, but... when the seeds of doubt had been planted in his heart, there would always be a lump in that inch of pure land in his heart until the day when it took root and sprouted.

He thought so but didn't say it out loud. He didn't want to make things difficult for Fu Xuan. If that day really came, then he would... just leave.

It’s just...he really wanted to stay with Fu Xuan forever.

The sun had completely set in the sky, the sky darkened, and stars began to appear. Suddenly, the weather seemed to become a degree colder, and he shivered with the cold.

Is it because they are on a hill?

He rubbed his arms, the friction between their skins barely bringing him some warmth.

He rubbed his arms, and a pair of warm hands took his hands without him knowing when. When he reacted, a voice like a spring breeze came into his ears.

"Are you cold?"

When he turned around, he saw Fu Xuan squatting behind him at some point, taking his two hands and holding them in his own. Fan Mu just felt very warm.

It's like the summer sun but not hot at all.

He watched quietly as the warm air blew onto the palms and backs of his hands. Fu Xuan brought his two hands together, surrounded them in the middle, and gently blew hot air into them.

Even though it was his hand that was held, he felt warm all over.

Really...if Fu Xuan is like this now, it will be very painful to drive him away in the future.

Thinking of this, he did not struggle, but just enjoyed it all silently.

Since Fu Xuan is going to drive him away in the future, then... it should be okay to enjoy himself for a while longer, right?

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