Looking at Tai'an from the full moon

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Since then, I have lived with her body and identity, and I no longer need to hide from place to place. Later, I returned to Miaojiang and lived a familiar life with my own people, but none of them knew me, and no one questioned my identity. Everyone thought I was an outsider. At first, they were afraid and disgusted with me because I was an outsider, but later, seeing that I understood their living habits very well and even liked them, they accepted me.

Forty years passed like this. When I was old, my movements and memory gradually declined. Just when I was planning to die alone, I met a young man. The young man was a homeless orphan who had traveled here and had no money. I took him in and taught him the medical skills of Tai'an, hoping that my master's medical skills would be passed on to others and that I would have someone to accompany me before I died.

That boy was really nice to me at first. Whether I was sick or injured, he took care of me patiently. He didn't dislike me because I was old and had wrinkles and freckles on my face. Gradually, I fell in love with him. That was probably the first time I experienced what it meant to be moved and what it meant to like. I just wanted to stay with him forever. So I used the forbidden technique again, but this time I used it on a girl because I found that the girl was a little close to him.

When I turned into a girl and came in front of the boy, he didn't recognize me at first and still thought I was a girl. Then he treated me better and better. Later, we got married and even had a pair of children. But the longer time passed, the more guilty and unwilling I felt. I felt guilty not because I hurt the girl, but because I never told him after I turned into a girl. I thought that with our relationship, he should understand me, and we have lived together for so long, and even have children. I was unwilling because I felt that he didn't love the real me, but the original owner of this body. I must let him know who I am!

So I told him the truth. He was stunned the moment he heard it. He couldn't believe that I was his master. Later, he asked about the girl. I said that she also lived with another identity. He believed it and didn't say anything else. He just said that he wanted to live a good life with me. Later, the children grew up and talked about marriage. The other party was a famous local talented girl. I thought that life could go on like this happily. I could live with my husband in this body for the rest of my life. But I never expected that this man would threaten me with my daughter's life and ask me to exchange his life for his son. He wanted to live with that talented girl for the rest of his life to avenge me for killing his beloved. Otherwise, he would kill my son and daughter. I don't understand. I just want to live a plain life, but it seems that no one wants to do what I want. Whether it is a stranger I just met, a relative who has lived with me for a long time, or someone who has helped me or someone I have helped, after knowing my abilities, they just want to use me. No matter whether they are sincere at the beginning, they become fake in the end.

So I chose to kill him. This way, if he died, no one would be in trouble.

When my two children got married and stopped communicating with me, I realized that it was useless to rely on anyone in this world. It was better to take control of my life. I wanted to live a simple life with others, but they only thought about how to enjoy and live other lives. In this case, why can't I live another life? So from that time on, I decided to live according to my own ideas, forever and ever.

Later I found that the seeds I casually threw would grow into flowers, and some people would call me a savior fairy. If I gave a little beggar on the roadside some food, he would be grateful to me and work hard for me and run a business for me.

But I didn't expect that after more than a hundred years of changes, there would be people from Tai'an who learned the Miaojiang technique. And the Miaojiang Saintess today looks just like her, each generation is inferior to the previous one."

After Concubine Yun said so much, everyone was shocked. It turned out that Concubine Yun had lived for more than a hundred years, and she had been using forbidden techniques to prolong her life.

"So you've already started killing innocent people?"

Xiao Zuochen couldn't believe it, he always thought that his mother became like this because of Emperor Mingren. It seemed that she had impure intentions from the beginning.

"Innocent people? Who in the world is not innocent? Who in the world is guilty? We all grew up as children, so why are the results different? Of course, there is no innocent person."

"So Mr. Ying already knew your secret, and he is the little beggar you saved?"

Xiao Zuochen asked.

"Yes, so he helped me establish the Shura Road and became my disciple. He was also the one who saved Yun Feng and others, and told them that I was the one who saved them."

"He has done enough for you, why do you want to kill him? Just because he didn't listen to you?"

Xiao Zuochen's voice was a little angry. Mr. Ying had always been someone he respected. Although he was not in the court, managing Shura Road itself was a kind of ability.

Concubine Yun sneered disdainfully.

"Everything he did was based on the premise that he had the life to do it. If it weren't for me, he would have died on the street long ago. How could he have become an apprentice and lived a life of luxury like before? There is always a cause for every effect in this world. How else could it be possible?"

"Then what's going on between Emperor Mingren and you? With your ability, if you didn't want to enter the palace, you could have run away long ago. How could it be the Queen's turn to poison you?"

"I naturally had other plans, so I entered the palace. I just didn't expect that they were more vicious. I was careless for a moment and gave them an opportunity. But in fact, to me, you are just a drop in the ocean in the long river of life. Your life or death is of no importance to me."

"Then have you never met a good person in your life? Have you never met someone who only cares about you and not your abilities?"

"Yes, but that's because they don't know my abilities. If they knew, they would be the same as those who betrayed me! Just like the people around you, do you think they just have different personalities? Emperor Mingren, your father, have you ever thought that he would want to kill you? Have you ever thought that I would want to be regent? Of course, there are many things you can't imagine. Don't think you are so smart. In front of people's hearts, no one is smart! Hahaha~"

After Concubine Yun finished speaking, she laughed crazily again. Yun Feng, who was standing by, could not help but shake his head in amazement.

"Empress Yun is crazy!"