Rebirth 80 Medical God Big Brother Divorce

He has a secret, a secret known only to him.

That is, deep in his heart, there was a seed of loyalty. Yes, it was a seed of loyalty. As early as when he was fifteen years old, he brought Qiqi back from the State of Wei. The year when Qiqi entered the National Master's Mansion as a disciple, he secretly planted this seed of loyalty for himself.

He loves Qiqi.

He believed that Qiqi could only belong to him in this life, and must belong to him only.

As the successor of the national teacher, he naturally knew that as long as he planted a seed of loyalty for Qiqi, it would take root in Qiqi's heart over the years. When Qiqi grew up to be an adult at the age of eighteen, the loyalty seed would take effect and she would fall in love with him.

But he didn't want to.

He couldn't plant the loyalty insect in Qiqi. Because what he wanted was never Qiqi's body. What he wanted was Qiqi's heart. He didn't want her to be with him because of the insect. He wanted her to truly love him.

Therefore, he had no choice but to give himself a loyalty poison, because he knew that he would only love Qiqi in his life.

He used his master's blood to plant the poisonous insect in himself, and he will be tied to Qiqi for the rest of his life.

If she gave birth, he would give birth.

If she dies, the poison will erupt and he will die too.

More importantly, throughout this life, the poisonous insects in his body will sense Qiqi's presence based on the smell of blood.

Chu Jianan pressed the dark red ball tightly against his chest. Others smelled blood, but because of the poisonous insect in his body, he smelled a very tempting sweet smell.

With his hand on the blood, the blue light in his eyes became brighter and brighter. He finally used Qiqi's menstrual blood to stimulate the Gu seedlings. This kind of blood was the highest quality stimulant, second only to the blood from his heart.

——End of memories————

In the big tent, Chu Jianan stared at his own hands, sensing the changes of the poisonous insect in his body.

These days, during the more than one month he was stationed in the camp, the Gu worm in his body often became active. Why did the Gu worm become active? It was because it sensed the presence of its owner, which meant that Qiqi was also in the camp.

Qiqi was seriously injured and her life or death was unknown. How did she recover? Chu Jianan couldn't figure it out.

It was normal for the disciples of the Imperial Master's Mansion to go to war with the army. After Qiqi recovered from her injury, she rushed to the military camp to reunite with her fellow disciples. But why didn't she come to find me?

She was hiding somewhere in the military camp. He could sense her depending on the activity of the poisonous insect. Sometimes, she was closer to him. Sometimes, she was farther away from him. But he could never find her.

Could it be that all this is just like what the master said at the beginning, that if we cannot find it now, it means we are not destined to meet again in the future.

Chu Jianan stared at his hands with sharp eyes. He didn't believe what his master said. What did he mean by "we will meet again someday"? How could he know that Qiqi was in the military camp, but he could only wait helplessly like this?

He has to take the initiative and find Qiqi first.

Instead of relying on some bullshit God. He had long stopped believing in God. Since he was seven years old, that night in the Qi Palace, he no longer believed in God. If there really was a God, why would God open his eyes and watch their family suffer so much?

Therefore, he believes in nothing in this world.

He only believes in himself.

In this world, there is only darkness, filth and indifference.

The only warmth, the color of the sun, is Qiqi.

How could he live without Qiqi?

Without Qiqi, what is the meaning of his life?

The coldness in his eyes slowly faded away, turning into a watery blue...