My daily life in Teyvat as a demon

Fairies do not love people, and if they love people, they will lose their bodies. Although their hearts are good, their fate is tragic.

Qingchen woke up in tears.

"Columbia..."

He murmured.

Qingchen wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and sat there in a daze for a while.

"Who is that Yis?" he asked the system in his mind.

"Maybe he's your peer. You can think of him as your peer in Teyvat, but not completely. He is more closely connected to you than a peer."

The system thought and said.

"You can think of him as a part of yourself."

"A part of it..." Qingchen had this vague feeling.

I felt as if I had experienced the heartache when the girl passed away myself, and I don't want to experience that regret again.

"I have another question. Why did I feel so sad after seeing Guizhong and Fanan?"

"This situation should be similar to that of Is. In simple terms, you may be a collective now."

"Collective?"

"That's right. Although the supervisor didn't tell me, I think the memory you sealed up might be the memory of your different isomorphs, or the memory of soul fragments. Most of them are full of regrets. Your current existence should be to make up for the regrets."

The system said so confidently.

"Am I just one person, or several people?"

Qingchen was at a loss.

"For a person, the so-called soul fragment actually means that your current soul is complete, but it was divided for some reason in the past, and then it had different experiences in Teyvat."

"It's so hard to understand... But from what you said, my soul seems to be very powerful?" Qing Chen pondered. It was divided into several pieces but was not destroyed. In the end, it was re-fused. Isn't this too powerful?

"You are neither strong nor powerful. With so many experiences fused together, your soul is now like a precious porcelain vase that will break at the slightest touch. The wear and tear has accumulated. If your memories had not been sealed, you would probably be useless now."

"It's so dangerous..." Qingchen felt that he might die at any time.

"Don't worry, just like this time when I met the girl, I can slowly unlock my memory, then there will be no problem."

"Then there is another question. How many confidantes do I have? The young lady Columbia is one, and who else? I obviously don't plan to add any more lovers..." Qingchen said with a wry smile.

"Not many. Although there are multiple soul fragments, not every fragment has experiences. Some are too weak to have their own experiences. And as you said, we should just take it one step at a time!"

The system looks quite open.

"That's right. Since they are my fragments, the lovers will probably only be certain characters, not too many." Qing Chen breathed a sigh of relief. It was better if it was like this, otherwise he would really feel very guilty.

"Let's go back first. You didn't go home yesterday. They must be worried in the end."

Qingchen took a deep breath and left the inn where they were temporarily staying.

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"Qingchen!"

"Brother Qingchen!"

As soon as Qingchen returned home, Guizhong and Fanan came up to him, and even Ganyu was there.

"Ganyu? You're here too... I'm sorry to have made you worried."

Qingchen said apologetically, now his mood has calmed down.

"It's okay, Brother Qingchen."

Gan Yu shook her head and held Qing Chen's hand, her eyes filled with worry, "Are you okay?"

Yesterday evening, Gui Zhong and Fanan found her anxiously and said that Brother Qingchen seemed to be a little abnormal, so they went out to look for him together. They had planned to contact the General Affairs Department to look for him if he didn't come back today.

"It's okay. I'll explain it to you later. Is Columbia gone?"

Qingchen spoke with a complicated expression.

"No, Mr. Ye, I've been waiting for you here."

Qingchen looked towards the door of the living room, where the girl was standing quietly.

In a trance, she was still as holy and sad as in her dream, and a feeling of sadness and guilt surged up.

Qingchen took a deep breath and suppressed the restless emotions in his heart.

"You took the Heart of God, didn't you?"

"Yes." The girl nodded and raised the Heart of the Wind God. "I'm waiting for your transaction."

"You don't have to call me 'you'. Just write whatever you want."

After experiencing that dream, or rather, the fact that happened in a certain life, Qingchen felt a little awkward when hearing the girl's honorific address. After all, it was usually Yis who called the girl by honorific addresses, not the girl calling him by honorific addresses.

The girl was stunned for a moment and nodded.

"There's no need for a deal. I told you, I'll give it to you for free." Qing Chen did not negotiate any conditions. As a complete form of Yis, he could not make any demands on the girl.

The girl didn't say anything, she had a strange feeling in her heart.

Ye Qingchen's tone, attitude, and behavior at this moment made her feel nostalgic. Her eyes were sore and she had an urge to open her eyes and look at him.

She felt like she should leave, but she didn't want to leave.

She had never felt this way before.

The strange silence in the house lasted for a while, and the girl decided to go back and report.

"Mr. Ye, I'm leaving first."

She is leaving.

"Wait a minute," Qing Chen stopped her, took out a pocket watch and threw it to the girl, "I know your race. If there are any sudden changes in your body, smash this pocket watch and then come to me. I can help you."

The girl grabbed the pocket watch blankly. The hands on it moved quietly, as if containing a mysterious power. "Okay, thank you. I won't let anyone see it."

Then he put away his pocket watch and said, "Goodbye, Mr. Ye...Qingchen."

Before leaving, she always felt that she should call his name once.

Qingchen remained silent and waved his hand.

Only after she left did he let out a long sigh.

But tears almost fell again.

Now is not the time to tell her about Is. Although Columbia seems to have been affected by that life, she doesn't think about it, and no one has stipulated that the relationship in the previous life must be continued in this life.

Qingchen didn’t think this was right. They loved each other in their previous life, so did he have to bother her in this life?

Is was only a part of his soul. For the girl, even if she remembered that part of her memory, would she still be her Is? Besides, the fairy curse had not been lifted yet.

So Qingchen gave her a pocket watch containing the power of time. If she thought of Yis and love grew in her heart, and the curse eroded her body, the pocket watch could temporarily keep her body at the moment before the curse took effect. Then, if she could take action herself, she might be able to stop the curse.

Whether he and the girl can be together depends on luck.

"Is it okay?"

The system voice sounded.

"It doesn't matter. This is my decision, and of course it's also Is's decision."

The system was silent for a while, "Aren't you worried that Columbia won't be able to remember Is?"

"That means she and I are not meant to be together. Besides, how can I use the love from one life to make a girl in this life fall in love with me? Besides, I think Yis is me, but I am not Yis."

"…As expected of you, I was right about you."

The system smiled. The host's choice would never disappoint it.