Traveling through life as a widow: six sons to support her in her old age

Lan Qiyan dismissed his attendants and strolled alone in the imperial garden.

After so much struggle, Yulin finally found his position stable.

Things are not so safe here in Sumu now. Those old guys see that Sumu is young and are a little unscrupulous in the court.

She smiled. No matter whether Yulin was sincere or not, she was hurt after all.

People say that a dog will always eat shit. Bah, bah, this metaphor is not very appropriate.

But now, if she encounters the same situation, she will still help Su Mu.

Life is like chess, without regrets.

She looked at the fat koi swimming around in the pond. Are these fish free?

But she didn't want to be a fish, she wanted to take control of her own life.

No one can joke with her life.

Song Sumu, who was chatting with Chu Zhuer, suddenly felt a chill.

Chu Zhuer asked worriedly, "What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"I guess those old guys cursed me again."

“You have just ascended the throne and your foundation is not stable. They bully you because you are young. My brother was in the same situation when he first ascended the throne. At that time, he had several brothers to help him and my aunt to keep him in check, so they did not dare to act rashly.

Later, the emperor's brother finally consolidated the imperial power in his own hands through a series of measures, but too many people were hurt in the process.

You may also need to go through this process, but I hope you won’t hurt your aunt. She has always been sincere to us, and we have already let her down. I beg you not to let her down.

She has given so much, and now you are the only one who has not hurt her."

Song Sumu said sincerely, "I would rather not have the throne than hurt my mother."

Chu Zhuer was very happy, she felt that she had not chosen the wrong person.

“I hope you remember what you said. I once hurt my aunt and didn’t stand by her side when necessary, which put us both in a passive position.

Now my aunt is so good to me, I feel so guilty that I don’t know how to repay her.”

"So you propose to send your uncle over and make them reconcile? Pearl, do you think it possible?"

Chu Zhuer shook her head, "I don't know. They have three biological children. Are they going to live like this?"

"I'm still thinking of choosing a few male lovers for my mother. She's still so young and feels so lonely every day."

"Come on, forget it. I guarantee you'll get beaten or scolded if you bring it up."

Song Sumu thinks not. "The Queen Mother has let them go now. She can totally accept a new relationship. Besides, it's just for fun."

"Do you treat relationships as just a play?"

"He hurt my mother first, and now he wants to be forgiven? How can it be so easy? What does he think of my mother?"

Chu Zhuer didn't want to argue with her, "I have something else to do, so I'll leave first. Anyway, your uncle can't come. I won't allow it."

Chu Zhuer looked at his back and stamped her feet in anger, "How could you do this? You are preventing their relationship from lasting."

"It's better not to have a broken relationship."

"Song Sumu, you have no right to control their feelings."

"I am the Supreme Lord, the True Dragon Son of Heaven. He cannot even set foot in this country. If it weren't for my mother asking you to come in, I would never have let you in. I will not forgive anyone who has hurt my mother, including you."

After hearing Song Sumu's words, Chu Zhuer understood that there was no possibility between them.

The difference in stance and ideas on this one issue was enough to create a huge gap between them.

When Lan Qiyan came back, he found Chu Zhuer looking listless.

She asked suspiciously, "What are you thinking about? You're not having a good time chatting."

Chu Zhuer looked up, "Aunt, if my uncle stood in front of you and begged for forgiveness, would you reconcile?"

"Pearl, don't push me."

Chu Zhuer turned pale, stood up and saluted, "Zhuer understands."

That night

Someone came into Lan Qiyan's room.

She knew who it was even without turning on the light.

One was sitting on the bed and the other was standing in the room.

No words were spoken for a long time.

"Yan'er, long time no see." Finally Yu Zian couldn't help it.

"It doesn't matter whether we meet or not. There's no need to meet anymore."

"Yan'er, I made too many mistakes."

"Oh, is it so?"

"I was self-righteous and thought that if I could shoulder all the pressure and responsibilities and then ruin my two sons, then people in the palace would stop targeting me.

But I was wrong. During Chu Huai's reign, he established a secret department and trained many assassins. They were placed in every department and every official's mansion. The whole world was in his hands.

Before it died, it handed this team over to Yulin and asked Yulin to get rid of us. After all, we, especially you, are too powerful. With you around, Yulin's position will be unstable.

Because Chu Huai was already feeling uneasy in his position, but at that time the country was weak and a lot of work needed to be done, and the court still needed you and me to maintain internal stability and resist external attacks.

So he didn't touch us. When Dayong was stable and we were old, he started to defeat Yulin one by one. What kind of life have we lived for all these years?

Unfortunately, I was wrong. I let my two sons become mediocre and develop the bad habit of gambling. They refused to change despite repeated admonitions and even slandered you many times.

So our current situation is all our own fault. I am not here to ask for your forgiveness, but to tell you what I was thinking at that time.

But it’s okay now. Shu’er is safe in the palace, and Yulin has transferred all his kindness to us to them and their daughter.

The two sons have also given up their bad habits. Now one is studying with the teacher, and the other is studying with the accountant. They are learning in a proper way. "

Lan Qiyan yawned, "Are you done?"

Yu Zian was stunned, "I'm done, what's wrong?"

"Now let's go. I'm very sleepy and need to go to bed early. Otherwise I'll age quickly."

Yu Zian's face was full of black lines. He had gone through so much trouble to come to Daxia and had waited here for so long.

But isn't it a bit irresponsible to just take one look at him and let him go?

"Yan'er, is it going to come to this between us?" Yu Zian asked with tears in his voice. He didn't want to leave his wife.

"It has come to this. Do you think there is any need to mend things between us? I will always remember the time when you spoke harshly to me, and I will always remember the time when you gave up on me.

So there is no possibility for us to live together again. Even if we force ourselves to be together, do you think we will be the same as before?

Things have already happened, we all need to look forward, life is not just about men and women, there may be many other things, I am tired, I want to sleep, you go."

The second time, the daughter-in-law had already driven the man away from the second temple.

"Wife, can I take the blame?"

Lan Qiyan couldn't tell for a moment whether he really didn't understand or was just pretending.

"Go away, I want to sleep."